SHEPHERD'S PIE WAS A SUCCESS!!!!!

pple say nice...so nise is happy! hahaha
but the 3 trays only lasted 1 and a half masses
then NO MORE!
haa

well most of our food were gone by the 2nd mass! and before that we were thinking...wow we've got alot of food already...ahaha WRONG! TOOO LITTLE FOOD!

well lemme tell u more about my special shepherds pie..


started cooking at 9.30 pm..and ended at
FREAKING 2AM!!!

4 .5 hrs for 3 trays!
omg!!

i think there wwere like 60 potatoes.. 3 bags full
i peeled it by myself..ALL!
IN 1.5 HRS!
PEELED OFF MY NAIL AS WELL! AND ABIT OF SKIN!
but none went into the potatoes lah aha
then boil! wah so long
then the 2nd hardest part!

THE MASHING!!!

2 BIG POTS TO MASH!
U NEED MUSCLES TO DO THIS MAN!
COS RIGHT NOW MY HAND STILL HURTS! MY SHOULDERS TOO
I THINK I MASH FOR 1.5 HRS AS WELL
THEN THE MEAT!
WAS FREAKING EXPENSIVE!
34 BUCKS!
LOOKED LIKE I WAS BUYING MEAT TO FEED THE DOGS! SO MUCH CAN!

the funny thing..

my house has 9 people...counting my baby cousin
NO ONE OFFERED TO HELP!
when 2 were watching korean show downstairs
2 watching tv upstairs
another one on the com
and 2 playing with baby

although everyone went..:" wah u doing all alone ah"
Nise: yar. (goes back to potato peeling)

but no one said..u need my help!!!

the only person who offered help was my mummy! i love her! haha
but she was very sick..and no i couldnt let her help me!!!!
if not everybody sick oso

then the best of them all

MY DAD!

dad: wah....(walks towards me) IM SO PROUD OF YOU! (BIG GRIN!!! then runs away)
nise: er thanks.

oh well ahahhaha

and you know why he said all that..
guilt.
you know why..
from downstairs i could here my parents talking

mum: eh go help ur daugther lah!
dad: u go help lah! i wanna watch my foot ball
mum: but im sick..so late already u go and help her lah
dad: aiyah! (grunts)
hahaha
this goes on quite awhile haha


ANY WAY..
IT WAS 1 AM AND I WAS FREAKING TIRED
AND MY AUNTIES KOREAN SHOW JUST FINISHED SO I SAID..
"you not sleepy ah? still watching somemore tv"
"haha"
"then...CAN U HELP ME!!!"

hahaah
finally!!!

well she helped haha

and we finshed at 2am..
wow


so tired

..kept dreaming of shepherd pie later on
and kept waking up..
slept at 2.30 and woke up at 4..
then tried to sleep again
woke up at 5..
got ready for church!!!!

woah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why so early u ask..
cos i DONT HAVE A FREAKING OVEN IN MY HOUSE AND HAVE TO GO TO MY AUNTIES HOUSE TO USE HERS AT AN UNGODLY HOUR!

haha
thank u Godma!


.
and that was that.


and i burnt my hand while scooping beehoon and tossed it all on myself..smart...
haha

and i fell asleep on the chair ahha

and fell asleep in the car
and fell asleep at mass later
while sitting then kneeling then standing hahaa
my knees kept giving way..
when i was kneeling i swear i looked as though i was boogying ahaha

its.1.25
and finally..
after having something on everyday..


