Ok so econs wasnt that bad. i think the 1st case study was good haha but the 2nd one sucked.


Gp was ok. i wrote bout apathy..something im accustomed to hur. not bad.
compre was not bad too. just didnt understand one question. and i wrote 1 page of AQ.

Physics was better than expected. cos i expected the worst ahhahahahahhaa
i just din know how to do thermal. ahhaha

then dunnooooo lets see how tml goes hur

i hope maths and lit will be ok tooo..
wait i'll jinx myself like that.



I SURE DIE TML!!!!!!





haha that settles it.
(twists fingers)








WHY U ALL 3 BULLY MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
DUN BULY! NISE DUN LIKE!
WEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

:(
:'(
:)
:P
:O
:D




ling you owe me big timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
yesssssssssssssssssss
you know whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
ahhahahaaha

Hur Hur.
11:22 PM

Please pray that i do not die from prelims...

Hur Hur.
9:49 PM

today was the best study day ever...

from 2 to 11 straight!

solved all that tough question! myself..and others with help. haha

taught 2 pple physics! wow! hahahaa
never thought i'd see the day that happended ahha

and did 4 phy chps! haha

wow!
and i didnt even feel sleepy!
i didnt even take a nap! wow!

i think it must be the teh peng! shall drink more ahhaha




wahh if this keeps up ah... the inactivity...
i'd grow into a ball of fats.
yuck. hahahahaha


shit...
i need to find time to exercise before i have to lock myself in my house haha







and i dun feel stupid today ahhaa





one thing i realised today. i'd never ever want to smoke.
the boy so smelly.

eee.

Hur Hur.
12:09 AM

omg i swear! livejournal is no not denise friendly!

i cant change the background to something nice! and if i find something nice it doesnt turn out how its supposed to look and i did everything they said! and even the advert is annoying! i think its the advert thats shifts everything outta place.



CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!!!


i can even find a pretty nice background pattern like audrey's argh!! they are so hard to find! and must join dunno what community to access..so lehchey.

and if u wanna see it. sure

Http://pimpmyshoe.livejournal.com

as u can see i have to use the ugly templates they provide us.
cos thats the most proportional it has looked so far!
argh!!

someonehelp me.

oh yar btw this will be my future shoe online biz. ahhaha
and its not working out well!!! argh! maybe i'll stick to blogger. but then livejournal is better for business haha

sian..

Hur Hur.
12:50 AM

today was productive.

but sooooo dumb.


and had a sickly feeling...




apparently. i had one more hour... thanks guys...

Hur Hur.
11:58 PM

friendster horroscope said..

"You'll be full of an endless supply of warm and fuzzy feelings today -- share them!"


would u like me to share my warm and fuzzy feelings with you? it feels like blades slashing a wrist.
how cheerful.



Thats why i dont believe in this shit.

Hur Hur.
12:29 AM

I need income.
my money is disappearing.

i need more time.
i dun need studying anymore.
cos i already am doing that all i can!
but i dont feel smarter!

i feel dumb
and brainless.
even though i have 2 brains.

you know what i hope.


that this i will be all over. its made me very unhappy feeling stupid and dumb.
seeing my slack classmates becoming slack no more and hardworking.
it pressurises me
so i study
but i feel its not enough!

so i think of back up plans.
my shoe business.
apparent theres not many pple planning to do what i wanna do. so haha oligopoly! one man show.haha
or even drawing on other stuff like caps of make bookmarks or tshirts.

i think of teaching guitar. and taking lessons at the same time.

i think of parry internation where mum and dad want me to work for them.
i wanna make it on my own man.

i think of doing gigs at night.
i need to find someone to do it with man.

i think of doing my portfolio for lasalle arts.
what if im not good enough?






the worst part.
i feel guilty everytime i sleep.
beacause its time wasted.
i shall resort back to coffee and sacrifice my eyebags.


