Ahhh i cant stand it!" Denise..go bring down your guitar and play for them..come one they wanna hear u play...('they' were all just stoning)...yes mum...eh how to hear..no amp...(dad brings down amp...(thinks of all the hassle of bringing it back up...it way heavy) (plugs guitar in and plucks abit) "eh denise sing something lah come on" 'but i don't know...(stupid excuses) i don;t know the chords or lyrics..(mum sighs) "like that how can! play sing something lah...they all wanna hear u sing!" (looks at the people...staring at me with no sign of interest..)"please lah i really don't know!" (i really don't want to)

ARRRGGHHH!!

I don;t know why...i just hate it when she does that...whats worst is she keeps letting people hear my recorded songs!! is horrible i tell her! (yes it really is) she says noooo...and she lets the whole office hear...ahhhh....and i run and scream and off the song....and she laughs...not funny leh! so childish...she still does it...she almost did it again today..ahhhh....save me someone before i die of embarrassment!! do this do that.....she things im a dog....come on come on play ur guitar sing a song...feels like a circus dog...im not even that good and people just dont give a shit...its only her....why does she want to show me off? whats there to show...i dont mind playing and singing in front of friends but its just different when she tells me to do it lah...she doesnt say it suggestively u know...nothing she says is suggestive...its commanding it is...ahhhh

and its her birthday today...i tried not to

i just feel like a stupid circus dog....

Hur Hur.
5:19 PM

him sad...i can't go for the Log luch tml..booo..mom's birthday making mee hoon kuay from flour! haha what fun...well it was when i was little..but family comes 1st..yup..eh no...God 1st!! then Family then others...hhehe then me last....then u get true J.O.Y..jesus others yourself :)

went visiting today...haha my paternal grandma's sweet...she told me to go be a singer...so mater of factly as well hahah so funny....

hay its confirmed...im gonna get a maid in july...for free haha cos my uncles gonna live with us then...but its just for 6 months..then dunno wad liao...

my two cousins are just so adorable...look!

the Isaac's 4 and Isabell's 2....couldn't get them to look at the camera...too fidgety...

just look how fidgety the boy can get...or should i say...HYPER!!

(ok so i sharkle couldn't open my phone's video format...dumb...ask me to show u when i see u or something...funny shit)(now i shall continue talking as if you've seen the video cos im too lazy to edit that part)

and thats just 1/4 of it...he said hes doing a lion dance...looks more like a frog...if u listen carefully u can hear him roar...haha..then his sister joined him haha..how amusing...and destructive

im beat..gotta wake up 6 am tml...

Hur Hur.
10:36 PM

I tell you...chinese new year is all about eating and ang baos....ahhh so full so rich haha

went to church...i was taller!!! ahahha i was as tall as soo..(shortest guy in Log haha)!!! muahahhaa...i measured...3 1/2 inch heels!!! woooooooooh! hur hur...but i cant walk fast in them...i'll just fall haha...but so fun...so high...

now i have a maid in my house! how cool is that! i can be lazy and not feel guilty at the same time!! haha and her cooking's great...but shes going on the 31st...nooooooo.. she came with my uncles family who is staying with us...

went to see my future house...its a premium flat...no idea whats the diff though....maybe just a lil better...its a 4 room...adjacent to buangkok mrt...yay! im gonna move further from church!!! noooooo....but there is bus 43!!! WHEEEEE it goes to serangoon the stadium there...then can change bus...hahaha...yay

oh i saw my this uncle today...hes not really my uncle..hes my dad's uncle's son...and hes 30 named Jeffrey...and he looks like a GANGSTER AH BENG!!! blondish dyed hair smoker and a big tatoo on his right arm....hur hur.. hahaha...so thats my uncle jeffrey...since his school days hes been an ah beng i guess..i was too samll to notice haha he used to be a bartender at this club now hes promoted to club manager! er...yay! i guess haha...hes...cool!!...not that i wanna meet anyone like him...but hes such the opposite of everyone in church hahaa....or my maternal side of the family haha....his sisters the same...ah lian haha...nooo...i will not be influenced!!!! nooooo...maybe he is a gangster...hmmnn...

hey then i can say...my uncle's a gangster ah beng!! er...that doesn't too good haha....

can't wait for wednesday...MOVIE SHOPPING SOUL GARDEN DINNER!!! WHAHAA...uh oh...that means i cant go church...boooo..oh well

Hur Hur.
10:19 PM

This is some funny shit...haha
press the stop button to stop the music..

funny? no? yes...yes...it is...

Hur Hur.
11:49 PM

You know what...i miss blogging daily haha..so i shall! haha why didn't i in the 1st place? hmmmn(thinks hard....*sees herself sleeping....and sleeping summore....and going out...and sleeping...*) hmmnn i still don't know why...

Like my new template? its HOT PINK!!!! hhaha the word pink reminds me of pig haha...pig big eyed staring pig...they both have Pi in it...pink looks like oink...just change the P to a O haha...funny how their last 3 letters are the same but the don't rhyme ahha pink...oink...hey!!! i just sorta made a riddle...! you knw the milk silk thingy....maybe i'll trick one of you to say p.i.n.k as POINK! haha thats funny hur hur...

I'm really not used to pink...but i like the pic! hahah pic pig pink poink oink hahha...COOL! haha...reason for this new template? i like to sing? the crazy gal on my blog likes to sing...so there....bored and annoyed of how my old template spells every thing wrongly?...yeah...thats pretty much it haha...