I AM TOTALLY FREE TML!! AND I CAN OVERSLEEP AND SLACK AND

perhaps study abit...i'll feel guilty if i dont..

but i always say that..
just say only ahhahaa

and i bought another dress! hahaahhahahahaha
black one for grad night..
not even my grad night ahha
im just ushering

but i like the dress!
and i should spend less
money dun grow on trees
but my parents seem fine with showering me with gifts ahha
oh well..time to..do the right thing
REJECT WHAT NICE STUFF THEY WANNA BUY ME!!!
AHHHHHHHHHH

Its gonna be tough. haha

Hur Hur.
1:14 AM

Right now..

im thinking of..

the girl who i interviewed for Orientation1 facil..
haha
cant remember her name
but she left a lasting impression

Nise: so why dont you sing us a song..anysong sch song oso can
Girl: (long pause)
Nise:take ur time
girl:oh well..i used to sing this song to my boyfriend and everytime i did he likes it and would laugh
nise: haha ok

Girl: la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la..(zao sias badly at the end while zao sia-ing moderately thru out haha)

(those were the actual lyrics of the song hahaha)

Girl: i meant to go off tune..thats why my bf laughs

pple interviewing: long pause (each thinking..what the hell was that ahahah)

Nise: alright...(i need to get paid)


heheh..

after the interview..

Moses: i kept staring at how her nostrils flared up when she talked hahahah

hur hur


but i think we were quite tough on her..oh well..
i hope she doesnt come across this haha




thank u MINSER!!
THANK U FOR LISTENING TO MY RAMBLING!
ABOUT ABCDEFGHIJ!!! AND I THINK K OSO
UR A GOOD FREN
LETS NEVER TURN ENEMIES AHHA
LIKE WE WILL LIDDAT



come to think of it..
do i have enemies?
well not that i know of..
i dont treat anyone as an enemy tho..
the closest was cheryl my best fren ahhaa
more like nautral rivals
haha
but i love her too much haha


i wanna go jamming!
u hear that aloy! haha
u hear that anne!
and Jon..its ok u dun have to show me how u record the song..i dun wanna go that place..
not anytime soon or ever haa u know why..only u know ah! nobody else ok! haha fellow penguin :D



I WANNA BUY A BLACK DRESS..OR I NEED TO BUY ONE! BEFORE THURS! BUT IWANT ONE TOO SO I DUN MIND NEEDING TO BUY ONE HAHA



IM COOKING SHEPHERD'S PIE TML YA'LL FOR CHURCH CANTEEN! DIE DIE MUST TRY OK! EVEN THO NOT NICE MUST TRY OK! COS NISE MADE IT WITH LOVE! HAHAHA


u know what minser..
or to whoever it may concern
as what someone in shakespear's play twelfth night said
"tis a knot too difficult to untangle"
or whatever..
thats what i feel its like aha

like the untangling game..where each person reaches for a random arm and then has to untangle...one problem..some pple have 3 or more arms ahha


ahha what a way to put it..


but...i feel..im still blessed..

i reflected..its either i worry to much or im just very blessed..
alvin said maybe im blessed because i worry too much
maybe.. haha
but i like to think i just really blessed
its like God know what i need and what i dont and how much i want something
he knows whats best for me..

"for my ways are not your ways. nor are my thoughts your thoughts"
or something like that.. quoted from cj prayer room plaque haa dunno from where in the bible..

whatever..i'll still follow his way..

i will follow him....(thinks of the song)

but u know that song! where we sing for mass and whilst lil children!
its about leaving everything behind and no turning back..
like how he said to the diciples..
if u wanna follow me
u must leave everything behind
cannot say bye to ur family or osmething
i think hahaha better read up more on the bible aha

but think about it
how many of us can just do that
its just like gg ot heaven
we must learn to leave everything behind and go to God
like how its easier for a camel to go thru the eye of a needle than a man with his riches gg to heaven... hhaa that quote im quite sure

im not ready i guess..
woah..big step huh
cant even bear to leave cj
what to do! ahhhhh
ahha



this again..was meant to be a short post...haha

lets end it off with a nice or funny pic.. i shall go choose now aha















hahaa ok 2 pics ahaha

im so sorry...just had to put it here haha
caught my attention

Hur Hur.
1:25 AM

Been doing quite a lot of thinking...

im too easily influenced..
and in my situation..thats bad..

i realised...i just lied to myself and i believed it for quite some time..
but i know its not..
so i was living in denial..great..


confused..

