haha finally! new song on my blog! after so long...getting sick of blind already...this new ones called girl next door by saving jane.. i must say...this song of hers has the same style as the ones i composed...haha..lol..nows the hols..i should compose one more haha..but..must study!! nooo!!

and haha..im over what happened yesterday..so fast haha..maybe not completely hur hur..so embarrassing!!!

my shortest post ever man

Hur Hur.
12:00 AM

hello everyone. Denise says that she is tired but not sleepy because once she comes home she just wants to sleep...yes t26 laugh at her...but school is tiring and econs is just boring. make that just mr nathan's lecture.

Denise is going to be a good girl and start studying..even though she has said this many times b4..it doesn't hurt to say it again because at least shes bugging her ownself..like now....but theres american idol...he doesnt care who wins...shes been too tired to watch the rest of the previous episodes and think they're both great and wishes she could sing like catherine...cos she damn cool..and no she does not wish to be like the old guy....

random facts bout denise...

Denise prefers to sing rather than play guitar. because while playing guitar she must sing and it dun sound that nice that way as she has to coordinate her hand as well...

Denise eats less than cheryl...and cheryl metabolism is unfair..she eats her food..because its free...free loader..but she still loves her..:D but felt like kicking her ass last time when she did that. as in violently.

Denise has a IQ of 140 ahah..but she believes its a fluke cos theres always a 1 outta 4 possibilty that ur right and its too bhb to say she has 140 cos its crazy and so she has to say the bit bout the fluke if she says it..so there she said it. and she still doesnt believe it.

Denise feels her blog is too dead.

Denise thinks minser needs to laugh more and not be so serious because its kinda scary...:D

Denise thinks steff runs damn fast and still cannot understand how she does it.

Denise just realises its cos she herself sux at running.

Denise is scared of LTC..because people are coming up to her saying...ltc? i wish you good luck..with the great sense of sympathy in their face..diao -__-"

Denise thinks the guy who trys to read english and count numbers is funny the one on youtube..20=10 10 ..21=10 10 1... hahah 100= 10 10 10 10 10 10 10 10 10 10 !

Denise is recently attracted to the colour pink...hot pink..its scaring her...

Denise loves sfx...it rocks...the people rock..like ms smith said..God was giving out gifts to all the churches at when he came to sfx his bag of gifts just burst open! haha

Denise has no channel 32 or 33...her favourite channels on earth..and still whines about it...she needs her cartoons!

Denise cant undertstand why people still pronounce her name as dennis....is it that hard?! she doesnt even mind nenise..she thinks it funny..her grandma used to call her that..

Denise loves the 8 girls in her class..cos we can be considered one big clique!

Denise is worried for the guys in her class because they are the "almighty slackers of cj!" yesh...and she wants the class to still have 25 pple next year..and not just 8 girls..but she herself must study 1st..and hey she doesnt sleep that much lah!

Denise doesn't understand how she got 12 for her o levels..wait she does...but its not because shes smart..and no did not copy..its cos she behaved like a nun for a 2 whole months going for daily mass and spending long long time in the adoration room talking and pleading to God. :D

Denise has found him and is happier...but not quite found him totally yet. She cant wait for YISS and thinks that Loggers (msc has sec 2 camp) yv legionaries and t26 and cjcian should all go! even though they say u have to be 18 and its 40 bucks..(including shirt haha) and sorry cornerstoners...ur too young! wahahah so evil haha..she has the YISS forms..who wants ask from her..

Denise thinks the myanmar concert will br full of old people...hur hur

Denise needs to shit now.

Denise says alex still owes her 3.80 and yiwei owes her bucks!

Denise found her long lost friend whom she thought had died until she watched singapore idol...and now she wants to sing more more more!! then take part next year if there is cos she thinks is damn fun and doesnt care what the hell you think haha

Denise wanted to go this year but nobody go participate with her so she never go and she was afraid of her studies..but she thinks next year will be even more risky and wonders which year will she then be able to go...

Denise is bored.

Denise's mom is watching about tai chi...

Denise does not want to learn kendo...because how minser descibed it seemed ugly even tho she thought it was very nice hhaha

Denise thinks this blog post is too long now and who will bother to read..because she wont.












Denise is tired of writing herself as a third person...