I bought HEELS!!! they're really high (titter totter...oops...*falls) for Chinese new year! or as anne calls it chi new yr..hur hur...chi..chiseen! its means crazy wacky ..whatever make u happy...haha...its a dialect...how do i know? i tried dictionary dot com...don't laugh... learnt these nonsense stuff from mtv...they have a show called chiseen..but i think they stopped it...

Mtv is so amusing...watching brainless punks laughing at other people and all...not funny meh?

whatever...

HA!

I always get carried away while blogging...see my posts are all so long.... so i shall stop
here.














Nah i cant...hahaha...i must bother you some more!!!!

Oh you know how i don't like wrong spellings haha yeah im weird...like the reminicse instead of reminisce on my blog? yeah and film becoming flim...yuck..lets list the stuff i can't stand

love->lurfe
like->lyk
have->haf
stupid->toopid
say->sae
pretty->pweety
don't->dunch (the worst)
think->tink
friend->fwen

GAHH!!!! how...er...not pleasant to hear...haha come one...who says dunch...dunch you? dunch they lurfe? tooopid...ahhhh sound like you know what!! TWEETY BIRD!! some dumb pple hahaha just spell words like that cos they think its cute? cute? come on...its such a turn off haha...dunch yew tink so? haha yuck yuck... if they speak it like that i'll just faint...

im fine with...pple and summore...cos they sound the same? haha ok im just weird..but i just had to complain...its so disturbing...

this post is so meaningless...hey i improved! from selfcentered to meaningless haha...or is that the other way around? hmmmnn

Hur Hur.
8:01 PM

uHello...How are you?

Yeah u! the one staring into the computer screen...

This blog is so self-centered so i shall make it about you! but hey...this is my blog...oh what the heck...i cant continue like this...u only get these 3 paragraphs..haha live with it....

Gah my life's a bore! the highlight of my day was...mass...then painting nails!!! ahhhhh somebody save me....(think superman song) well there was my baby cousin i played with haha...he finally looked at me...after all these years...he just looks past you...attitude problem...tv addict ahaha

i like to go church...i wanna go for daily mass if i can...i miss everyone...ahhh i think its just that im so bored at home...then i'll go to church for the wrong reasons! OH NO!...hey but i gotta start somewhere...i like to go ado...haha well thats good..no ones there...but then coming out form ado and seeing all your friends is a plus point!

Gah this post is boring!!! i wanna go out!!! BAH!!! NANANAAN..hur hur...

I bet you'd like this post better if it were about you huh!!

i know....

Hur hur....I know your secret!.....WAHAHAHAH...but then again...this could just be a stranger browsing blogs....


OoooH you know my stat-counter thingy...yeah it lets me see who goes my blog...well i found some weird people who read my blog...from other countries like cypruss finland and spain...just weirdos ahhaa er...should shut up now before they hunt me down haha

I cant sleep...i took my wake up pills too late....like just b4 mass...and i ate chocolate!!! ahha ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im gonna keep all of you awake!!! i'll come outta your computer screen, follow you around and BOTHER YOU!!! are u scared...?

BOOOO!

Hur Hur.
10:36 PM

Ahhh i don't know whats wrong with me...have been doing abit too much thinking....brace yourselves...this is no happy post...

Its 6pm..and i'm contemplating whether i should got for mass...i know i should...but i don't know why. i just don't feel like i should go today...but then i feel bad..whats holding me back?

while looking back at my previous posts....they all seem so...happy? joyful? why? people say im always bubbly and cheerful...am i really? i don't really notice...maybe i just respond funny..laugh alot? yeah i do...but am i happy? nah just thoroughly amused...i get amused easily...christmas lights...haha... see i laugh alot... but am i really laughing? im not laughing from where im typing am i? i smile alot? do my smiles seem fake? i've never given a fake smile...but i don't have to be happy to smile...im just a good actress...hah...but this doesn't mean im upset...if i'm upset..u'll know... i won't even be bothered to try to smile... do i contradict myself? constantly... im a complex character...who gets amused easily by christmas lights...

maybe im just dead bored with no one to talk to me at home with to much time to think or perhaps even talk to myself...if i were a sim...(u know the game) i'd be a popularity sim...those who must talk alot spend time with people or their social meter gets drained easily...i tell u when im happy...when im with my friends...depends who...Logers...yep... some school friends...( i won't state who)....hey guess what...now with school gone...i have so lil friends left... wow... at least now its easier to classify the life long friends list... i'm such a loser...gah....well i just don't like the feeling of emptiness...though my head is so full of stuff that contradict every sentence i conjure up...i really can't wait for poly to start...

u know what makes me really happy...doing God's will...it never fails to make me happy...why shouldn't i....so why am i not going church? its already 6.25 pm...im too late...singing makes me happy...guitar doesn't make me happy anymore...its just music to accompany my singing...guitar lovers why don't you just stone me...i'm ungrateful....drawing now is just a waste of time as well... but why am i drawing...when i start i have to end what i draw pretty...im a perfectionist... why do i even blog? because this is how i can be true to myself? but others are looking at it right? then why am i inviting everyone into my complex mind...? i really don't understand myself....

