wahhh i havent blogged in ages and yet people actually tag! yay! ahha
can let this space rot for too long.

Im sick!
just woke up this morn and that was the 1st thought that came to mind.
hah.
faec was all bloated and congested ahhaa and i kept sniffing.
it sucks
i think its cos i let my shoes dry in my air con room hahahaha

yes its my fault.
everything is hahaa.

I LOVE MY GREEN PUMA SHOES!

anyway today i was so sick that i slept through every lesson except break. and morn mass and assembly ahaah
and clb cos we were doing a test even tho i had a strong urge to just plop and snooze aha

plop and snooze.
haha
cute.

i hate being sick!

and i think my neck got problem. always pain. then can crack anywhere anyway one hahaha scary!

I LEARNT THE 1ST BIT OF CLASSICAL GAS!
SOOOO COOL!
but thats all the youtube vid has! wth! i must wait for the guy to upload more lessons ahah

YOUTUBE IS COOL SHIT.
MAD TV HAHA

i like i like.

and i see why i dont study.
im too lazy i dunno how to do anything and i keep playing guitar and youtubing.
even tho youtubing was just one one day thing.

NOW IM GOING TO LEARN WAY BACK INTO LOVE FROM THE SHOW MUSIC AND LYRICS AND PLAY AND SING WITH RANDY ON WED! HOW COOL IS THAT!
LEARN HARMONIES! WAHHH

sniff sniff

MY PARENTS JUST CAME HOME!
AND BOUGHT ME MANY NEW STUFF!
that i did not like.
its just stuff that you would think i look weird with. not my style.
ohhhhh how i shatter my mums heart after each overseas trip.
with my but. but but but...
hahaha


I WATCHED SAW 3 WITH LING! IT WAS GORY! AHHAHAHA BUT I THINK SAW 2 NICER AND SCARIER HAHA

i like mad tv.

let me boast! ahhaaaa
i have 696 friendster views since 1st of april. wahahhahahahahahaa
shall go ask michael haha but i think he'll beat me again.
bleah. stupid guy ahhaa

i remember i was so happy when it was 240. ahaha

come on 4 more pple view me b4 midnighT! hahaha then it will be a nice 700 ahha.
:)

ok denise dun be proud no more.
bad bad for health and physically and spiritually and bad for personality.
but im still going to post this up hahaa

i wanna be a musician when i grow up!
i like audiences. :)
but i must be zai 1st.

i have this strong urge to just do thing better than people ahhaa not in studies cos i just suck but im trying! haha
but yvonne just let me see this girl recording herself doing desperately by michelle branch and the 1st thing i thought was.

IM AM GG TO OWN YOU! HAHAHA
I'LL LEARN THE SONG TOO! HAHAHA

THEN I WENT TO SEE SUMMORE ON YOUTUBE AND THERE WAS THIS CHINESE GIRL I THINK SHES IN THE STATES BUT...SHE REMINDS ME OF ME! HAHAHAHAA COS ALL THE SONGS SHE KNOW HOW TO PLAY I KNOW! LIKE WOHOA! AHHAAH
AND SHE SINGS NICE.
SO I SHALL TRY TO BEAT HER TOO! HHAHAHAHAHAA
WAHHHHHHHHH
WRONG TIMING TO BE SO COMPETITIVE!!!

STUDY STUDY STUDY!
OH LORD WHY AM I SO SLACK AND NOT AFRAID!
BLEAH BLEAH.

AND IT08! YOU GUYS DID GREAT AT HAND BALL! :)
EVEN THOUGH YOU GUYS DID NOT WIN ITS OK
YOU GUYS ARE THE COOLEST AND THE BEST!
THATS ALL THAT MATTERS! :)

suddenly i feel like saying
HI ANNE!
haha

Hur Hur.
8:35 PM

Hmmmmmmm

i must study...
i like my newly permed hair ;)
its looking better!
:)

emo emo emo emo...

please never quote my emo msn nicks..
it really makes me tick
and no dont go asking me what it means
thats really rude
and no..dont repeat my nick again the next day and laugh at me
i wanna slap your face
do you know you're not funny...
i hope you know that..


never thought i'd become emo over something that has nothing to do with me
but somehow i feel dragged into it
but as long as it helps you...
i dont mind.
I just hope that someone doesnt emo the wrong way because of me..
emo can be good
and emo can be bad..
if uncalled for..

bleah...


