Wednesday, March 30, 2005
My freedom essay!
yup...this essay was quite sometime ago..but still i like it... at 1st i though the word limit was 500 then they told me is 450!!! i had to like minus out hundred plus words...ahhhh so irritating...now its like crap..no lah... juz read!
Freedom
Everyday we would wake up before the sun on the stone cold slab of cement that was not even fit to be called a floor. Ten of us no older than nine years of age had been living here all our lives. We were sold just so that our parents could have a few days worth of food to survive.
The lady who owned the carpet factory had called us her children and she became our mother. Everyday she patiently taught us this new game, 'sewing', which required us to use these enormous machines. We tried our very best to please her and soon we started to have competitions to see who could make the best carpets.
However, the game never did stop for us. We wished it did. My tiny hands that sew all day and night were hidden in a mass of blisters, and my stomach had yearned for food as my body had yearned for rest. The only time we had to ourselves, was when we were all locked up in a tiny dark room to sleep. All we thought about was being free.
Day and night, it was freedom we were thinking of, but we could never do anything. I was only seven. At times it seemed like a hopeless dream. Thoughts of suicide were hopeless. There was nothing we could have used. This was the only life I would be stuck with forever.
Days turned into weeks and weeks into months. But that one particular day had flashed past my eyes so fast that I could hardly have realised it happened.
All I could remember was a sickening burning smell and a cloud of smoke that took our breaths away. It seemed like a monster, I was afraid. Screams echoed in the factory all around me. Bang! The door which had kept us prisoners in the factory had streamed a massive prism of light that blinded me at once. I shut my eyes; I thought it was the monster. I could feel its burning hot breath all around while its crackling laughter was beside my ear. I sat there huddled up crying. Suddenly, someone had hauled me out of the factory in to the piercing sunlight. It was one of the older children in the factory.
It has been a few months since that day. There was no sign of mother or the monster at all and best of all we finally had our freedom. But now I regret wanting it. During the day, we stole to survive, and during the night we slept in alley ways or behind rubbish bins while the rain soaked us through. Each day, one by one the other children who were always by my side had vanished till I was all alone.
I huddled by myself in a dark corner, dirty, starving and shivering. I was hiding from the monster that had eaten up my friends. Its name was Freedom.
491 words
tee hee...
Hur Hur.
11:57 PM
Friday, March 25, 2005
wheeeeeeee
im high! i bloged 3 times today...all in an hour! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....
muz be the ribena....timothy u spiked it didn't u!!! hahaha
i want to blog about the many ways i can sleep in sch...and everything else to do with that...but............i'll save that for tml.....aw...dun be sad...i tell u its a damn interesting topic that will make u alll laugh...haha i so kiasu...wanna blog oso muz plan 1st wan...but this is bcos no time lah hor....sorry....juz look at the time...
so....Stay tuned to my next documentary on the many ways denise sleeps...stuff....hehe byes
yawns...boing boing boing....wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
Hur Hur.
1:11 AM
UNCLE VINCENT! is he crazy??
hihi i bet u guys are wondering...hus this uncle vincent guy i mentioned in my earlier post that was like 5 mins ago...hhaha yar i know im high....wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
well i think that uncle vincent is one of the most interesting people i have ever met!!!!hes from my church around 70-80?? liddat... and he has this amazing capacity for knowledge.....and he just has to share them with pple...especially youths..haha..people think hes scaryand crazy...
i went for weekday mass once and suddenly he came up to us and started talking non stop....no one listened but me and evonne...and worst of all we could hardly here him...it was as though he was wispering and hiding something...i asked evonne?? do u know him...no she shaked her head...we couldnt stop laughing ! his eyes were buldging as her bent forward loooking around as though he was in trouble and started to tell us tonnes of things we just could not hear hhahaa...
then he sayed dun laugh its serious then we told him to talked louder...haha everytime he said something his eyes would buldge out hhahaha....so cute...i think old pple are cute haha...