i only know one thing for sure about myself...if i were a lit character that needed analysis i would say...i like attention...hey its right there in on my 'loves' list on my blog...is this blog for attention? or perhaps my brain just can't hold in so much information... i just know i never want to be unnoticed...wherever...i guess its because i was like that last time...then people would just push me around...the worst was in kindergarten...so shy..always bullied..or just plain innocently stupid? i can still remember... i can still remember when i was a baby i fell of the bed..hey...maybe i should just empty all those memories and make space for all this crap...

uncle's family gonna come back from hongkong tml...can't say im happy...im really the opposite...staying in the same house as me...hey i don't even have my own house i live in my grandpa's house...i wanna be happy...like really happy...till i cry haha...like how when u experience God's love then ur touched...maybe i need another retreat...i guess this phase is just temporary...

wait let me put on my mask...

oooh i just love adam broady...havent seen him on tv for a long time...haha so cute..the only guy on tv i actually find cute....

takes of mask...

imagine me saying that...its not me...but i really do like adam broady... im not a bimbo...i won't squeal in excitement at the sight of him...its not me...what is me? this? this post? or is this one of my many facets? or am i just confusing myself thing too much? i guess i really am like feste in 12th night...is that why i got the role? or i just act good? or funny? hey i was right when i said the problem going on with the eight was just like the story of 12th night... frankly...i don't like the play...it insults me...its amusing...(just like that whole month of confusing and strained relationships...)but only to the extent of insults mistaken identity and gay humour(see how identical..esp the last part...blame my school)... but i do like feste...

will this post ever end? its so meaningless...lets make it meaningful then end it..'lets?' did i say 'lets' im going insane talking to myself...hey i have no split personality...thats what they all say...im not 'they all'....u wanna talk split personality..talk about my uncle...im serious...something is seriously wrong....not the one thats gonna stay in the same house as me haha...

i really need to find myself...i thought i did...but i just confuse myself all over again...now i have to look back at all i just said and look at all the times God called out, spoke to me and sent me blessings all between the lines that i just did not take notice or listen...like the butterfly that came down and touched me but i brushed away.... i must have brushed away a hundred butterflies while writing this post...now i have to go grab a net and catch them back....

now please excuse me...

for all i've said...for i have just contradicted myself on the whole session that rice and i did just yesterday...anyway...i hope this post actually helped open some eyes sprirtually...i know its a weird method...trust me it was unintentional...i was only enlightened at the end of my post...now see i've found my reason for this post...and no it wasn't attention...God speaks to me in interesting ways haha...



now im truly happy....


after reading i know who were the two people in the "'lets' make it meaningful" it was me and the butterfly that i noticed on my shoulder...

Praise God.

Hur Hur.
7:15 PM

ooooh am i happy today!!! ask me am i happy? YES I AM!!! hehe lemme tell u why...

1. I did lead PnW session today with rice!! and anne and soo played music and joan helped us ou all as well! and because of all this i went to adoration room so much!!! to plan!!! so fun!!! hahaa...and i thought what what i had planned for session..i could not relate to it..but i did...i found out and i shared..so now its not all bottled up...yayness! eek hu says yayness...ahlians...rice...hur hur....and pple said the PnW session was good! Praise God!

2. i learnt something new from justin sim hehe... on msn...deciding whether should change ministries...so i said why don't choose where u feel u can do more or are more comfortable..then he said..Let God throw me wherever..."i am the handmaid of the lord may it be done to be according to your word"..(imagines melissa in blue robes) haha...wah seh i enlightened man!! i was blinded but now i see! exaggerating haha...but u get what i mean right...woooh! affirmation! i see God in U man! haha..Jesus 1st others 2nd than you last...then u get true JOY! get it?

3. I've realised...alot of people in school..er not so much in church though..ask me...guess what! about advice on relationships..like just now on msn!! ahha i feel like some guru hur hur... come on look at me...do i look like i know? but..I AM WISE!!! yup yup...u can't deny it haha er..not sure ask me...haha but guys dun ask me....it would just be weird haha....eh im wise hor...i can debate till u wanna cry and give up hahaha..but i must be in the mood...haha it all depends on the mood babay! ahha

4. so many people talking to me online on msn...wheee its been awhile...can't type so fast haha..i feel so wanted haha...good feeling....check out my 'Loves' list on my blog..the 2nd last one with the big 'A' haha..hey i can't help it...that why in in sch i could click with my click so well we were all AAA people! 'attract alot of A'... haha

5. suddenly i realised that i dont know like 1/4 of my friends on friendster! and mostly are juniors from my school...whom most i've never spoken to or even seen haha...but they know me...what does that mean? I'M POPULAR!!! haha er was....i graduated haha..cool...or maybe i just attract too much attention i don't even know it...hur hur...thats popular!! but...whats done is done....i could be a nerd in my new poly...Nah...hahahaha... eeeee imagine..

6.i got photos!! funny photos!! hur hur
thats oliver in P5..don't you find this amusing? haha like criminal...

thats soo!! joan sent me this haha...awww...eh anne dun jealous haha

Seee i put your pretty pic! i know u like this photo haha..let everybody see...see i dun put thta ugly bday pic like u do....hmmph...haha

hahaha big eyed pig! liver's haha so scary..imagine waking up and seeing this thing staring at your face haha...but so cute nevertheless...haha..the eyes looks like the 'diamonds are forver' music video the children eeee... did you know its body is 1/4 the size of its head...haha..haha liver's pig...or pig's liver! i like pig's liver porridge haha..