Anyway...on a lighter note!
i was playing guitar on the grandstand during pe!
and people asked me to play more songs!
so i very happy :)
then my friends say follow us go toilet play songs! ahhaha
ok lor
there got nice echo ahahha
as in the big toilet..
let the aunty hear me sing oso
then seren and deborah came
and they asked me too play too! and they like!
yay!
NISE VERY HAPPY!

then nise become emo again
then happy!
then emo
then happy!
shit
this is like an emo sad month for so many...

so many many many...


bleah bleah bleah..
i should just be good girl n study...


Most of our time is spent apart,most of the year we're far.
Intense is the word that comes to mind,whenever we're back together.
When I saw you from across the yard,one look and you took my heart.
It's content being in it's place,and it feels it's teathered.

And I don't know how you feel about that.
If you're sad if you're mad if you're glad.
But I do know the feeling of waiting and waiting and falling so slowly,
breaking your heart is like breaking a glass,
I get cut by the shards,I get cut by the past so...

Please....
I don't know I don't know I don't know
but it's killing me.
Please.....
I don't know I don't know I don't know,
but it's killing me.

:(

Hur Hur.
9:24 PM

Happiness is like a big bowl of chocolate ice cream
When you eat it, things appear better than they already seem!
And before you know it, we’ll be dressed with the latest style
A big grin across our face, also known as the smile!
Wear this smile wherever you may choose to go
Because who it will touch, you will never ever know!
When you see a friend, stop in your tracks just to say hi
Give a big grin, a little laugh and my oh my!
See how happiness spreads with such a small act
And I’m sure you’ll feel happy too! Now how about that!

By Denise Tan

Today was my UNhappy day.

Stupid you
and you
and you
and you
make my supposedly happy day sad....


beep beep beep beep Poomft.
i will always remember the sound..
I DIDN'T MEAN TO BREAK THE DOOR!!!!!!!
=(

AND YOU DONT HAVE TO SAY UNTIL LIKE THAT!
=(
I FEEL VERY BAD!!!

U guys so mean...

Hur Hur.
9:45 PM

OK

LIKE A CHOCOLATE MUFFIN FROM FAMOUS AMOUS GOT ME SUPER HIGH AND FIDGETY!

I LIKE
BUT IT WAS KINDA UNCOMFORTABLE AHHAA

THEN IT MADE ME SUPER ANGRY WHEN MY MOM NAGGED AT ME

TALK ABOUT EMO BOOSTER MAN...FOR GOOD AND BAD STUFFF AHA
MADE MY HEART GO ALL PADUMP PADUMP AHA
AND MY PALMS ALL SWEATY AHHA

I LOVE 1T08 THEY SO NICE HAA


AND LIKE WOAH TODAY WAS A HAPPY DAY!
EVEN THO THE DAY B4 THAT I WAS SUPER SUPER TIRED！

3 HOUR MASS AT ST JOSEPH'S MAN! SO MESSY SUMMORE AND HOT AND STUFFY! LIKE WAHHHHH
I REALLY WANTED TO GO SOO'S HOUSE FOR EASTER EGG HUNTING AHHAHA
YOU HEAR THAT SOO! HAAHA I KNOW U READ MY BLOG! :)
BUT ANYWAY..I WOULDNT MISS EUNICE'S BAPTISM AHA

AND THE REASON FOR THE CAPS IS DA MUFFIN AHAH

AND TODAY I SAW A TERRIBLE ACCIDENT! WELL THE AFTER EFFECTS AHHA
OUTSIDE MY HOUSE!
WAH THE CAR LIKE OVERTURNED! AND BIT OF THE CAR FLEW EVERYWHERE!
SO I WENT TO SEE HAHA
THEN I CALLED SHIJIE AHA MY NEIGHBOUR! HIS HOUSE SO NEAR THE ACCIDENT CAN! THE CAR CAN LIKE FLY INTO HIS HOUSE AH! HAHA CHOI CHOI HAHA
HE SAID IT WAS 20 MINS AGO BLEAH..IM LATE...ANYWAY..

PRAY FOR THE GUY IN THE CAR OK...