Hur Hur.
8:52 PM

havent blogged in a long while...no time..internet's screwed up...

well just now we had a Log session done by anne and joan..about how God has touched us in our lives...this week especially. And there was this reflection bit about how you've experienced God's love in this past week and they asked us to share...hearing all they're sharings really touched me.. and so i as well tried to reflect on my past week...

I think i may be too self absorbed, oblivious to my surroundings, or just plain blind..(oh look how my blog song fits... ) but..after looking back at my past week...all i remembered was homework, projects, quarrels, gossiping and not going for mass and being too tired to do anything after school. Where was God in my week? I didn't know. I simply could not feel his love even after trying so hard...i could not. Why? i asked myself...where was he? was he there right beside me? i couldnt feel his presence...fancy me writing the assembly prayer about how we should open our eyes to God's love in our lives...i contradict myself..

why..whats happened to me...what happened to the days where i used to visit church everyday and just reserve at least an hour of my day for him...at least..its not easy..i still cant find him..but i've not been searching. I've been to busy with my own life. how selfish of me. ive been getting worse. esp this past week. im selfish, lazy, proud, mean, i laugh at others, i rub things in, im not making things better for people, im making things worse and i cant change the things i know i must, i feel powerless and...

i wanted to live large for God, i prayed it everyday, i prayed i could make a difference in school in peoples lives..i think i sound like a saint here...but now..i feel im the opposite...especially after whats been happening in school...shes infamous in school now. i think its my fault, all the gossiping, the poking fun, the mean jokes that just went to far and i did nothing, nows she has to see a councillor...i feel bad..this is stupid. im stupid..and the guy..thats not as bad, but i refuse to do anything to help, im too proud and im too scared and im fine with just ignoring. but a whole bunch of people doing that is just mean...and i contribute to that..and that day when i could do nothing, i dont condemn them for curiosity...i was too...but luckily i walked off. i almost stayed. but i could not do anything..i felt useless, that was one aspect of life(i think its the opp of life haha) i truly fear, but not for myself. okay i dont make sense..only 2 loggers know. all i could do was save 2. i sound like a superhero..im not. what about the rest.. frankly i wasnt scared at all, but the only emotion left in me was anger. havent felt that in a long time.


God grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change..
anymore..
even though i could have..


is Nise 3/4 Nice..like rice..i think she managed to keep it that was..but now i feel only 1/4 nice..or maybe even less.

shit i missed singapore idol..stupid.. i hope they repeat it..

i miss him so..its hard for me to tell myself..hes there..open your eyes..im opening...but im not seeing...i need a break..i need to find him..then after the sharing they sand.."i love you jesus! deep down in my heart!x2" i sang it..it was hard...they sang it with such enthusiasm..i couldn't..i was thinking..i do..i do...or was it i did..but i do..but if i did..why am i doing such things..im so stupid..call myself a logger..im not doing anything...im doing the opposite..im a bitch! hahaha nooooo never! i better change...hahaha

"feel GOD
best feeling in the world." olivers msn nick.

"love is definitely a feeling. hahaha.
God is still looking for YOU :)" tim soo's msn nick

"i lurk you.
love you orchard!" anne's nick ..hahaha put that down for fun..
oooh what did i see in island creamery ah! haha


anyway..the 1st 2 loggers msn nick...i saw it on msn..and i was like..lucky them..i couldnt help but feel a lil jealous...but anne said.."love is never jealous"..so...im on the wrong track!! i must look for him again...under the rug? in the fish tank? i dunno just look!!! haha..but these msn nicks touched me as well...i missed that best feeling in the world..God's love...God is still looking for me...i know he can see me...i think i just cant see him (flashback to donghaeng.net...about distance...check it out (http://www.donghaeng.net/english/main.htm)) haha i laugh at myself..but im not even at the telescope yet...sigh..

im Glad the rest of the loggers or most..can feel him by the're side...i just hope i can too..soo...i think im still blind...but i dont feel log love as well...(but i havent been reading the blog hur hur)...dont stone me.! i do see the love in log lah...but i dont feel it in me..i just feel detached i guess...from everything except stress and worries... i just feel im like wearing a big metal armour...disabling me from my sense of touch and feeling... except pain when its too late and someone sticks a sword into your heart.. how depressing



anyway
haha..while writing this post..God told me 2 things..
one of them was..

where'd you go
i missed you so
seems like its been forever
since you've been gone.. ( fort minor ahhaa)

since ive been gone...where did i go...where did i go wrong.