and i realised i havent been blogging bout church people. at all.
do u see me frowning?


i swear...i dont study enough.
so i study summore.
but then i stop at each question i dont understand and think that im stupid and then i stone cos i emo for abit then i feel sleepy ahha









i hate it when people predict me and think they know me so well and then accuse me of something i'd do. and then i get so angry.
cos i did it in the end.
unknowingly and i couldnt help it.
and then i get angry with myself too.
and hate myself.
because they seem to know me more than i do.
i dont even know me.
and i try to deny and solve it.

but i doesnt work
im like going against myslef.


you know what im talking about.
falling asleep. shit.


i sleep a sufficient 4 hrs a day what! haha








where does all my time go.
or am i just so slow.
im retarded. that must be it.

Hur Hur.
11:19 PM

I think being a tatoo artist is cool haha
its soooo cool can.
ok so i watched this show and it inspired me. hahaa its a real live show of this miami tatoo place. with all the stories behind the tatoos of each person who wants to get it done.


and like omg.
i can draw less 2D now and more 3d! you know how! by watching the girl tatoo a pic of this dudes baby girl on him. 1st she outline briefly. i was like wth like that only? then she shade until damn nice look just like the pic! cool shit.
omg so awesome lah.

so i learned.


and so during econs lect which was soo isooshouldnothavegoneinthe1stplace-ish i drew this random girl who sat infront of me and applied my new skills hahaa

and yuxiu say look exactly like! hahaha yay!!!
so happy!

then i gave it to her. she must think im a psycho. ahahha
ok so ive drawn audrey's back oso. but more 2D ish. and anne's oso during clb ahha

i still cant draw faces tho. shall try hard during the hols =)




went to get jn's present with cheryl and joce and watched the fireworks display! so nice! =) my1st time. im a loser. ahahaha
i love them to bits!
why they not in cj.....=(

I think im gg to die for prelims.
sian.


HAPPY BITHDAY JEHANNE! I LOVE YOU! =)



Oh and tatooos. they dont come off! ahhahahahhaa
and i think before i die. i'll get one. ahhaha
but i wun get one cos of pressure.

i'll get one if i find the perfect picture.
hahaha

i bet it'll be bout guitars or singing or something ahahhahaa or i draw wan
ahhahahahaha wth.


you know something im broke.

pay up pple! whoever owe me! ahhaha like seriously. im using my savings now and so i have like BOP deficit. at -115 bucks. hhaha

shit


where does my money go!
i need an increase! even tho i already have quite alot i think.


i need a job.
i need brains that are super smart.
i think my brain is more creative and crazy then intellectual. aiya! i just called myself stupid! wahhhhh =(

ok so im i totally right brained person ahha

now i have 2 brains tho! im growing it! haha

ok im blogging too much.

will read one chp of harry potter
then coffee or tea!
then study till 3. then wake up at 7.30
tuition at 9 to 12 then study till whenever i find out we are...... shhhh ahhaha
or maybe its not even tml ahah

shit.


study hard! caffeine makes up for sleep.
as foundation makes up for eye bags.

hahahaha
wth whatever!


i believe abs help give u a more powerful voice. ahhaha
cos i think the power in me is gggg.....wehhhh ahha cos i havent been doing my pe? ahha
and i dun think i can do 48 sit ups in a min anymore...sian. not that i have abs tho.
hahahahhahaa
i think i just laugh alot.

but my voice haas become more husky. ahahha maybe its due to...i dunno? haha taste in songs? ahha

sian. if thats so. i'd be singing like hinder or A7x right now. and i wouldnt be studying now would i. ha.

i cant wait to get this over and done with.