well, I let time figure things out for me..
perhaps i let time slip away too fast and now its too late
or maybe its just not meant to be.. :(

all i have now is God with me by my side..
even if i ignore him at times..hes still there..
hate it that i take him for granted these few times..
Sorry.


i had a sad sad dream..
i cried..in my dream that is..
guess i was thinking too much that it became a dream and its so happen to decide to haunt me.
oh great..


why!!!
ahh

hahaha

i had this fear before..
i thought it was but it wasnt
but it was worse..

now it is..
and its just as bad..
well i think its less bad haha thats good

but if u add the really bad + less bad...= very bad haha
but the good minuses off as well

its ok..ur not supposed to understand..
i sometimes have to type things down to understand ahah

but then..
very bad - the good = quite bad
even if there was one ultra good period
but when minusing it out
it doesnt = to good
it more like = to CONFUSED
haha
probably cos of time
this equation's too long and hard..


i feel..
i live in a H3 math problem sum...
where the answer is still unknown..
gahhh! i only subpass H2 maths :(
and i will only know the answer..
unless the creator of the question helps me
heh..


i feel like i need to talk to someone..
i know just the person.. hur hur
:)
or persons..
thats one reason why i love log ahaah

but i wanna talk to someone else...
but cannot.
cannot hahaa
hur hur..


SORRY! NISE IS BEING EMO!!!
i like emo! cannot ah! haha


and i think my skin is too thick..haha
ive been thinking about that too..
its on purpose hahaa


anti climatic statement:
I WORE MY POLKADOTED DRESS TODAY FOR MR AND MRS LEONG'S WEDDING! :D CONGRATULATIONS TO BOTH OF THEM! HAHAHA

and no..do not expect my dress to be white with red polkadots.. -___-"
like someone did..hahaha and whats with the "chey".. haha

Hur Hur.
8:23 PM

YAY! i just changed my blogskin!

actually i really did not like the orange one..
infact..i dun really like prange anymore
i like green more ahaha


but i think this skin is abit dull but its cool! haha

im so lazy to blog..
my tagboards dying
i cant be bothered to read other peoples blogs as well
or even reply tags hahaha

nise is lazy! aaja

and my words are finally..on the left! and not in the middle! yay!
i think it looks nicer... the other one giving me headace aha


I BOUGHT A CUTE POLKADOT DRESS!

I'm so happy! haha its black with orange blue and white polka dots ahha
a sun dress!
i will wear it for ms ng and mr leongs wedding on wed and christmas!
i cant wait for both!


tml going out with mag and alf and anne! yay! if lucky joan will come too :)
i intend to find my shoes for the wedding ahaha

yay yay yay!
i wanna watch happy feet..
i want sims2 expansion packs
i want more clothes! haha and shoes!
ahhhh im becoming materialistic...shit

i wanna be closer to God! but i've been neglecting him :( cos im so lazy
and something strange..
i have and urge nowadays...

TO DO MATHS! AAHAHAHA

but i dunno how to do the paper mr foo give us...
i need help...
from smart pple..
and who can tolerate my slowness hahahaa
i should just practice more
gotta sort out my notes man..after promos everythings everywhere

and u know what!

JES I THINK THE LOG SHIRT DESIGN IS NICE! :D

its preeetiful!
tml we are gg for mass! yay!
i must read my great expenctation book before sch starts..
or i'll have to expect a great F on my test..hahaha


good night!
by the way...i changed blog song too..its this..



Awakening
by Mae

When I close my eyes to this paradox place
I'll fly away, far away from here
I'll get away and dream, dream of you
When its all said and done
And the night has come, I'll disappear
Take flight on the wind of
Wishing you where here
Fading light like a star whose life
Has been gone for years

And I'll fly, fly across the sky
And I'll leave, leave it all behind
If you'd be here, here with me tonight
I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine

I'll disappear,take flight on the
Wind of wishing you were here
Fading light like a star whose life
Has been gone for years

And I'll fly, fly across the sky
And I'll leave, leave it all behind
If you'd be here, here with me tonight
I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine


I REALLY LIKE THIS SONG :)

Hur Hur.
1:36 AM

Denise says

IM SORRY PRISCILLA WONG! :'(

AHHH
I WAS SO BLUR I JUST WOKE UP..
THEN I SAW UR NAME GOT SMILELY FACE THERE I JUST PRESS SEND AHHAA
WHEN DID U PUT IT THERE? AHAH SO EMBARRASSING!!!