Father Lord..may i ask you to pin my eyes wide open with your fingers 24/7 and make them even bigger then they already are and look right into them and shout "i'm here stupid!" then give me a big BIG hug! and accept me for who i am and what ive become..blind deaf and dumb towards you so that i may feel your love and taste your goodness once again. And then..Don't ever let me go! Because a life without you totally sucks!

Nise-

Hur Hur.
8:45 PM

Finally im blogging again! and i've updated my links and stuff too...this is exciting week! and i shall tell u all about it at one go! ok so thurs was SPORTS DAY!then legion bbq!! yeah! T26 WOOSH! hahhaa and fri was the myanmar talk for teh ca pple and i saw msc!! and church pple...total sfx pple was 18 /20 plus pple there..sfx rocks !than later..Jes's birthday at fish and co!!! and today is slack day! then tml will be mother's day!! ok so heres thursday's sports day..got this from claires blog



1T26!

1T26 and 2T26!!

Presenting...Home Tutor Mr Sexy Foo!! ok i think this is more like surprised Foo than sexy foo haha

This is much better haha

Whooopeedooo! We are the CHAMPIONS for floorball!! i played! haha..T26s rocks! T26 OOSH!

Yiwei ziyan claire and steff!! yiwei has big eyes! big eye clan!!

the 4 again! steff has a nice smile! darlie advertistment! haha

The t26 girls w/o minser..she zao so fast...we are the champions my firends......

spastic shot 1 thanks to pok..ooh audrey i see a vain popping!

spastic photo 2..stef：nooooo pok!!! me: wth pok....

ok this is a pretty pic! finally...

Pok! never let him take photos again..

claire:wth lah! wonder what im laughing at..

bad photo...pok dun touch the cam again...

purposely spastic photo! claire says i look beyond hilarious! haha

and this is where claire and i eat mr foo's face :D

splat! steff：nooo! im not ready!!

splat splat!

jump for joy!! we can fly!!

see..we can fly! we're still in the air!! this pic is really cool!

haahah u wan summore photos???

u see this monkey...

yeah this cute one...with long limbs...look what the guy with bad phototaking skills did...and no he did not take this next picture...ahha

frontsview

back view

hahahaha and swee...i thought u said marists were decent guys haha

my class is horny..and full of shit..esp the guys...and i love my class hahaha

hmmmm more pictures?

this is what my class studying fervently during lecture...oh we guai we are...haha this i think is LT1 haha ermm i think thats cheryl yuxiu audrey and yiwei haha i was not sleeping!! i was taking the photo haha

hur hur..now this is the only photo of minser that i have thats not a class photo...and its only half of her haha and audrey just looks weird...pple she looks much better in person...i showed this to pj...she laughed non stop for 5 mins haha

ok this is a nice photo of sudrey to compensate that ugly one of her...ahah i just found that photo real amusing ahha

hey guess what i realised!!

i have Girl Splat VS Guy Splat! on my com! ahha

haha...next time we have a 1T26 splat ok!!

ok FRIDAY!! JOANS BURFDAY!!! hahaa

this is all i took! haha

we were laughing at the lady in the background haha

oh and look what i found!!

this was jes's birthday at fish and co haha.. i thought this was a real cool and pretty pic cos it was so dark and the candle was so bright esp since the cake was so ex as well haha then until i made the pic bigger...gues who i saw..!! EVONNE'S head!! and i got a shock ahha

anyway...speaking of birthdays...today is TIMOTHY SOO'S BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOOOOOO!

yes u! haha i like to post this gay photo of u...

ok i have no photos of the legion bbq or the myanmar talk...but if u want the legion bbq photos...go to anne's blog! its in my links...im too tired to link it here...

this post too forever...i think 2 hrs..33 photos if im not wrong...woah...i think its gonna take awhile for my next post...

oh and i forgot after sports day t26 joshua gaow or gow or whatever haha went to town!

this is what happened in billy bombmers..claire bought a drink called 'the big pussy cat' haha then...