Hur Hur.
11:45 PM

Wah shit my friendster is screwed up man.
wtf is saviour of the soul!
some virus hack my friendster
if i have to add all 748 frineds to a new account..my prelims can just die.

and i think that i have the msn virus too..but i din accpet any dumb zip file and i scanned my comp. nothing. but mag said i tried to send her 10 times.

but thats just one person rigtht...maybe its her ahah and theres nothing wrong with my internet or msn..just that my friendster is screwed. thanks julius for helping me write in to the friendster pple...and ben for trying so solve my prob for me. :)

NOW IM SO BORED! I GO MY FRIENDSTER EVERYDAY!!!!

and as u can..hear! my imeem is weird..it like cut short all the songs
its happend before but i hate it..why ah!!! why u cause me so much inconvenience!!!

aiya..

nvm.

assumption mass tml..
and cambridge pple coming back and i got present! yay! hahaha

and today during prac i fell asleep while singing...ok during the short bits between the chorus and verse ahahahhaa
woah!
hahahaha


and my daddy bought me the latest harry potter book! ahhahahaha
yay!






I FEEEL DAMN SCARED FOR PRELIMS!
IM GONNA DIE! I DUN UNDERSTAND WHY THE TYS BOOK FOR PHY WITH ANS IS SO CHIM! AND I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW!
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


i hate this.
i only see hope in econs.
and lit.
and maths
actually no more.

none.
shit.
cos anything can go wrong
and u can just get lucky
u know..
like my gp..i had 21/50! wtf! for essay! normally i can like get 28 or 29 lah
but then my compre had 24.5/50 this time..hur.. when normally i get like 15 ahhahahahah

so in the end i still get an E
but then again i failed common test. for the 1st time.
thats why i cried man.
shit
for mocks too.

my lang is dman impt to me.
damn humiliating to fail when i was like best in english in class for sec sch then get A1. not that im bragging. but can u see the humiliation.

i think GP IS CRAP!
I DUN HAVE THE FREAKING TIME TO READ NEWSPAPER OR ANYTHING!
i failed my NE QUIZ FORGOODNESS SAKE!





OH AND I LOVE THE MAYDAY PARADE SONG TO BITS! AHHA HAVENT GOTTEN SIAN OF IT YET.
(like all my past faves haha)

IM GONNA JAM IT WITH CLARE! YES? AHHAHA

figured it out today while the j1s set up the hall hahaha
i nvr help... whoops

but im os happy!
cos its in B! HAHAHA I HEAR BY EAR WOOTS! IM GETTING BETTER!.


i love it.
love it. love it.
go hear it on my imeem on the left.
ok a part of it. so dumb right.
or ask me to send it to u.















sometimes i wished i could turn back time..all the way to the start. but then what stops me the most is that im afriad i'd never have met those who are so precious to me now.


yeah just thought of that.


and i love emo songs.
sat down by myself while waiting for pple to buy food so long! and just listen to my emo song my mayday and stone
=)
nice.

i liek that.
then i saw my clb teacher and feigned sicknesss ahahaha
but then iwaved to my freind ahhaa and she saw...shit! then ir eally emo lah aha

hope tml she dun come find me hahaha




remember every one..i had fever yest. ahhahahaa
and went home early...yes indeed.






i shall post about DISCMAN! SOME OTHER TIME AHHAHA
wong ah

Hur Hur.
11:55 PM

so i redid the post again with all the pics..
if it disappears again im going to type the F word hear beeeeg beeeeg in red.
yup.


:)

dont know why i even do this know..its like i dun even know whos gonan read my blog. sian ahhaha

Hur Hur.
9:18 PM

I SWEAR BLOGGER IS TRYING TO KILL ME!
WHAT HAPPENED TO ALL MY PICTURES!!!!
AHHH
THERE WAS LIKE 1 PIC AFTER EVEYR PARA.

WTF!

WHAT IS UR PROBLEM! IT WAS OK JUST NOW!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

NOW IM JUST MAD.

it looks so pretty!
now it looks so wordy!!!

