Surprise!!!!!!!!!
=(

Hur Hur.
1:52 PM

harro. ahah
ok so about the last problem.
HAHAHHAA
its still there.
so annoying huh.
but i decided not to care.
and just be a good catholic in areas where i know i can.
HHAHAHAHAHAHA


so simple huh.
geeeze i can slap myself.
but theres stil one more thing... hmmm ugh nvm. annoying man me.


i think im a super emo kid HAHHA
like. when my lappy was taken away from me i wanted to wallow in bed for an entire week.
HAHAHHA i damn cute pls. HAHAHAHA in the end fails. lappy came back. HAHA





you know if i were to be a sec 3 again.
i'd be the ones they notify the facils as.
hard to handle. or very loud or something.
and everyone will be..oh shitt i kenah that one. =.=
HAHHAHAA

I still feel my priest is trying very hard to accept me as a youth in one of the communities, one who people are to look up to.
my dressing my loudness my overhappiness (which makes me not seem serious)
nvm lah heck lah. not gg to change my personality for anything anyone.

last time i was damn quiet leh.
like sit one corner by myself one ahha

yar anyway it feels like in council again how my principle doesnt like me.
but ur peers like you.

and my friend was quite upset with me cos i looked so playful and keep laughing
and dont look serious. but i do my work ok. you know how much i get done.. =(
and then he saw how hardworking i am in council HAHA so later he was nicer to me. HAHA
KICK UR ASS HOHOHOHOHO




ok i dunno whats my point. haha
im not sad today...
=D

Hur Hur.
12:36 PM

hello blog
i am very sad and confused. because....
well ive done some thhinking about all my beating around the bush
and i finally understood myself somehow in someway.




as to what i want in life.
there is no compromise.
2 worlds. they clash
they clash depending on the degree of involvment
and i want both.
and its botha good thing.
but not together.

sucks.
like mid life crisis. HAHAHAH
but not what am i doing in life.
more like...what i want in life but cannot get
because its not possible.



denise is spoilt that way
she must have what she wants.
im the only one who can give me what i want
self sufficient that way.



you see how im thinking bloody asshole.
God is the one providing for me i mean.

but denise is also a very determined girl.
and does not ask for stupid things she know she cant acheieve
and works hard for what she wants.

Hur Hur.
1:04 PM

HELLO STUPID SECRET BLOG WHICH I KNOW PEOPLE READ!
BUT DUNNO WHAT PEOPLE.
DONT REALLY CARE.

HAHAA

anyway im damn screwed up! HAHAHAHHAHA
never thought this would happen...again? HAHAHA
CHEEBYEEE hhaha

ANYWAY im glad my friend is in the same shit as me. HAHAHA
MAKES IT MORE WRONG BUT SO MUCH MORE COMFORTING AHHAA

why am i laughing after every sentence? HAHAHAHA

eew damn gross.
i just vomited slightly.
im sick.
=(

yarh anyway confirmation camp for sec3s is coming up in 2 weeks.
WHICH IS SO NOT HELPING THE PROBLEM
AHAHAHAA
YOUNG CHILDREN SHOULD NOT TALK TO ME.

because.
im too open for my church i feel.
too vulgar
too violent
i laugh about the wrong things
i promote wrong shit.
and im to loud.


only thing that's right with me is i dont promote smoking or drugs. HAHA
OR ANY VOODOO SHIT.
haha oh i dont promote sex oso! HAHAHAHAHHAHA eeeeeeeeee!!!
hhahah

but i do not condemn those who do or judge.
is that good or bad?




SERIOUSLY. IM TOO LOUDDDDD!!!!!!!
TOO LOUD FOR MY JC
TOO LOUD FOR MY CHURCH
like there is some level of loudness that i cannot cross HHAA

BUT IM NOT TOO LOUD FOR LASALLE YET!!! HAHAHAH
anyway you know what
im so much more quieter now.
and so much more bimbo-er.
seriously.
i think it could be the thinner.


but im too soft for my home. HAHA
i dont even talk much at home haha



actually who can be too loud for lasalle.
its like a "must" to stand out. AHHAH stand out to fit in. HAHAH
oh the irony!!! but i like itt.
thats why i lurveeeeeeeeeee my new sch. HAHAH

dont even have much bitchyness HAHA
WHICH IS AMAZING!!!!
AND THE TEACHERS ARE AS COOL AND AS LOUD.

OH I LOVE MY SCH. =)
FUCKING COOL.
just never let me cut myself or take drugs. ahha
you knoww wthe stereotype.


im super beating around the bush lah
my problem is......
why im so screwed up. isss


HAHAHAHAH DON'T TELL YOU!
ONLY 1 FRIEND KNOWS.
oh gosh.


dont know why im so happy.
i should be damn sad. =(
because because.. it feels like there is a curse. heheh heh.
=(


catch no balls?
good.
eat some fish balls.

Hur Hur.
5:01 PM