ben：claire..can i taste ur pussy...

everyone..oh man....wah lau haha

another incident...

claire: hey can u mix some of your coke in my drink..

joshua: hahaha ok...put the cock in the pussy...

haha ok this is so vulgar...my class is so horny lah...why? must be our horny facil lah!

haha..i ate so much food this week...good food! tues fish and co thurs billy bombers and bbq fri fish and co then ben and jerry's and cheese fondue and beef fondue!! omg!! exercise!!! tml mothers day got somemore food....wahhhhhhh

ok i gtg sleep....blogging really drains you and makes ur back and neck hurt...ouch...

oh and guess what! i have an IQ of 140! im a genius! ahah the IQ test mr foo asked ziyan to do haha i dont believe it man..then why cant i apply it to my studies ahha

Hur Hur.
10:59 PM

Whooooopeeedooooo!!


haha guess what! no! no need to guess! i tell u! haha


I'm a Councillor!!!

haha yay!!! 32nd student council of cjc!!! yeah!!! thanks to all who voted for me...:D yeah baybe yeah!! ladadeeeda!! ooh cant wait to get the gold badge and jacket hur hur... im real glad bout the people who made it through the vote...yeah!

hurhur...this afternoon shunren scare me lor...say he heard i did not make it...wah lau...i wanna cry lah...but ur wrong! ur WRONG! haha...okok...too high liao haha...oooh yeah! haha dunno what to say...except that im damn happy...

now...its time to study...mug mug mug!!! with great power comes great responsibilities haha...no more sleeping in class no more drawstring...no more folding of skirt..(hmmn maybe not this one...) as long as its smart :D ...no more not doing homework...more prayers more masses...now with this new found joy and determination i shall transform myself into... SUPER DENISE!!! haha lol...here i come to save the day...!!

oh and guess what!... i did not sleep today!!! are you guys proud of me or what! hur hur...

so many people didnt come class today 4 pple...haiz all sick...or maybe not!! haha amelia said my class damn horny...now then u know ah!! oh and i passed my econs test!! yay!!


1t26 rocks!! i really love my class...they're so funny... the guys are just plain horny and rubbish and the girls are just wooh! we just rock lah! haha add that all up = super duper fun class!!! yeah!

and i love log...LOG LOVE! ahha...theres something that only log has that no other group has...and we all know it and its indescribable...its God! hahha

i love legion..but sadly not as much as Log! haha...they have God too...but its different!! only if u guys will ever know...

i havent love the acts yet sadly...i think its dying to be honest...

i havent love the council too yet...but im starting too!! ahha

i love the seven!!! but..not as much as Log!

i hated sac drama...yet i loved how they made me laugh...the people there really sucked...all the ego stuck up people...

i loved sac legion...but then things got ugly in sec 4...why oh why gladys all the sec 1s like u...oh pls...ur crooked mah! thats why...and i thought the sec 1s were all innocent :( haha but i still love legion as a whole cos i had the control of the entire 2 praesidiums!!! whahahahah!!! ok joking..but seriously...

i learnt a new song...shall play it..in class! when somebody brings a guitar...till then i shall bring my capo :D

i want to study now...ahaha can u believe it! NOOOO neither can i! haha..but do believe it! why
? cos i say so!! haha






I left it in your hands and you held me in yours
Lord, I offer my life to you
May you walk this journey with me...

Hur Hur.
8:43 PM

today was funny.. and horrid

wah lau council nominees results id postponed to monday...but they chose the people already right...40 pple mr leong said...

the funny

after school had legion then went to plaza sing to meet cheryl yuxiu and yiwei...haha they tried to rick me with the chilli sause trick...the one with the heat one..haha i smashed yiwei's hand in it instead!! stoopid!! ahhaa then we painted his fingernails at face shop...and another willing guy victim...1st was tim swee ahha now yi wei...then yuxiu cheryl and i bought fbt shorts!! wooh! mines silver! hahaa

swee's hand!! pretty!!

thats yiwei!! haha he looks horrified ahhahey at least they're sporting! ahha wooh! u guys rock!