7. i have 2 faithful blog readers!!! ahha anne and soo! haha so i air their photos oso...liver is just a bum haha but must put the pic there so cute...haha and the pig got in cos its real cute haha

8.i went Liver's house today!!! and u know what when i went home everything was cleaned!! so cos i was in liver's house i did not need to clean!!! yay!!! haha...

9.best of all...i watched christmas lights!!!! the video...hur hur...so funny...so amusing...i like!!! its so funny!! funny funny silly weird...FUNNY!!! laugh till sides hurt....hur hur..jingle bells jingle bells!! and now i have it haha!!! in my com!! forever! till i get sick of it haha..

oooh...im tired...

my cough's getting worse...wonder why...it was fine just now.... ahh no oranges for me ahha

Hur Hur.
10:30 PM

this was Jes's post on her blog.."People are like marshmellows"...that was all she wrote haha
i find this strangely amusing ahha...er..how are they similar? they're both gooey inside haha and when toasted the go brown and perhaps black? hehe...or perhaps they are all sweet inside haha...or they make good pillows..or jes is a cannibal! ahha...

Planing for session is not easy...esp when i cant meet with rice...till tml!!! ahhhh...msn is slow...and we're both damn distracted....but i went ado today aft mass....30 mins i think...praying planing...i asked God to teach me to pray...out loud! ha..now thats a different thing...i pray lots but not out loud...i have my own kind of prayer with God...i find it difficult to pray out loud...its like..writing a story without correction tape...get it...what is said cant be undone...what i i missed somethign and said something i didn't mean to and what i wanted to say wasn't relevant any longer?....i asks von to help me..apparently shes fine with praying out loud and doesn't quite understand what i meant by say...show me an example...i wanted to see how she pray...hahah..im laughing at myself...she said...ha? just open your mouth and talk lah! ahha i guess shes right...So i went ado..and prayed alot alot...and I'm sure God will help me...just open my mouth...thats all i have to do...well plan abit oso lah...and maybe some noise as well...haha i babbling nonsense hur hur

i like this sound...hur hur...sound like how i laugh...hur hur....i don't laugh he he...no one does actually...well beside witches....or ho ho...thats santa....or haha..well some yeah...but thats..or alright normal...but mines more or a hur than a ha....hur hur hur....

enough laughing...soomething's wrong with me and the log tag board..it making me look stupid...why do my tags keep multiplying ahaha

Hur Hur.
11:01 PM

i was like...why so little loggers online? then i saw the time..11.40 pm..hmm i forgot! they've got school haha.. i love the log blog temp...so happy...i just keep staring at it...stare stare haha...im too free lah..

tml theres poly open house!!! yeah! haha

so free today...i composed a song! couldn't think of anything to write it about...i was like...i need inspiration...and tadah!! i got an idea to write song called...my inspiration....haha or something like that....kewl...lol...thats gross...kewl..kool...eeeee yucks...is there like a software that u can use to record songs..like one guitar mp3 track and a song one then merge? someone pls tell me...that would be fun!!

i wanna thank GOD! haha for making the planning for sunday's session..smooth..well...er..not bumpy....u know what i mean....i thank him for anne n soo to be so enthusiastic to play even b4 i asked haha...and swee to be so help and rice to be...well enthu oso...and i oso enthu...er yar..lest hope it goes well...

i should add pics to my blog...like anne's! i'm too lazy...hah...

Hur Hur.
11:37 PM

I've realised in my last few previous posts that i always start my blog with an exclamation!...weird..ahaha go see for yourself..

i did not blog yesterday!! ahhh i boke my cycle!! haha but its only been 4 mins into this new day...or should i say night? haha

went for mass!! only 3 loggers? pathetic! haha met joel at cardiff grove, he showed me a short cut to church...new type of magnum in the church fridge hehe...low fat ones...dark choc...eeew i dun like...

speaking of magnum...i finally saw the tv ad anne was talking baout. the guy who spent his last quarter on magnum instead of the condom while his gal was waiting haha...funny...it was on thi shsow about america's banned top sexiest advertistments haha..the worst was the one being a vege lover...was so explicit and obscene even though they only showed vegetables..get it? vege 'lover'? haha

did new blog temp for log blog...took me only an hr! much faster than my black n white one that i did for my blog...that was like 3hrs...hope u guys like it!

Gonna plan session on sunday for log meeting...dunno what to do...my 1st time...got clarice to do it with me! a new fellow metal mouth-er ahha..anyone can gimme some pointers on how to plan?

I FOUND P5 CATHECHISM CLASS PHOTOS!!! BLACKMAIL!!! haha we all look funny...changed alot...the most was liver...haha...gonna bring it to church tml!!!

Hur Hur.
12:04 AM

Blah...bad headache..feel like puking...eeek

smae thig at cheryl's house today..badminton, gym, weird boy staring and her sis running round naked..haha at least i didn't see the last one...

was thinking of doing journalism next time...fun fun...fun..yup...fun...

i have no mood...to do anything...i wanna do the log blog temp...green black n white...hehe...

can't stand the Cini on the log blog tagboard...freaking annoying...can't u just say hu your are? rah!!! insulted legion...i realised i relly miss legion and im proud of legion...head of legion!! woot woot!! hu dare insult! hahaa

someone stored the name on my phone as "police"...haha i was scrolling then...wah!! hu da hell is that! so i called and smsed haha....turned out to be... Clarice!...stupid girl..hah..