Well i was just answering my friends question ahhahaaha
so i just gave an opinion ahaha..

i was going to ask u anyway ahhahaha

Soooo...

IM SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
-pouts-

(see this post all about u! so special ahhaa)

this is post is supposed to be so vague that only pris and nise understands..and perhaps the other friend. heh.

Hur Hur.
4:37 PM

Today was a nice day.

(Nise is smiling! :D)

so nice so relaxing ahha


1.woke up early...not tired..

2. went for mass on time :D finally

3. even told the cab driver to keep the change.

4. Had nasi lemak. i like.

5. Saw all my friends!!!!!! yay!

( this made me extra happy cos...nise has been staying at home for 2 days straight...slacking.)

6. Hugged more than 4 pple! (4 hugs a day keeps the blues away..orsomething like that according to jes ahah)

7. Actually listened in mass.

8. i liked log session even tho it was abit dry.. it was about ANGELS!
andcherubimswith4headsand4wingsand eyesallovertheirbodywithwheelsoffireattheirfeet! cool! hur hur

9. I am going to cook shepherd's pie for cantten next next week with anne! yay~!
(psst..i havent cooked that in...2 years? heheh.. i estimate everything also..shit.)
oh well..good luck to u!
ahhahahahahaha

10. i was being a nice girl today ahaha...i tried! haha

11. pple thought my little animal magnets were cool! (they better be cool they cost alot! ahhaha)

12. i ate quiche! haha it was good and cheap! and so was the drink!

13. i borrowed with mark altoghether 8 vcds! i bring home 5 he 3...

14. i watched 4 already heheh..that explains my absence from msn haha

15. i caught my bus! hahaha

16. alfred was stalking me! hahaha ..1st saw him in canteen...then when i walked outta market and then he boarded my bus..! ahhaha

17. Kristin!!!!! she gimme a shock!!! i ask dom is he gg lor chuan..suddenly kris say.."yar!" ahhahaha i din even see her!

18. tml there is council! more friends! hahaa

19. i saw mag! hahaha she cannot talk during choir prac.

20. anne heard my song and was willing to help me with harmony and piano!

21. i found jamming buddies! or anne found. ahha..aloysius!!!! (hey dude sorry im such a bad consoler haha)



eh i just realised...

i said i'd jam with many pple... hur hur..oops.

jam with anne (proper jangjang!)
jam with alfred ( rockafella jangjang!) (council jang jang)
jam with aloy (cornerstoner) (properjangjang and Sidol..hur hur!)
jam with von (write song together!)
jam with jon ( proper jangjang n record song together!)
jam with jason ( not the cornerstonerhaha) ( council jang jang)

but most of the time i jam in council room! ahhahahahahahhahahaha
yay! thankies for jasons drums!
i shall bring muah guitar tml! nahhhh
see how...ok! i will!
and leave it there?
sure! tues i will need it! yay!


I SHALL GO LEARN A NEW SONG! HAHAHAHA

then tml we jam!!!!!! b4 and after council!!! hahahaha

so exciting! HAHAHA


im gg sentosa on thurs!! wahahahahha yay!




RANDOM FACT:
THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SUPER SHORT POST. ONLY CONSISTING OF THE 1ST LINE. HAHAHAHA

Hur Hur.
11:15 PM

i just realised something...


Sufferings are the greatest proof of the love of God and if we offer them well, they can win many souls...as in purgatory..

And i learnt form legion allocutio too that.. suffering is healing in nature. like in purgatory where souls suffer to heal and cleanse their souls before they can enter heaven. when we suffer, we can grow in love.

But how can we welcome suffering as a gift, and not as a punishment?