then was 40 mins late for tuition...workers party had rally at serangoon stadium lah! jam man!! then after quite some time in the bus...cheyl was like..i think our stops here...cos so dark cannot se...got down...then realised...we moved onli one bus stop!!! wah lau!! then we took any how bus cos 1 stop away our destination...then who knwos...it turned right instead!! bringing us even further away!!!! stupid...


the horrid


then after church...parents came to fetch us...
and this is what happened...

cheryl ur so dead...im finidng for my knife at this moment...fuck u lah!


me ; dad can i go out tml...
dad: no...i want u spend time with me (wth lah)
cheryl: yar lor u sleep so much in class still wanna go out! ahhaha
parents: WHAT!!
me；(shit...im so dead...cheryl..what the fuck is wrong with u!!! ahhhhhh im dead)
cheryl: looks at me and laughs
me: nooooo!!! who say wan!!! oi!! u oso sleep hor!!
cheryl: eh! the whole class knows most cos u sleep leh!!
parents: WHAT!!!
me: (omfg...cheryl...u die..die!!!)
cheryl...looks at me again and laughs
me: NOOOOOO!! noo noooo (shit im dead) eh!!! wah lau!! cheryl!!!
cheryl: haha then audrey oso say u sleep 99.9% of the time..
me: (FUCK U CHERYL WONG!!)
parents: hmmm..we have to do something...
me:( fuck..shit lah..worst words on earth...) pinches cheryl real hard
cheryl : whahahahhaha
[cheryl exits car ( how i wished kicked her out)]
mom: whats happening here ah..i need to cut down ur actvities(shit!) i'll have to curfew u ya know! cannot go out must study once u get home (faints) I'll write a letter to father ho saying u have to quit loggers..(NOOOOOOOOO!!!) to legion and acts oso...then council....
Me: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
mom:hmmmm u wanna have all these activities u better be good in your studies know! cannot sleep! this is really too much!!! not the 1st time u know...
Me:but mom! i tell u i sleep in class wad u know it what u never say anything ( now see cheryl this is the part where honesty works and ur rubbing in somehow does not !!!! and makes it 100times worse!!!)
mom: yar but if cheryl oso says it like that (omg cheryl ur fcking dead lah) i really have to do something!

me: (im dead...dead..dead...dead....so are u cheryl...)

WTH IS UR PROBLEM!! SAYME OSO REALISE U SAY THEN U LAUGH AT ME! WAH U SADIST AH!! I TELL UR MOM ALL UR SECRETS THEN U KNOW!! NEVER JOIN LEGION ! U SLEEP TOO HOR!! ALL UR PERVERSENESS!!!! I TELL UR MOM AH!!! I CAN TRACE BACK TO SECONDARY SCHOOL HOR!!! OI!!! COPY IN CLASS!!! THE TEST JUST NOW!!!! I NEVER LEH!! EH! U DIE LAH UR DEAD MAN...U HEAR ME!! MY LIFE IS OVER!! OVER! NO MORE ACTIVITES!! LIFE ALL STUDIES!!! I WANNA GO DOE LIAO LAH!!! THEN COUNCIL HOW!!! WAH LAU!! WORK SO HARD...HAVENT EVEN GET IN PANIC ME TILL WHETHER CAN GET IN OR NOT OSO NO CHOICE HAVE TO GET OUT!! WAH LAU!! SHUT UR BIG MOUTH LAH!!! TOT UR MOUTH ALWAYS GOT FOOD HOW COME CAN TOK SO MUCH!! CAN LAUGH AT ME SUMMORE!! WAH U EVIL SIA!!! MY FUTURE IS GONE!! GONE!!!I DUN LET U EAT MY FOOD LIAO!! WAH LAU KNN!!!KNS!!I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS LAH!! U AHH I WANNA FIND KNIFE NOW REACH INTO THE COM AND STAB U LAH!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!! IDIOT!!! IM SO SO SO DEAD!!! U SADIST AH!! ENJOY MAKING ME SUFFER!!! 1ST U KEEP LAUGING WHEN U IMAGINE ME KENAH HIT BY BUS R FALL FROM BUILDING!! NOW THIS!! WHA LAU NEXT TIME U MAKE UR IMAGINATIONS TRUE HOW!! SO SCARY SIA!! I SCARED U LEH!! IN THE CAR WHEN UR PARENTS DRIVE I DUN EVEN ASK IF U GOT DO THIS HOMEWORK ANOT LAH COS U SMALL THING LIKE THAT GIVE ME THE U WANNA DIE LOOK!!! SO I SHUT MY MOUTH LAH!! CANNOT EVEN ASK WHAT HIMEWORK...THEN U WANNA ANNOUCE TO THE WORLD I SLEEP LAH!! THAT TIME U SO FREAKING LOUD WAKE ME UP IN LT SHOUT IN MY EAR LATER MR LEONG SEE HOW!! THEN DIE!!! CAN U THINK B4 U TALK ANOT!!! U TELL ME HOW I STOP U B4 U SAY IT!! KEEP PUTTING FOOD IN UR MOUTH AH!! PLS LAH!! U SO SADIST LEH!!! ITS NOT LIKE I OWNSELF WANNA SLEEP LOR!! U KNOW I MUST TAKE THE THING IF NOT I WILL AUTO SLEEP WAN LEH!! WHA LAU!!! U OSO SLEEP LAH PLS!! U KNOW HOW BORING IT IS!! AND U SLEEP AT 8.30 FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!