he said that if u put salt on aluminium it will dissolve...err im not so sure about that...
and he said it takes 7 generations to "purify" mixed race births....
and soon confessions from verbal will turn to written then through thoughts...huh? hahaha
and the world will end in 2010 ....alamak....yar...there was much more he said but i juz could not hear hhaha...so funny...but i enjoy his company...
evonne said that her sis tried talking to him once...but he woludnt answer her and would juz keep spilling all his knowledge out...hahha it seems his brain is overloaded...hahaneed to get rid of excess info hhaa....yar hes very amusing...dont u think so??
Hur Hur.
12:58 AM
split personalities???
Wow i've never been up this late and not felt tired one bit! ok maybe abit...
today i went for holy thursday mass! by myself! with leaven of god! i love then to bits haha....
yar then we went to the park and had "dinner" that was plain long loafs of bread with ribena...after awhile there were lotsa ants haha...itchy itchy.! haha..i accidently spilled ribena on teri while catching the flying piece of loaf..sorry about that...poor thing u got headache...yar then we had sharing...i shared for the first time!!!!! wheeeeeeee felt good...! then i realised i had much more to say! so i shared again!!!! everybody go wow! WOW! hahaaa its a first for me and i hope its not the last....this is funny u know...u know why?...ask why!!! WHY! because in school im always this really loud nonsense girl hahha hu is not shy....well at least i've been told...hahah now sch peeps will be like ...huh? denise where got quiet?>??? then leaven of god will be like...huh? denise where got noisy???....hhaha well i think its actually based on what u r sharing....yar... thats why i love LOG... the people there actually listen...! not that my beloved seven don't....but theres this sense of fellowship there haha....
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
then evonne was saying that uncle vincent guy said that the world will end in year 2010!! ahh so i muz be holy and live my life serving god!!! hahha yar really...no kidding...maybe i don't show it but i really do !!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Hur Hur.
12:46 AM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Headache!
Im quite bored rite now...im at yilin's hse...hehe...her guitar has like 2 strings missing arrgghh!!! its dusty and rusting and out of tune! ahhhh...no use trying to teach her in the first place...i feel like smashing the guitar...! wheeeeeeeeeee i leart to play and sing the here without you by 3 doors down at the same time!! finally!...
yilin says: im bored denise can u entertain me..
Denise: (does not Reply and types down what she says while yilin is repeating what i type)
Both: giggle..
yilin: wow what an entertainment
Denise: (aside) haiyoh english so terrible...
Yilin: (repeats what nise said and ..?!)
yilin: haha i wanna see how u type zcik!
yilin: i never say wanna
nise: forget it...
as u can see pple yilin is boring!!! hahaha...
yilin says :bullshit!
she wants to go down
now shes wrapping my tie around my neck!!!!
ahhhh ok shuld go now...
oh tim soo grandad just passed away....so sad...the wakes today...i cant go..i scared to go...yar..
jude said that if u passed away during the tridium...holy thurs good fri and holy sat...the priest cant do mass for u...so u have to wait till its over and by then u'd have decomposed just abit more...haha...poor thing...
hahah yesterday's legion was funny.. i forgot sr maggie hadn't come back from china yet....so i had to do allocutio...errm..its like a sermon...hhaaa i just repeated what jude said on sun about the tridium and stuff...can remember which day did what though hhaaha whhoops...well at least i tried....
ahhh headache now..
im trying to sound smarter...hhaa....wanna get A1 for english..i learnt the word Paradox! and Juxtapose and self efasive...haha....ahhh....surprisingly the dictionary is quite interesting! wait...that doesn'e sound like me!?!! ahhhh whats happening to me...!!! ok now thats sounds like meee...full of nonsense...i got that character trait from my father hahhaa....
byeeee...Ladedaaboomcrash!
Hur Hur.