Hur Hur.
10:00 PM

ahhh.don't really feel like blogging.. minesweeper's been slow..bored..carwash was tiring...don't know whats gonna happen for the mega project...got yilin as my non-catholic buddy to bring for the serangoon youth district rally...yay...

i just realised...like moths ago...jes asked me to make a new blog temp for the log blog...maybe i'll do it now ...since im so bloody free that i even miss studying..heh... thinking of white background...for the blog that is...any ideas?...wah rice..ur minesweeper damn slow...wheres swee? haha

this is cute haha...in our church...mustard seed is the tree....leaven of God are the Logs..Youth vinyard are the grapes then the sec 3s corner stone are...well the stones haha...so earthy...

you know what...i have no need for anymore material things....weird...i have everything i need...or i want right now...thats material....what i really want and need...is something spiritual...

Hur Hur.
10:32 PM

ahhhhh just came back from carwash!!! haha didn't get really wet..good thing though...but i damn tired now...car washing was fun splashing and all and singing...the funniest part was when someone accidently set off the fire alarm when pple were reeling up the fire hose haha...the thing is damn heavy lah...not even the whole thing...just a section...oh and valerie is fierce! ahha...better be good little children and stop playing with water...

then while waiting for the rest, me jes anne rice joan jon and soo sat on the road were being stupid! hahaa we took pics with fr gerard haha..he wants to put it on friendster haha..then the gals all distrurbed soo until he vowed to be a priest and then yelled to the rest the gals are molesting me!!! and jes so funny...said....wheeeeee!! ahhaa

then went market for dinner and anne took the girls shaking their heads like the blue monster in sesamee street..no its not cookie monster and has a large nose dunno its name haha...and put it on ur blog!..if u realise...the things in sesamee street are all monsters except big bird and bert and ernie who are supposedly human? hmmmm they must be evil....

before that went to town with anne and rice haha so fun...went to rice's house for the 1st time...messy messy ahhaa...(hope she sees this) but it really reminded me of my house...oso very messy haha...messy is like me!! hahaa took neo prints haha damn funny lah...ask us to show u guys haha...then we all RAN! to novena...and it was bloody hot!!! i felt stinky haha...
well we three gals had a good heart time of sharing and talking rite hahaa

oooooh and my long lost friend added me on friendster!!! ahhaa she was my best friends best friend in pri sch...then she change address and my best friend lost her number and email and she wouldn't tell us what sec sch she went to so yeah...i call that a long lost friend haha...



gahhhh! mom's nagging!! more like screaming!! bye.. tml i have to wake up at gah!! 5.30...

Hur Hur.
10:08 PM

argghhh! im so exhausted right now..i think i'll make this post short..

why am i exhausted u ask? well i woke up early today..went to waork then went home..ahha well i think the minesweeper's making tired..stresses me out...especially when i play with swee...ahhhh dun like u no more haha..nvm..always so close so very stressful haha but fun to play with good people haha...i shall name the good minesweeper people i played i with today...raphael (no not my cuz, the other one), yixuan...(shes gd! i never knew) adam(the extremely quiet)..and swee! (the evil) haha

but i still like minesweeper...those pple were good..maybe another day play with them again...

dad's bugging me to mkae the ring tones for his phone...and no its not set ring tone...its make..as in from my com mp3...ahhh tedious work..back's hurting...feeling damn exhausted and lethargic...i blame swee haha...

oh u know what..even though i just slept...i still can sleep some more..like at work today...and you know how i sleep so often in class without me even knowing?...yep its lethargy alright...im one lethargic gal...just make me laugh and i'll wake uo though...haha so my mom bought me these vitamin B pills that'll help me and i just took one and haven't slept since!!! haha but i'm damn TIRED!!! ahhhh maybe its the pills...nah i'll stick to blaming swe..make me think so hard..haah

going out with anne tml! yay...but im feeling tired...haha...we're gonna wear skirts! why? because were girls duh! try being a guy and wear skirt! haha we can so we will! hahaha..gonna go novena later and then....CAR WASH!!! yay....working at the car wash...na na na na haha...

I'm shacked...nights

wait...random phrases i find amusing....

"friends are like thighs..they always stick together.." come on..thats just gross..
"I lost my number, can i have yours?" eh...
"i just have 2 words to say to you. "I love you"...but thats 3 words? no...because 'you' and 'I' are one" haha..cheesy

good night! before i bite someone's head off!! feel my minesweeper wrath!!

Hur Hur.
10:47 PM

Woah am I tired... was free the whole day and played SIMS2!!! haha fun fun... i played for 10 hours straight!!!! wah....back pain haha

so this is what i accomplished today in that 10 hrs!!!

be warned!!! i am going to babble alot alot about this...its real long...

let me tell u about the current family im playing! They're called the Sporty Family!!! eveon though they're not really sporty....i called them sporty cos the guy "Fernando" looks like a footballer!!! kinda spanish or puerterican (is that how u spell it) looking...and hes sooooo GORGEOUS!!! ahha duh...i made him haha...and he has a wife called "Rita" and shes Gorgeous too!! ahha so they have a Gourgeous girl called " Carmen! and she starts off her life as a teenager...