Hur Hur.
12:44 AM

ok so the vids dun play ahha i shall upload them to youtube but i think if i get anymore distracted justin will kill me am i right? ahhaha

session tml! i miss playing guitar for log! :)
and im in the mood! hahahaha
u know why!! cos i just realised i was getting sad for the wrong reason aha.. liek seriously...i totally fine and relieved now.

i believe so. aha

and btw... did i say...

I GOT THE SINGFEST TIX FOR JUST 65 BUCKS!!! HAHAHAHAHA FTW! AHHA

BEAT THAT ALL U POOR NOOBIES! AHSHAHA

who i was like just a day b4 singfest. ahhahahaa
its good to have lotsa connections haha

Hur Hur.
11:46 PM

OKKKKK THE LONG AWAITED SINGFEST! HAHA OK WAIT 1 DAY ONLY AHHA


milli and i in the scorching sun!!
I think i look ugly hahaha


Then jason came along! oh its at fort canning
I think i still look ugly...wehh haha :(
not my day.... i cannot smile

This Band was stuck on with a sticker! omg! omg!
but i cant take it out..and its untearable! and its hard to cut as well ahha




This is the stage! wooooh! the 1st band was great spy experiment a spore band
but i didnt like them so boring and monotone haha so i din take pics haha
this however is One buck short a malaysian band! the lead is fat and funny! ahhaha
mahts like too mosh to their songs haha heard them 1st at baybeats

Great Spy Ex Myspace Click!
One Buck Short Myspace Click!





This is their lead guitarist! it was his birthday today! haha
Lol today was not national day lah..but his bday and A7X day! hahaha






wahhh the pic so small already...i think this is CROWNED KING! cos the vocalist so skinny now haha

THE ARE GOOD KNOW! from canada!
never heard of them b4 but wanna hear more of them ahaha
cant find their album anywhere! sian...i think they are seriously damn new haha

Crowned King My space Click!
ok saw their myspace..so they aren't so new..wheres their album! haha


They are cooollll



Their lead




The perform well lah...better than on recording



the drummer!




he and the lead started to take off their shirts and complained spore was so hot ahha




They used a freaking trombone! ahhaha




this i think im so awesome looking guy is
COBRA STARSHIP !!!! I LIKE THEM ALOT! AND THEIR MUSIC!
AND THEY PERFORM SO WELL AHAHA COS HE SO GAY HAHAHAHA

Cobra Starship Myspace Click!

He got alot of stage presence.!


the music damn nice to dance too oso aha





Look i told you he so gay! hahaha then he was like so vulgar all the f words wan aha
then he was like spore makes you get all hot and wet..i like to get wet and hot.. ahhaha wtf




this is GYM CLASS HEROS!
WOOOOOOTS!



THEY DAMN GROOVY! AND FUN haha





They played girlfriend!

Myspace click!


Then it turned dark! haha oh they played girlfriend and all went crazy! ahha and take our clothes off ahhaha i have their album so it was all so fun..]

then after they finished everyvody started squeezing infront like SQUEEZY SQUEEZ!
cos!


OMG OMG OMG!!! AVENGED SEVENFOLD!!! I LOVE THEM! HIS VOICE SO AWESOME SYNYSTER GATES GUITAR SO AWESOME! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
EVERYONE THERE AT SINGFEST CAME FOR THEM MAN HAHA
IT WAS A7X DAY AHA

this was b4 they started lah..i kiasu..haha

hahaha we waited like 30 mins for the sound check in the position lah! found it hard to breathe haha they slowly we found sarah mella and band ahhaha and jason ahha and wenxiang


then when they played thier 1st song.. everyone squeeze forward summore and jump jump that THE METAL BARRICADE BROKE!!!! OMG! AHHAHAHAHA IT SNAPPED! AND THEY HAD TO STOP IN THE MIDDLE OF THEIR SONG TO SAY THE SPORE IS CRAZY AND TO STEP 5 STEPS BACK. YEAH RIGHT WE DID HAHA



apparently this is a vid. ahahahha i dunno if it will play ahha
but i cant rmb what song is this it was a blur! haha

i think like during this song i received a kick to my head from a body surfer! wtf! hahaha
damn pain..then an ASS! from another body surfer landed on my head! so heavy can!
well i helped lift a bodysurfer ahhaha so fun!
but painful!