AND
MICHAEL IS TRYING TO CREATE A SCANDAL FOR ME WITH THIS UNKNOWN 1T24 GUY SAYING THAT I LIKE HIM AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHO HE'S TALKING ABOUT AND I DUNNO ANYONE FROM THERE SO.... JUST IGNORE HIS NONSENSE HAHAHA

TAKES ME ALOT TO LIKE SOMEONE OK! HAA

I FINALLY GET TO USE FRIENDSTER! AHHA
WAHHHH
10 TESTIMONIALS ONE SHOT!
I FEEL SPECIAL! AHHA
BUT THEN LIKE ONLY HALF GOT DISPLAYED ON MY PROFILE AHHA

AUDREY WANTS THE WHOLE WORLD OT KNOW SHE GAVE ME THE LADY BUG MAGNET AND TO PUT IT ON FRIENDSTER BULLETIN AHAHA..MAYBE SOMETIME NEXTTIME HAHA...SO EMBARRASSING ! AHHA PPLE WILL BE LIKE WTH AHHA

ANYWAY TODAY NISE IS HAPPY!
COS SHE MISSED SCH!
AND SHE WENT TO SCH! AHHA
AND TALKED ALOT!
AHAHA
AND ECONS WASNT THAT BAD! :)

TML I GO SCH AGAIN! YAY! BUT I MUST LEARN TO STUDY

I THINK I HAVE A.D.D

ATTENTION DEFICIT DISORDER AHHA

HEY! IS MY FREN ASK MY FREN IF I HAVE ONE LEH! THEN HE TELL MEHAHAHA
THEN I WAS LIKE..HMMM MAYBE AHHAHA

HMMMMM
HAHAHA
WOOOOH

AHAOSJDASDADASPKDOPSAJD
OK
TODAY HAPPY DAY!

JUSTIN IS GG TO FILL MY 1G THUMBDRIVE WITH SONGS!!!
LIKE OMG!
DAUGHTRY!!! HAHAHA
YOUR VOICE SO SEXAY! HAHAHAHA

Hur Hur.
11:37 PM

people say my blog very funny and not emo at all haha

0k lor...i happy cannot ah

anyway i just wanna say one thing

NO MORE PE! haha FOREVER!
it was the most sudden thing that happened to me recently.
kinda thought it would be like this for some time..just didn't bother to find out..

anyway...

i WORE A DRESS TODAY! hhaa
AND BOUGHT NEW PUMPS!
shiny ones haha black and sparkly!

and i went for cheryl's birthday dinner and newyork newyork! nice place!
with CHERYL! ling germ wendy ziyan and julius!

and i didnt wear a dress for that..i wore a dress for

LENTEN VIGIL!!!

OHHHH I AM GG TO HELL!
I WAS SUPPOSED TO LEAVE EARLY AND CAB DOWN BUT!
MY FOOD HAVENT EVEN COME!

im a horrible horrible girl!!!
gahhhh!
i told myself i'll say 1 rosary...
to make up for it..
see! i didnt even tell God..i told myself! not God! cant even talk to him now!
ahhhhhhhhhh

im a worthless person...
some legionary
some logger
i dont even say rosaries! and last time i promised God one!
so that makes 2!
im a waste of freaking space and oxygen!
i can't even get myself to study for 20 mins!
how bad is that!
so distracted!
keep thinking of playing guitar! and friends!
and friendster!!!
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
24 more hrs...
shit

I GAVE UP FRIENDSTER FOR LENT!!!!!
SINCE WEDNESDAY!
IM DYING!!
STUPID LIFE IS REVOLVING AROUND FRIENDSTER MAN! TRYNG TO FIND ALL MY FRIENDS ON THE STUPID GLOBE AND FILE THEM ON A COMPUTER SYSTEM!
WAHHHHHHHH
WEHHHHH
MY EMAIL KEEPS TELLING ME I HAVE NEW TESTIMONIALS AND FRIEND REQUEST AND I KNOW SOME PPLE PURPOSELY PUT NEW TESTI SO I WANT TO GO SEE SUMMORE! WEHHH!!!

IM A WHINY HORRENDOUS GIRL!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AND I DONT EVEN FEEL LIKE GG TO CHURCH TML FOR EUNICE BAPTISM!
BUT AHAH! IM GG!
I WANTED TO SLEEP THRU TILL TML AND JUST STUDY!
WHEN I KNOW I WONT STUDY!