5:07 PM
Monday, March 21, 2005
Twelft Night
I drew this during literature...the teacher was absent...yup...nice?..hehe...yar i was very bored..haha. Say its nice!!!
Hur Hur.
7:00 PM
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
optimism gets me high
 | You scored as Orange-yellow. You happy-go-lucky kid, you. You brighten everyone's day, even though you may be a little daffy and ditzy at times.
Orange-yellow | | 81% | Scarlet | | 50% | Cerulean | | 38% | Sea Green | | 31% | Black | | 6% |
Which crayon color are you?
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Seeeeeee i'm orange !!!!! its fate...its MEEEEE!!!
 | You scored as Bright Yellow. You are bright yellow! You love everything in life! You hate to just sit around, you like to make the best of every day. You love everyone.
Bright Yellow | | 100% | Lime Green | | 88% | Hot Pink | | 75% | Pure White | | 75% | Turqoise | | 63% | Carrot Orange | | 63% | Blood Red | | 50% | Royal Violet | | 38% | Jet Black | | 13% | Gloomy Grey | | 0% |
Which Crayon Color Are Youu??
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Nooooooooo im orange i tell u !!!! i dun like this quiz.... LIAR LIAR!!!! teehee
haha i really shuld start on my homework......its piling...and i dunt even know how much i have.....its scary..i keep feeling guilty but ..i juz can't seem to do it!!! aaarrrggghhh!!...
haha today went out with yilin and jehanne....so...funny tried billybombers milkshakes...yummy!!! hhaa jn so funny...hhahaa chocolate...hard to walk!!!!! wahahahahahahahahahahaha....i know u dun get it...its an inside joke...lol...wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...fun fun day!!!
and anne! theres invaders i ur com! 1st it was ashmin, pisaesiomaks, the paris hilton then maksim!!!! ahhh wad was he doing in ur room!!!!! ahhhhhhh whaahahahahaha...ok im high...abit crazy...
yilin juz told me that after i left she and jn went to ntuc and were "fighting" using a toilet plumb! then it broke!!! and they ran away hahha...so funny...
hhehe pianos can't spell....and so does paris hilton...whwhahahahahah....
im high....wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...hop hop hop...
Hur Hur.
9:54 PM
Monday, March 14, 2005
quizes!
i like jeslynn's blog! very interesting and always have lots of quizes...yup...so i tried few of these quizes......wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
 | You scored as Sadistic Humour. Congratulations, you scored Sadistic Humour. You find the little things in life to be funny, and have a great sense of humour, whether it's stupid or dark. You're probably young, and older people don't understand why it's all so fucking hillarious. Either way, check out: Clerks, Mallrats, Napoleon Dynamite, Wayne's World.
Romantic Comedy | | 85% | Sadistic Humour | | 85% | Mindfuck | | 80% | Drama/Suspense | | 70% | Artistic | | 60% | Sci-Fi/Fantasy | | 45% | Mindless Action Flick | | 5% |
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yup i hate action films...uless they're real funny...
 | You scored as Posion. Your death will be by poison, probably because you are a glutton and are around so many people that it would be easy to get away with it.
Posion | | 73% | Gunshot | | 67% | Bomb | | 60% | Eaten | | 60% | Disease | | 47% | Accident | | 33% | Suffocated | | 27% | Suicide | | 20% | Cut Throat | | 20% | Dissapear | | 20% | Stabbed | | 13% | Drowning | | 13% | Electric Chair | | 0% |
How Will You Die??
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but i don't think i eat that much....i don't....
 | You scored as A Too Sweet Faerie. So sweet your totally sugared up! Has there ever been anyone so nice. Quick to forgive and quick to forget, everybody wants to know you! You've just got to make sure nobody takes advantage and tries to use you, don't be afraid to say no sometimes!