AHHHHHH I CANT UPLOAD IT!

I think this is seize the day! haha cos it was a slower song so i could video! ahha if not bodies would have come flying at me ahha like in the other songs cos i was standing at the edge of the mosh pit with my back to it hahaha wahhhh i got damn alot of bruises lah! dunno from what wan.

AHHHHH I CANT UPLOAD IT!


and this is synyster gate's solo!!!!!!!!! wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
OMG HIS EYES! WTH! HAHAHAH SOOOO SEXY! HAHAHAHA
but really. hahaha
right milli! haha

wahhh he damn good..then he play until so calmm and relax...woah..dun need look oso..

TO SUM UP AVENGED SEVENFOLD WAS AWESOME SHIZ! AHHAHAHAHAHA

myspace click!



This was what i looked like after the mosh! hahahahahahhaha
the ULTIMATE MOSH! HAHAHA SO BIG THE CROWD SQUEEZING LAH! I COULDNT SEE THE END MAN!






MILLI AND I AFTER MOSH!
why she like so neat still ahhh hahaha
and we became darker! ahha can u see the tan line on my sleeve! haha


Look at my bread..my supposedly dinner or lunch..
it this wide yes ahha



but look! its flattened! hahahah IT GOT MUSHED IN THE MOSH! HAHAHAHAHAHA





NOW THIS IS HINDER! I LOVE THE DUDES HUSKY VOICE HAHAHA



cannot see hor..he looks demonic hahaha




cant really tell hwos this man..looks like chubaka! hahaha





yup this is the dude alright! the lips of an angel dude! haha
he climbed the freaking metal stange up to the lights! crazy guy!





and he kept drinking after each song! hahahahahhahaa




and he licked the mic! eeeeew! hahahahhahahaha

but he perform damn awesome! damn good lah!
just like in the album! wahh sehh!

BUT THEN MY PARENTS CAME!!! COS IT ENDED LATE! THEY TOOK 45 MINS TO SET UP! WAHHHHH WEHHHHHHH


SO I MISSED LIPS OF AN ANGEL!!! =(
AND BETTER THAN ME!!!!

BUT MILLI PUT ME ON THE PHONE WHEN THE SONG CAME ON SO I COULD HEAR IT!
THANKEW!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

BUT I WILL GET MY VENGEANCE! HAHAHAHAHA


refer to what i mean in previous post ahaha or previous previous..on 9th i think ahhaha

wahhhhhhhhhh
and refer to my wish list ahhahaa

I LOVE HINDER! AHHAHAHA SO MY TYPE OF SONGs MAN...

MY SPACE! CLICK!




oneday... I WILL HAVE MY OWN MYSPACE! AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
JUSTU WAIT! HAHAHA

i already planned what to do after As to get income hahaha

1st learn classical guiat..and skip grade ahhaha and reach grade 5 or 6 which isthe unskippable grade haha in 3 months! haha

then now with theory learn from pple electric guitar hahahaa

then i will be pro...! ahhaa

then in the mean time i go publicise my show drawing ahaha
and do business and make it more ex ahha

and get more colours ahaha

and then go do gig's! ahhahaha acoustic gigs with milli!? yes no? ahhahahahahahaha
i dun mind!


and go form band! ahhahaha
rock band! hahahahaa

and play and audition and play and audition and earn money !hahha

then i can informally go teach guitar oso no noooobies ahhahahaha


sounds good. haa


1. learn guitar, be pro teach
2. learn guitar, be pro do gigs
3. draw on shoes, earn money.
3. draw on shoes earn money, set up online business ahha
4.draw on shoes earn money, take pics of the shoes and create portfolio (for what course no idea)
5. then learn to draw well. and not 2 D hahaha and make port folio ahha
6. learn to paint!