but ur still my best friend...see how tolerant and understanding i am at ur stupidness...but i havent forgiven u yet!!! if my parents decide to do all of the above ah!! u die!! u die!! u really realy die man! especially the loggers part and council lah! that like the only thing thats keeping me alive lah!!!

ok know that i love u!! in case ur reading this..but i hate u as well...cos ur just so stupid!! ahhhhh

i still feel like killing you though...




good night...please excuse my foul language improper english.

Hur Hur.
12:20 AM

today was funny.. and horrid

wah lau council nominees results id postponed to monday...but they chose the people already right...40 pple mr leong said...

the funny

after school had legion then went to plaza sing to meet cheryl yuxiu and yiwei...haha they tried to rick me with the chilli sause trick...the one with the heat one..haha i smashed yiwei's hand in it instead!! stoopid!! ahhaa then we painted his fingernails at face shop...and nother willing guy victim...1st was tim swee ahha now yi wei...then yuxiu cheryl and i bought fbt shorts!! wooh! mines silver! hahaa




then was 40 mins late for tuition...workers party had rally at serangoon stadium lah! jam man!! then after quite some time in the bus...cheyl was like..i think our stops here...cos so dark cannot se...got down...then realised...we moved onli one bus stop!!! wah lau!! then we took any how bus cos 1 stop away our destination...then who knwos...it turned right instead!! bringing us even further away!!!! stupid...


the horrid


then after church...parents came to fetch us...
and this is what happened...

cheryl ur so dead...im finidng for my knife at this moment...fuck u lah!


me ; dad can i go out tml...
dad: no...i want u spend time with me (wth lah)
cheryl: yar lor u sleep so much in class still wanna go out! ahhaha
parents: WHAT!!
me；(shit...im so dead...cheryl..what the fuck is wrong with u!!! ahhhhhh im dead)
cheryl: looks at me and laughs
me: nooooo!!! who say wan!!! oi!! u oso sleep hor!!
cheryl: eh! the whole class knows most cos u sleep leh!!
parents: WHAT!!!
me: (omfg...cheryl...u die..die!!!)
cheryl...looks at me again and laughs
me: NOOOOOO!! noo noooo (shit im dead) eh!!! wah lau!! cheryl!!!
cheryl: haha then audrey oso say u sleep 99.9% of the time..
me: (FUCK U CHERYL WONG!!)
parents: hmmm..we have to do something...
me:( fuck..shit lah..worst words on earth...) pinches cheryl real hard
cheryl : whahahahhaha
[cheryl exits car ( how i wished kicked her out)]
mom: whats happening here ah..i need to cut down ur actvities(shit!) i'll have to curfew u ya know! cannot go out must study once u get home (faints) I'll write a letter to father ho saying u have to quit loggers..(NOOOOOOOOO!!!) to legion and acts oso...then council....
Me: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
mom:hmmmm u wanna have all these activities u better be good in your studies know! cannot sleep! this is really too much!!! not the 1st time u know...
Me:but mom! i tell u i sleep in class wad u know it what u never say anything ( now see cheryl this is the part where honesty works and ur rubbing in somehow does not !!!! and makes it 100times worse!!!)
mom: yar but if cheryl oso says it like that (omg cheryl ur fcking dead lah) i really have to do something!

me: (im dead...dead..dead...dead....so are u cheryl...)