Soon they have 3 more kids "Shakira" "Enrique" and "Naiima" !! they're all gorgeous!!! and theres now 6 people!! wheeeeee family aspiration...they all have excellent grades and somehow they all become adults real quick even though their parents are still young adults haha..because i keep using cheat codes...oh and i made 4 gorgeous other people to marry them off haha sorta like arranged marriage...this way they all end up with gorgeous kids!!! ahha

so shakira finds her other half 1st...hes called...er..."Chad something" can't remember haha don't quite like him..not as good looking lol...and so they get marriend after meeting within 4 days!!! hahaah and have a son called.."Hulio"!! haha yeah..and hes supposed to become a toddler on the same day hes born but....hold on...back track...

ok so now after a day of shopping with enrique and naiima (currently jobless) ..and shop hopping several times to try to happen to meet their already planned out soul mates haha ..enrique finds himself ms..."Beautiful Beam" haha yeah i know its corny.... but shes gorgeous as well but not as gorgeous as NAIIMA! shes my fave haha cos shes prettiest!! ahah...well naiima couldn;t find her guy but she finds her sister carmen's guy..so what the hell hse makes friends with him..brings him to her hous to meet her sister...this guy's name's called..er.."Cedric Chill" and I HATE HIM!!! hes obnoxious and not very gorgeous!!! haha just so so...it was so hard to make naiima be nice to him ...arggh!!

so...after awhile...enrique tries to kiss Beautiful...but gets rejected!! 3 TIMES!!! and its real bad for his ego...romance sims...haiz...he starts crying and all...stupid..haha

while hes doing that naiima goes shopping! all day! everywhere in veronaville! just trying to find her soul mate whom shes never seen before ahha...hes called "Franz Fighter" haha yeah...hes my fave of all the guys i made...hes best looking...how ever afetr supposedly 2 whole days of shopping naiima is exhausted and angry!!! her stats are all red...to i put her in the er..."happiness machine!!!" twice!! u need to earn this with aspiration points...looks like shes being electricuted haha..well in the end...I GAVE UP!! i must have met every single sim there perhaps more than twice!but not evn mr Franz! u wait till i get control of u...!! whahhaa...

well back to enrique...he asks beautiful to move in with him...no choice.. the engagement option wasn't there...and then....DA da da da...the mayor posts a notice to them!!! he sid something like "having more than 8 people in the house causes global warming..." what nonsense!!! AS IF!! he said someone has to move out if beautiful is to move in...stupid stupid..SIMS2...then....I GAVE UP IN FRUSTRATION!!!! iwanted a big big house...they are damn rich...500000 bucks...haha cheat codes...just a lil...hah gahhh!!! stupid stupid...so much for my gorgeous sims...

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well cheryl asked me to go for this NTUC income job interview but i declined...she had no clue what job it was or how much...but i should have been an office job...NO MORE OFFICE JOBS FOR ME!!!
i'd rather be a waitress...gahhh have to go waork ofr my parents tml...see how i just cintradicted myself...happens often...


i said "gorgeous" 11 times hehe....and one "good looking" well thats not as bad as cedric...damn u...ur gonna spoil my gorgeous sim chian...oops...make that 12 times...

Hur Hur.
11:06 PM

ELLO!!!!!!! TODAY I WENT CHERYL'S HOUSE!!!

We baked cookies!!! haha so fun....i cut my nails..now so short....booooooooo! looks abnormal..went to potong pasir to buy caster sugar...wanted to go visit mirabell and kristin at sajc haha crazy lah...the cookies turned out rather erm dry...haha i think its because there wasn't enough self raising floor so we used some corn flour ahah...i made a humungous cookie!!! hehe

then we went to play badminton then we went to the gym at cheryl's house!!! haha so fun...i realise im damn weak haha...small gym...its was just both of us until some primary school kids came in and disturbed us...they almost spoilled the treadmill...!! the stuffed a big sponge in it...somehow it went in but didn't want to come out...but out it came in the end..the security guard came and reprimanded them and they had to leave haha...YAY!

lol...then this down symdrome boy that lives there as well started to loiter outside the gym..at the windows...it was alright at first until he started staring into the window at us!!!....he just didn't move...his face was like plastered there...it was really uncomfortable..everywhere i look can still see him cos of so many mirrors...that was just too much for me lah...summore only me and cheryl in the small gym...so we had call it a day...haha

haha cheryl's sister just scares me....the lil one...today after she bathed she just ran around the house naked!!! and i was eating dinner!!! ahhhh wha lau shock me lah!! haha but so funny....this isn;t the 1st time by the way...she should warn people 1st....

haha...flooded anne and soo's blog yest and today...im bored....

Hur Hur.
8:08 PM

HeyLo!!...today i went...SHOPPING!!!! (bimbo accent)....haha

I went with cheryl wong! my best friend ahha! I bought a skirt!!! haha thats so not me...oh well..im a girl...so i should behave like a girl! hehe..i bought an umbrella as well so cute and small and PINK!! haha...Eeek! what happened to denise!!!

Today in orchard i saw...the SOTONG CLAN!!! haha yeah...evonne told me Jes..dunno which jes or jess? hmmm and evonne were there too...oh and swee oso issit? haha dunno...evonne saw jes...

decided to go for mass later on...so many people today...i guess its because (did you know i mispelled 'because" 6 times...weird) its a holiday! haha well thats good...and you know what! i can't wait to wash cars!!! haha for fund raising that is...haha (fun raising) when i was small i always wanted to help my dad wash car....fun haha..i know im weird...


i realise...I miss singing...I LOVE TO SING! but....i havn't been singing...i need a singing partner...EVONNE!!!! but i only see her on sundays and some weekdays...boooo...sing sing sing lalalalala....these few days i'v not been in the mood to play guitar...sad... i want to sing...but its no fun to sing alone...well it is...but not as fun... haha..EVONNE!!! wahhhhhh

oh..and im happy today...my parents made up hehe...finally they kinda understand one another...took them soooooo long....was real bummed....but now im HAPPY again...Thank you Father Lord!! I LOVE YOU! haha...