7. audition and interview for lasalle. and go for their portfolio workshop ahaha

8. create myspace and BE A ROCKSTAR!

ahahhahahaa
wtf.
im nuts..
cos im serious.



BUT 1ST I NEED THE GRADES! YES I KNOW ITS IMPT!

Hur Hur.
10:28 PM

Sherwood - For the Longest Time

Would you wait if I came running home to you?
Or if I moved right down the street a block or two?
Distance is never on our side
It only seems to make our dreams collide
And you have gone on to someone new

Would you wait if I wrote you a perfect song tonight?
To make your heart stand still and make your chest grow tight
But I'll never write a perfect line
And I don't know why I even waste my time and try, whoa

And for the longest time
I couldn't love her to save my life
Never a moment of peace in my mind, yeah
Cause in the longest line
The front and the back are the same sometimes
And taking a number has taken my time, whoa

And there are things that I don't have the patience for
And when I go to my room I leave an open door
Cause I can't stand to feel alone
And when you come around I'm feeling more at home, whoa

And for the longest time
I couldn't love her to save my life
Never a moment of peace in my mind, yeah
Cause in the longest line
The front and the back are the same sometimes
And taking a number has taken my time, whoa

Don't pass me by
Give me another chance tonight
To make your heavy heart so light that you can fly
Cause every time
I see the light behind your eyes
The whole thing catches me in a moment by surprise

And for the longest time
I couldn't love her to save my life
Never a moment of peace in my mind, yeah
Cause in the longest line
The front and the back are the same sometimes
And taking a number has taken my time, whoa, whoa

And for the longest time
I couldn't love her to save my life
Never a moment of peace in my mind, whoa
(Don't pass me by)
Yeah, cause in the longest line
The front and the back are the same sometimes
And taking a number has taken my time, whoa
(Don't pass me by)

And for the longest time
I couldn't love her to save my life
Never a moment of peace in my mind, whoa
(Don't pass me by)
Yeah, cause in the longest line
The front and the back are the same sometimes
And taking a number has taken my time, whoa
(Don't pass me by)

Hur Hur.
10:45 AM

B4-4 Endlessly.

Late at night you call on the phone
We'd talk about the day
When you found out he was cheating
You tell me that it hurts to the bone
To trust someone that way
To find that he was deceiving

And I know I've always
Just been a friend
But if you look my way
I'll make sure you never hurt again

(( chorus ))
Do you know I exist
Just to promise you this
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayer
I'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you'd only see
How beautiful you and I would be
Endlessly

I remember when you fell in love
I could not believe
That it was not with me
I sent a secret prayer up above
And put my heart away
So that you could be free

And I know right now,
You're broken in two
But did you know my heart's been
Broken since the day I met you

Do you know I exist
Just to promise you this
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayer
I'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And in my sweetest dream
You'd learn to put your faith in me
Endlessly

Sometimes the thing you need
Is the one thing you can't see
If you put your faith in me
How beautiful you and I would be


I love this song.
But its too mushy. even for a girl aha.
im into rock man..like hinder A7X rock. :)



Synyster gates!!! IS HOT! HAHA
his eyes ah! wahh seh.
his guitar skills ah! wahh wahh seh! haha




and I LOVE HINDER! WHY U TAKE ME AWAY FROM HINDER HALFWAY! BEFORE LIPS OF AN ANGEL OR BETTER THAN ME!!!!
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I WILL BE AVENGED SEVENFOLD! HAHHAHAA

I WILL THUS BE AS GOOD AS THEM AND BE THEIR FRIENDS AND THEN DO A DUET LIPS OF AN ANGEL WITH HIM! ONE DAY! YOU WAIT! HAHAHAHAHA













and so i drown myself in rock. ahaha
and studies! yes studies!

y u dun believe me!!!!