WTH IS UR PROBLEM!! SAYME OSO REALISE U SAY THEN U LAUGH AT ME! WAH U SADIST AH!! I TELL UR MOM ALL UR SECRETS THEN U KNOW!! NEVER JOIN LEGION ! U SLEEP TOO HOR!! ALL UR PERVERSENESS!!!! I TELL UR MOM AH!!! I CAN TRACE BACK TO SECONDARY SCHOOL HOR!!! OI!!! COPY IN CLASS!!! THE TEST JUST NOW!!!! I NEVER LEH!! EH! U DIE LAH UR DEAD MAN...U HEAR ME!! MY LIFE IS OVER!! OVER! NO MORE ACTIVITES!! LIFE ALL STUDIES!!! I WANNA GO DOE LIAO LAH!!! THEN COUNCIL HOW!!! WAH LAU!! WORK SO HARD...HAVENT EVEN GET IN PANIC ME TILL WHETHER CAN GET IN OR NOT OSO NO CHOICE HAVE TO GET OUT!! WAH LAU!! SHUT UR BIG MOUTH LAH!!! TOT UR MOUTH ALWAYS GOT FOOD HOW COME CAN TOK SO MUCH!! CAN LAUGH AT ME SUMMORE!! WAH U EVIL SIA!!! MY FUTURE IS GONE!! GONE!!!I DUN LET U EAT MY FOOD LIAO!! WAH LAU KNN!!!KNS!!I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS LAH!! U AHH I WANNA FIND KNIFE NOW REACH INTO THE COM AND STAB U LAH!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!! IDIOT!!! IM SO SO SO DEAD!!! U SADIST AH!! ENJOY MAKING ME SUFFER!!! 1ST U KEEP LAUGING WHEN U IMAGINE ME KENAH HIT BY BUS R FALL FROM BUILDING!! NOW THIS!! WHA LAU NEXT TIME U MAKE UR IMAGINATIONS TRUE HOW!! SO SCARY SIA!! I SCARED U LEH!! IN THE CAR WHEN UR PARENTS DRIVE I DUN EVEN ASK IF U GOT DO THIS HOMEWORK ANOT LAH COS U SMALL THING LIKE THAT GIVE ME THE U WANNA DIE LOOK!!! SO I SHUT MY MOUTH LAH!! CANNOT EVEN ASK WHAT HIMEWORK...THEN U WANNA ANNOUCE TO THE WORLD I SLEEP LAH!! THAT TIME U SO FREAKING LOUD WAKE ME UP IN LT SHOUT IN MY EAR LATER MR LEONG SEE HOW!! THEN DIE!!! CAN U THINK B4 U TALK ANOT!!! U TELL ME HOW I STOP U B4 U SAY IT!! KEEP PUTTING FOOD IN UR MOUTH AH!! PLS LAH!! U SO SADIST LEH!!! ITS NOT LIKE I OWNSELF WANNA SLEEP LOR!! U KNOW I MUST TAKE THE THING IF NOT I WILL AUTO SLEEP WAN LEH!! WHA LAU!!! U OSO SLEEP LAH PLS!! U KNOW HOW BORING IT IS!! AND U SLEEP AT 8.30 FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!

but ur still my best friend...see how tolerant and understanding i am at ur stupidness...but i havent forgiven u yet!!! if my parents decide to do all of the above ah!! u die!! u die!! u really realy die man! especially the loggers part and council lah! that like the only thing thats keeping me alive lah!!!

ok know that i love u!! in case ur reading this..but i hate u as well...cos ur just so stupid!! ahhhhh

i still feel like killing you though...




good night...please excuse my foul language improper english.

Hur Hur.
11:09 PM

Drum roll!!!!!!!!!

I PASSED MY 2.4KM RUN!!!!!