I shall SING for you! (not u hu is reading)...haha i miss praise and worship sessions in LOG..what happened?

I feel happy! ANNE makes me HAPPY! she says she reads my blog everyday...wheeee!! did you know...my traceable stat counter is HIDDEN!!! ahah i know who's been going my blog hehe...but most of them comes from the Log Blog so i dunno who...sad...


SING SING SING SONG! SING SANG SUNG SONG SING......Lala haha im tired...

Hur Hur.
10:29 PM

haha today was fun...

had log meeting in the morn about self acceptance...yeah...my mind wasn't really there u know...maybe i was tired...i slept at 2 yesterday...Jude, Terrence and Celine are going away...it was sad...i think im a unemotional person...i watched this sad show and didn't even cry one bit while my mom only watched the last quarter and cried...haha weird..the girls were all like red around their nose and eyes ...but im sad..i know when im sad..but i don't cry easily...

well after that it rain super heavily!!!! i was like ahhhhh how to go home!!! but we all stayed in church and ordered PIZZA!!! haha.. while waiting we burned out bad pts that we wrote on paper but somehow somepple burnt my good pts as well hmmph! haha its ok lah...

played many games today! lets see..(i hope i don;t miss out anybody)
1. Bingo with joan swee abi justin.k justin.s and soo...(and no soo its not a girl's game..ur just bad at it haha) swee was funny...he took so long to fill up his numbers...(nxt time start with no.1 haha)and i won the 2nd round!!

2. played the triangle stick thingies the one where u cancel till the one hus left to cancel one dies...er...no idea whats it called...played with both justins! im bad at it...

3. played thumb wrestling with soo...i won! hah..but maybe because he was distracted by the taupok outside..and no i don't mean the food one...

4. then played the hand clapping game...ok i dunno what its called either...but SO FUN!!! Rice and I experts!! haha until i heard er weird dum dee dum sound next to my face and it turned out to be Jes!!! hu tried to distract us haha...not only that she bounced up and down so yar i couldn't concentrate...it was funnily dumb haha..oh and mirabel as well she kept coming closer and closer and just stod in the middle of rice and I so we couldn't play haha..played it with rice jes evonne and abi aha...

5. and last but not least!! THE WORD GAME!!!! i just really like word games u know..like taboo!!! whooohooo! i love it! and boggle! scrabble's not so fun haha...i would like to thank adam for teaching me the game! haha now everybody loves it!! haha well i do! i love word games...they always end up funny like TUSNAMI!!! whahahahhaha...instead of tsunami...haha..especially when we are confident of our words..that'll be just whack! haha...well its this game where u say a letter each as u go in a circle and whoever ends the word that is slowly forming loses!! so u have to twist it to something else so u dun die! haha fun fun fun...i wanna play again...played with rice liver joan abi kris brandon jes joel anne..er dunno who already haha

then i brought 7 people home today!!! rice liver (haha food grp) anne joan brandon jes..ok so it was 6..the other one was me...haha we all sat my dad's car lar...and wah seh!! the behind damn cramp lah! anne rice and i all squashed with a guitar haha...


Rice and I got new cheer!!!!

Nise and Rice and 3/4 nice!
R.I.C.E N.I.C.E N.I.S.E N.I.C.E
we're NICE! we're NICE! we're NICE! we're NOT NICE!
we are 3/4 NICE!!!

haha u get it?


oh and today i saw something that really freaked me out...i was at cold storage then as i was walking..i saw this lady..about 50 to 60 yrs..she was..er..freaky...i caught her staring at me as i walked past her... and i swear! her eyes were not of normal colour...they were kinda greyish and translucent like...kinda demonic looking...i got damn scared man...she stare at me sooo long...ahhhhhh..i damn freaked out...said my protection prayer over and over again...
hmmn maybe i should put it on the log blog...wonder if i can sleep properly again tonight...im really scared of ghosts and demons...ahhh...and the dark...haha

im sleepy...

Hur Hur.
7:10 PM

hey...today was a tiring day...

this afternoon had gathering at jonathan's house..for what? i dunno..its a gathering! just go! hah..time relly files when your having fun with your friends..singing, playing guitar, goofing..and playing POLAR BEAR!!! hah lame but fun game...i liked the spaghetti there! maybe its cause i haven;t eaten spaghetti for a long long time...but i want summore!!! haha

later some of us went to IHM for this serangoon youth district rally spiritual prep thing yeah..their songs really nice..but i never hear before ahha but nice...the rest should have gone...it was nice...not boring like what we thought...

i need to alter my legion tee...the one i wore today...its toooo BIG! i had to fold my sleeves 3 times!! yep...

my guitar skills have deproved!!! Noooooo! or maybe everyone around me is just getting better...haha.

woah this entry's short..not used to short ones...

ok...go see justin sim's blog! someone invaded! haha

and Soo...Don't join guitar ensemble....BORING!!! haha

Hur Hur.
11:19 PM

Like my new blog temp? haha i just don't like the spelling errors...singlish..flim flim flim..ee thats wht my daddy says haha..i like the song..Hanging by a moment by lifehouse..i realise i like alternative rock haha

Msn's been really empty..lesser pple are online now that school has started...pple tok to me online!! im dead bored...

went back to work today..luckily theres no more telemarketing or i'd faint... now i have to do the letters for posting..at least its better...but most of the time im asleep or using the com haha...see im blogging! lol..