:(

thank u milli!
wow u know that was fast.
and no im not refering to u...:P
but hmmm

im kidding dun stone me! ahhaa









i changed my featured friends.




i love hinder dude's voice! omg! if i had a voice like that sure stand out hahah cos scary ahhahahaha then i'd be famous haha
or like the rockstar supernova girls voice! hahaha
the one that sang roxanne ahha
so nice! she so cool!

all their voice so husky! omg!
if u have husky voice sing to me i'll go crazy! hahahaha

the huskiest voice i can sing to like james morrison husky. ahha
but thats not rock! sian!



im delusional! i wanna be is a rockstar ahhaha



im also not really considering lasalle anymore cos i dun think im good enough.
and even tho ruben says he'll teach me haha i dun know when man! or if i would even me good enough.

i like still cannot draw freaking faces! i can draw eyes damn well but then if i draw the whole face it will look 2 D... sian.




i changed my wish list haha






and i dun behave like president! :X
but i cannot dao all the pple wad!
:X


















So i tell myself. It was never like that. :)
fullstop.
thats all.
what! ahha

Hur Hur.
10:36 PM

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

what could i possibly even do now.
will things change?

Hur Hur.
8:30 PM

Hmmm this is all too familliar.
hope its not true. :(

why ahhh timing so bad...

Hur Hur.
7:28 PM

Ans: You think i don't?
:(

Hur Hur.
5:16 PM

Today for a moment i wanted to say..i hate you to ur face. =(
gahh

everything seems to annoy me these few days...

EVERYTHING!

even the green tshirt.
yuck.


So dont annoy me or tick me off!
or i might just say fuck off.

and dont tell me things that i already know.
it annoys me.

and dont say why not.
it annoys me.

and dont smudge my pencil drawings.
it angers me.

and dont judge me or look down on me.
it angers me.

and dont bully me.
or make fun of me.
i wont laugh this time.

and don't friggin throw a chilli packet right smack in the middle of my face and point and laugh.
and the laugh at me for throwing it back at you but it bounced off ur hand back onto the middle of my face. and laugh summore and make me look like an idiot. AND NOT SAY SORRY.

I'LL SIMPLY CONCLUDE THAT I HATE YOU!
AND WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU ANYMORE.
cos ur being an f bitch.
and i don't like you no more.
and will not entertain anymore of ur annoying comments aimed at insulting me.
dont be a bitch just because i wont tell pple you are.




unless you do all of the above.













and then i might just cry.







you almost did.
the smudging was just added on by a bastard.





do you want me to treat you with the same respect you are showing me?







I'm sorry..it appears im in a bad mood.
and i get annoyed easily see....
but tell me? why is that its just you
thats seems to bother the hell outta me.

and just me.

oh so maybe its just me.
or maybe its because i feel ur a double headed snake.

or maybe its just me! oooooooooooooooooh
how delightful.

or maybe you have split personality due to stress..poorthing...
or maybe my emotions are now whack due to stress...poor me..

oh! my..im not well am i.
this is not like me...

or am i really me?
Oh goodie!



if you dont like me just go away.
dont treat me like that.







but due to me..being like me.
i'll still love you the same tml.
perhaps in the earlier part of the day when you have not started any of ur hurtfulness again.







but i can only take so much.

Hur Hur.
9:41 PM

its damn good.
you make me wanna learn to paint.
After A's that is.

sorry for taking so long audrey.


Paramore - Pressure

Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again

Cause I fear I might break
and I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lie awake feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Now that I'm losing hope
And there's nothing else to show
For all of the days that we spent
Carried away from home

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Without you

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you

Feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
You're better off without me



Pressure=Force/Area =)

Pls dun say thats wrong ahha















dun say i dun feel it.
i just dun show it.

:)

Hur Hur.
12:43 AM