Often, the suffering in our lives leads us to rebellion, and we have great difficulty in accepting and living it. How can we live suffering so that it bears fruit?

so i guess... rebellion is some cases manifests (is that the correct word?) as apathy...and so i repeat what father said..

"its not that there is much evil in the world..its just that there are people who just dont care."

dont care = apathy = hardness of heart = sin.

and thus this suffering..when not welcomed..and not understood leads to rebellion then to apathy then a terrible world to live in. whilst we are all sining. oh great.





so Denise is here to save the world! hahaha ..
do not see suffering as bad..
haha
EMBRACE IT!
because after that u will come out a much better person..a healed person!
stronger than yesterday..
and not only that! u save souls in purgatory too!..
cool huh.

so easy to say huh..



uh i just realised something again.


(Friday- June 30..Denise posted..)

Sometimes..

life just is so unfair...

this busyness..

i guess

is a cross i have to carry..

and i hope

i wont loose hope

and always remember..

Its things times like these

where i feel the weakest

when perservered and without giving up

with God by my side. (impt!)

i come out a stronger person

then i once was.



time to remind myself again.
funny how i realised this before..
then forgot and did the opp of that..
and then realised it again..
DENISE CAN U JUST FREAKING REMEMBER AND DUN FORGET IMPT INFO THAT WILL AFFECT U TREMENDOUSLY! heh.

and because of my forgetfulness..
i become emo..
and rite emo poems and songs..
someone asked me recently..
start with T ahha

T:why u so emo?
D: i dunno. emo period.

well i knew..just din wanna tell u..wad good could u do..that was what i thought..
well now u know abit more..if u read my blog that is..
but still..only i can solve my own prob..and God too! i dun think anyone else can.


but Nise is happy.
happier.

and is gonna sleep very late. its gonna be 3..

Hur Hur.
2:14 AM

Hulo hullo hullo hullo!!!!!!

Guess where i am now!

Im in the SCC! blogging! whahahahhahaha
thats cos i just finished pw an hour too early b4 meeting...:(

now im all alone in the scc!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

thank goodness for the scc!
i cannot do anything alone wan..
(i just heard a weird noise behind me ack!)
i canot eat alone! or stone alone! or slack alone!
but its alright in the scc haha
well i hope i am alone...in the scc..
wouldnt want to encounter any weird stuff in the scc by myself!!!!!

im scared! wahhhhh! somebody come!!! ahhaha i dun wannna be alone!! aahaha

but nvm..
i shall play neopets later! hahah
yes! i started a new account!!! hahahahaha
lets all play neopets!

and i finally finished my song!!
yayness!
so fun fun fun..but its a sad sad sad song...
i took 1 hr to write it! hahah
well come up with the tune that is ahhaa
i used my sad sad poem for the lyrics ahhaah

theres no guitar in the council room!!!! wahhhh!!!
ms smith dun wanna return the takamine/!!! wahh!!!
im super bored..
tag my board!
ahhahaha

nise is bored..
nise has csi on her comp! yeah! hahaha
i shall go play some games now ahha.

BYE!

Hur Hur.
12:57 PM

25 things on my mind right now...

1. Cant bother to give a proper post
2. Mag talks alot. alot. alot
3. didnt go for all souls day mass...even tho i said i would
4. tml is chinese Alevels
5. i dont really care
6. Gonna take clb next year
7. I feel sorry for my chinese tuition teacher
8. I have decided not to continue
9. no not the list
10. i have nothing that i need to buy now
11. im bored
12. im confused
13. im no longer sick!
14. that was fast
15. i can sing again
16. i have yet to write that song
17. i promised God a rosary
18. Because he helped me find my entry proof for tml
19. you annoy me.
20. im not as happy as i used to be
21. not sure why
22. I need to find a new...
23. i cant wait for thurs..nothing to worry about anymore
24. im a bad legionary
25. I need to talk to someone.











ARGH.

i need to go spend some time with God. I need my favourite place..
sfx adoration room... should go for mass one of these days..

Hur Hur.
9:56 PM