Wooh!!! yeah man!! i did it!!! im not weak!! 17.01 hur hur..but i still pass! ahahha..the last time i passed my 2.4 was i sec 1..18.45 hur hur...ok i know i suck...but ive never been able to run..the rest is alright...like my 5 items..

sit and reach-51cm! A!
incline pull ups-23! A!
Sit ups-48! A!
shuttle run-11.7 sec eee C
Standing broad jump-173 eee C only...

but hah! i did it!

thanx
cheryl for lending me your running shoes
nana for running with me 2nd round
audrey for 3rd round
minser for 4th round
cheryl for 5th round..which i suddenly stopped
yuxiu for 6th round
and the rest for 7th round! hahaha and all who cheered me on..

WOOH! 1T26 U ROCK!!

eh this is the fastest i ever run lah haha..yar i know i suck haha wah i still remember mr foo suddenly was like...DENISE! go do your 2.4! i was i like WHAT!!! ahhhh noooooo! shit im dead...no preparation whatsoever haha

ok VOTING IS OVER!!!!
thanx everybody who said they voted for me :D or who never say but vote or whatever lah...THANK YOU! i love u guys ahha

but i dunno whether i get in still...pple keep saying u sure get in wan lah...but then...ahhh!! pray pray and pray summore....PLEASE LORD HELP ME GET IN COUNCIL!!!!

well voting is over now...so...ill just leave it in his hands...yup thats my msn nick..if u din understand it before...









hur hur...gao wei girl...thats what we call her...my class so bad...united in the wrong ways...slacking having fun creating havoc...and ahem...

the wrote gao wei girl a letter....haha but shes not doing anything...feel like asking them to write another letter...but nooo...thats so not me....nooo why am i thinking such things...but oh the fun! but oh the embarressment and hurt...oh...shit

whats happening to me...

swee stop suaning me...u go be her fren lah haha..oh wait..she wants to be strangers with u...haha i read ur blog...

ok gtg eat...gtg study..gtg sleep more...gtg pray more...gtg stop making pple's lives miserable and i gtg stop thinking bout the elections...

Hur Hur.
7:37 PM

today feels more like sunday than monday...

Its labour day pple!!

today cheryl woke me up at 4 plus am for no good reason..then 8 am met up with minser and ziyan and the other pw group pple at toapayoh mrt...then had to wait for pok..such an ass ahha so we went to macs to eat breakfast! yummm hot cakes!!

then ziyan and minser went my house...missed a bus cos not paying attention haha. wah i wanna go steff's house lah! bungalow!!! wooh! i agree my house is the least conducive place for studying...oh yeah then yuxiu and shunren came to study...both so smart know how to come themselves...wooh ! save me energy dun have to bring them..

in the end cannot study much or do lit project...ended up playing guitars adn computer and watching chinese serials...haaha

then we went serangoon gardens!! my 2nd home!! to eat haha..then met up with cheryl and audrey! wooh! then ziyan and cheryl left and we went back to toapayoh to play...pool!!

omg the place is like where gangsters and ah bengs all hang out lah pls...i came out of the lift i was like..woah...damn scared lah...90% all guys leh..then go in everybody look at u....i was like ahhh wanna get outta here..but anyway we took a pool table near the corner...shunren can play pool man..audrey and i suck like shit ahha ...the last black ball took forever to get in lah...each of us cant get it in...everybody so pek cek..hahah and i wore skirt summore lah! i was like shit...later zao geng..but never lah..phew...pool is actually fun! hahah

then we went went outta the place...suddenly..brooom!!! RAIN!!! wah lau so heavy lah...then we go mos burger study and eat the frozen strawberries ahah..i stoning at the price elasticity of supply page lah...so boring haha then we played never ever have i ever...

then my aunty fetch me and bring me back to serangoon gardens to eat haha

wah lao...toapayph then garedens then back to toapayoh again then gardens...wah lao..

now im shacked....

WE'RE GONNA SO DIE FOR LIT TML!!! WE HAVE NO SCRIPT!!!
I LOST MY ENTIRE FILE!!! I HOPE ITS UNDER MY DESK...

OH AND VOTE FOR ME!! VOTING IS TML!!! I MUST PRAY SUMMORE HAHA

DIE DIE DIE WERE GONNA DIE...

PARENTS COMING BACK TML! YAY! I MISS THEM....


today was an unproductive day...hurray!...die die die...

Hur Hur.
9:56 PM