Im no longer sad that i wanna go to JC. I just wanted to go for the orientation thats all..haha theres orientation in poly as well so nevermind ahah im still happy...

im addicted to korean serials!!! ahah i must say its much better than all the american ones..they're hilarious! er...i don;t think there are any american serials are there? Unless we're talking about sitcoms..but tahts different..they don't really link from one episode to the other..

I LIKE THE SARCASTIC DOCTOR FROM SCRUBS!!! he's hilarious! ahaha go watch..i like sitcoms...those on starworld at night.they're all in one long stretch...i like sarcasm..esp when you cant really see that it is although its obvious! er...yeah..i know i don't quite make much sence..

oh and i had food poisoning yesterday..weirdd..must have been something i cooked...like my swollen eye isn't enough...

don't know wheter i should go mass later...parents arn't too keen...eye and tummy ain't that alright yet haha..

BUMS OF LOG!! UPDATE!! :)

Look at what I found in this old com!!!
Haha i look cute while my parents look toot haha.. i think that used to be my favourite dress..lol

Hur Hur.
3:14 PM

hello....I've picked the wrong day to be nocturnal.....practically no ones oline now that my frenz all have gone to jc....booooooo....why no one online...there used to be so many nocturnal loggers at this time...

you know whats sad...today i dreamt i went to school..to a JC...er..VJC that is...where i really wanted to go if i actually studied harder haha...and i was in the same class as rice, liver and soo...dunnow wad happened to the others lah...dun blame me...yar and we were all in the same clas...it was so exciting ya know...to be in the same class as some loggers.. yar and we all sat together...then i woke up thinking i had to go to sch and realised i didn't booooooo...i'm missing out on JC life...but its my fault lah.... i wanna ask someone how jc life is but no ones oneline....

oh yeah, guess what happened after i woke up!!!!! MY FREAKIN LEFT EYE WAS SWOLLEN!!! BAhh...apparently a lil mosquito crawled on my pillow at night and bit me all around my left eye...weird huh...i heard a buzzing sound in the middle of the night too....ahhhh so thats how i woke up...then i thought...at least i dun have to go jc on my 1st day with a swollen eye...so embarrassing... Ahhh who am i kidding....i wanna gooooo!!! i feel like making new friends!!! i wat to experience jc life!! boooo

i wasted my total free day by watching korean serials...its really nice!! haha i watched for 12 hrs...addcitive...its called my lovely sam-soon haha....

sometimes i'm selfish...i wish that evonne joan and abi would go with me to poly instead....BAHH i should have gone to MI ....stupid stupid denise... then i could have been in the same class as them....booooooooo

i cant wait till poly starts....i wanna go church...i wonder if pple still go for weekday mass now that sch has started...maybe when my eye isnt that swollen....

Hur Hur.
12:48 AM

yeah yeah i know i've not blogged for a loooong time...so hello again!
its a new year!! and im glad....

well i bought my new guitar...its called Godin...after its brand...u get it? God in the guitar? haha it blue and shiny! and i hate telemarketing! boring!!! i guess im just a bum...all i wann ado now is play my guitar...i wanna learn scaling...

oh and my God bro wants to join Log...hes called Jonathan...no not wong...poh..that reminds me..i have to link Jon wong ...

today log was fun....we discussed what we feared about the new year...well i guess now that i think about it...i am quite afraid....then at macs we told...ahems..so funny. i got summore!!!

everyones going to sch while i slack! bahahha...boooooooo i wanna go sch with my frenz tooo...but i have to work on thurs and fri...boooooooooo i wanna quit....can't...parents...

guitar guitar guitar....everyones getting better than me......boooooooo i better buck up!

i wanna join...(fill with ur imagination)...but no body go with me....boooooooooo
boooooooooooo booooooooooboooooooooooooo booooooooooooooo.....

i realise....i love LOG! i miss them already...its only been an hr...haha

oh and i realise im real good at mindsweeper!!! i dare someone to challenge me...!! HAHAHAHAAHHHhAHAHA FEEL MY MINESWEEPER WRATH!!!!

Quote of the day...."Do i look like a whore?" by evonne...hahaha thought that weird...
and also... "....(blah)....Bellybutton...(blah)..." by oliver....hahahahahahaha stupid! i know evonne knows what im talking about....lol

i wanna go JC!!! boooo i wanna go VJ!! everybody going!! boooo but i cannot...i want theatre studies!! boooooo!!! haha nvm....poly! woot woot!

drops of jupiter is a nice song...hmmmnn :)

dunno whether i should go for soccer at soo's hse...lazy...see how 1st... i wanna go karaoke at swee's hse!!! theres points!! cool! he says its the mics...i want those mics!!!

oh and i guess theres no more 7 anymore....now its 6...or ...5.... sad.....


but I MUST BE HAPPY!

haha

"do not.............BE AFRAID!!!!!!!!" says von and jes!


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Hur Hur.
3:39 PM