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A Too Sweet Faerie | | 75% | A Too Astral Faerie | | 60% | A Too Silly Faerie | | 50% | A Too Sporty Faerie | | 40% | A Too Serious Faerie | | 25% | A Too Lazy Faerie | | 25% | A Too Depressed Faerie | | 25% | A Too Evil Faerie | | 20% | A Too Kinky Faerie | | 20% |
Which Dysfunctional Faerie are You?
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err...but i think silly faerie should be at the top haha..!
eh i don't think so....never!
Hur Hur.
3:33 PM
Friday, March 11, 2005
Wheeeeee
Thers no sch today......im so bored...
Suddenly i feel so freeeeeee.....there's nothig to do...exept to blog play sims play guitar homework go dentist go for tuition then watch tv then read blogs and hop around!....haha then sleep... wheeeeeeeee
Nise~ is bored... SAVE ME!!!!!
Hops around in circles.... La La La...
Hur Hur.
11:28 AM
Saturday, March 05, 2005
Next time don't ask me!!!
Fine so i screwed up..well don't ask me to do it next time then. all i can say is sry and shit u..why dun u do it then...u think i wanted this to happen... why do u pple see all the flaws in whatever i do...what about the other stuff i had to stay up to 12 to complete not even having enough time to do sch work...and arguing with so many pple becos they dun understand how to follow instructions...im not little miss perfect or wonder woman...So sure blame me...i blame myself already, but u don't have to rub it in... shit u and only u.
Hur Hur.
9:09 PM
Thursday, March 03, 2005
WHEEEEEEEE its my birthday!!!!!
yup! today is my birthday! wish me!!! hehe....wads it like being sixteen? not sure...adam juz asked me...i think im more immature hheee....going around saying HA! i'm older than u to like dunno how many pple...haha...well its not much different....but i'm more responsible...and i worry more and i trust pple less and i prefer to do things myself...haha ok i guess thats quite alot...and yes belive it im responsible...thats why im in a council...haha....bhb...hehe....and i get worried easily when theres proposals to be done...cos it all depends on me....if not everything would screw up! yup...but im still immature..
today in sch cheryl w so idiot...i say its my birthday she tell everyone i bluffing them...they all look so confused...haha
the 7 plus peijin gave my Paul Frank days of the week undiewear!!! whooohooo so cool hahaa so cute..monday tuesday....haha..monday is shirley pink, tues cher blue white, wed glad yellow, thurs peijin pink? haha, fri joce green, sat linz blue and sun JN purple...haha so now leaven of god peeps would know wad colour im wearing on sun haha....blush...no lah i thick skin wan....winks...haha
then after sch we went billy bombers at parco...it was supposed to be a secret but glad told me haha....now they all scolding her....then took like thousands of neoprints...hhaa one photo of me look like possesed haha....we were supposed to act cute....but dunno why my eyes ended up half way up my sockets looking possed and FARNIE AND SPASTIC lol...must have blinked haha....
after that yilin n jn brought me to meet my parents in suntec...so sweet..hehe but i feel bad...they so nice to me...not used to it...i treat myself like shit haha....
then in mac leaven of god pple called!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee they all soooooooo sweeeet...hhaa whishing me... din expect it....
den went to eat at Olio...at 1st we wanted to eat at Maison Basque...but realised it closed down haha....so we went to olio ...gd food but i was still quite full...i din get to eat my creme brule...ahhhhhh i miss it.....wahhhhhhhhhhhhh dey dun make it any more...
oh you know the Poiful jellybean sweet...i bought it the day b4 my bday...theres supposed to be like a special heart shaped jellybean in 1 out of like a 100 boxes??? haha well i had 3 in a box!!! i know i feel blessed...and lucky hhehe..
hhee jn said tml we shall go say hi and put our arm around everyone we pass even if we dont know them haha so fun...thats so me!!!!!! cheeky...cant wait buaizz!!!
did u know if uv'e kissed b4 u turn 16 its called sour 16....
mines still sweet haha....
Hur Hur.
9:55 PM
