WEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I FRIGGIN CRIED COS I CANNOT PUT IN MY EARRING AND IT HURTS!
FUCK.
AND I STILL CANT GET IT IN EVEN THO I HAD SO MUCH HOPE AND WAS SO DETERMINED TOOOO

THIS SUCKS! I AM A FAILURE!
I CANT GET IT IN AND IM FRIGGIN CRYING IM A LOSER
MY EAR IS GG TO FRIGGIN FALL OFF DUE TO INFECTION NOW
AND IM SO TIRED
AND MY PARENTS DONT CARE SHIT THAT MY EAR IS BLEEDING AND HAS WATER COMING OUT AND IS PAINFUL AND RED AND THEY DONT BOTHER TO HELP ME
COS THEY ARE MORE INTERESTED IN THE FRIGGIN KOREAN SHOW..

WHICH THEY CAN PAUSE! FOR A MATTER OF FACT! COS ITS ON THEIR FRIGGIN LAPTOP!

WTF IM SO ANGRY!

DADDY EVEN SHOUT AT ME! WTF IS UR PROBLEM!
INHUMAN!


IM SO ANGRY AT HIM..
I DONT WANT TO SPEAK TO HIM TML..
IM GG TO GO TO J8 TML..
WITH FRIGGIN FBTS AND A SHIRT AND BUY A DAMN EX EARING
AND I DUNNO MAKE THEM PAY FOR IT..
OMG ITS LIKE I WANT REVENGE COS IM JUST SO ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED AND ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
THEY DONT CARE BOUT ME! SO I SHOULD JUST GO PIERCE ONE MORE HOLE.

Hur Hur.
12:12 AM

I don't see the effort.
do you.
no.
end of story.

Hur Hur.
12:11 AM

im getting really annoyed...
everybody so busy dont put all these gigs 1st
put other stuff 1st (impt ones i understand)
even normal set day for the band oso cannot...

why are we even doing such a big gig if we cant prac
why do you even wanna go for a gig and dont go prac might as well pull out and we get a sessionist.....
so much easier..

in normal cases people would just take a break..

maybe thats why i decided to finally go on a hol with my parents.
kinda feel like giving up...


if we not ready for aug 16 then we sure aint ready for 24 lah
WTF.




hey its just my view...
im being insensitive and i just dont care...
but it just seems like the rest is like that too.

fuck lah.
i feel like quitting if this goes on for ever gig.

Hur Hur.
11:57 PM

getting really pissed off...
why do u need to reason everything that is there and not there...
if its like that its like that
life sucks.

Hur Hur.
11:38 PM