IM GONNA END UP PLAYING GUITAR AND CHATTING AGAIN!
AND THEN! I'LL DIE FOR ECONS TEST!!!
WHICH I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT!
AHHHHHHH
AND THEN EACH MIN I FEEL SO GUILTY THAT IC ANNOT STUDY OR JUST CANNOT MAKE MYSELF STUDY! THAT I GET ALL EMO AND FEEEL ALL USELESS AND STUPID
AND WONDER WHY THE TEST TOLD ME MY IQ WAS 140 AND I CANT STUDY OR DO ANYTHING RIGHT!

AND THEN I END UP EMOING AGAIN! AND BLOGGING WHICH MAKES ME DAMN EMO BUT I DUNNO HOW TO EXPRESS MY EMONESS IN WORDS THAT IT JUST ALL COMES OUT IT CAP!

AND GAHAHDIAHFDOIAHSFDHSAOPFPOSJFAJSFJAOSPDJFOSDJF]SAF
F
SAFSHBADFHSAOFH
SAFSAUFOAFHB
AFIHJSABOF

BLEAH BLEAH

and so.

We rode into town the other day
Just me and my daddy
He said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide

We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that man that my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said daddy why are they screaming
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts him more then he shows
Daddy please can't you do something?
He looks as though he's gonna cry
You said he was stronger then all of those guys
Daddy please tell me why?
Why does everyone want him to die?

Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds
To a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from the cross

And it said father why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my clothes?
This crown of thorns hurts me more then it shows
Father please can't you do something?
I know that you must hear my cry's
I thought I could handle a cross of this size
Father remind me why?
Why does everyone want me to die?
When will I understand why?

My precious son
I hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothe you in robes of my own
Jesus this hurts me much more then you know
But this dark hourI must do nothing
Though I've heard your unbearable cries
The power in your blood
Destroys all of the lies
Soon you'll see past their unmerciful lies
Look there below See the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell you why
She is why you must die


she is why you must die...

gahhhhhhh
im a guilty loser! bleah bleah bleah...

I WANNA BE A ROCKSTAR!
THEN I CAN JUST WRITE EMO SONGS
WHICH IS WHAT I JUST HAVE TO DO
ROCKSTARS NEED NO As!
HECK THEY DONT EVEN NEED TO STUDY！

WEHHHHH
WHHHW
WHOIASHDISADSA'DSA]DSAJFBCOSDHJSA

SADIAHSD

BLEAH
STUPID

DUMB

Im tired...

someone please....
study with me.........................
you need not be smart haha
just be there
to make sure i stay put and study..
and dont zone out
and dont talk so much
and sleep so much
just study!

i think i have a.d.d
attention deficit disorder..

PAHHTOOOEY!

WHY MY SEC SCH I SO SMART WAN!
THEN NOW I IN JC SO STUPID!
THEN MAYBE MY SEC SCH IS STUPID...
STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID NISE.

WEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Hur Hur.
12:40 AM

SHE WILL ALWAYS BE MY BESTIE!

EVEN THO SHE TREATS ME LIKE SHIT

BULLIES ME

DOESNT GIVE A DAMN BOUT ME

HATES ME

GETS ME INTO TROUBLE

EATS MY FOOD

SLAPS ME

PUNCHES ME

HURTS ME

BLAMES ME

ANNOYS ME

MAKES ME SO ANGRY

I STILL LOVE HER!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HEHE

Hur Hur.
11:51 PM

heh...i think i've got the hang of this...

SO HERES THE PHOTOS!


Aloy's Gig!
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The Seven!
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Orientation 1!
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Orientation 2!
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CJC Legion of Mary!
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Fencing people!
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:)

Hur Hur.
11:56 PM

Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

i know i owe ALOT OF PEOPLE PHOTOS!

LIKE

MY BIRTHDAY PARTY ONE

LEGION RETREAT ONES

LEGION ACIES ONES

SCHOOL RANDOM SHOTS

O2 ONES

AND O1 ONES! haaahahaha

dont kill me!!!!



SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


I HAVE DECIDED TO BE NICE AND CREATE A SHUTTERFLY ACCOUNT!

seeee the word decide....

i decided....

only...


ahahahahaha


hahahaha i signed up already!
trying to upload...
hahaha
wonder how fast it will be...

have like more than a 100 photos due ahhaa









oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh

its like uploading 3 photos at one go...
feels like msn ahahahaha

bleah so slow
it says 33 mins more....my fave number haha

and thats only the legion folder aha

i think it will all be done by 11 haha

Hur Hur.
8:27 PM