ok i wont say sorry for being emo here..cos this is emo blog..if u dont like it please proceed to..

http://nisegoeshurhur.livejournal.com

for my everyday life..if u really bother haha


ok so im really starting to like work now...because of the friends...yes just for the friends ahha
like i really like them alot..like one family u know..and im so happy to work cos they so fun.. ahha
so quitting will be hard..unless all leave then i die lor.. haha

=(


1 quit already. =(
soon another and another and then.. =( =( =(

good luck for olvls ahha

Hur Hur.
12:27 AM

im so sad i feel like crying..i dunno why..im an emo kid..
when i dont work i feel so lonely at home i want to cry
when i work im so tired and i come home to a lonely house and i want to cry..
when im at work i feel ok and like not so tired and alright..cos ive got new friends..but when they are busy and we cant talk on the job it sucks..
when im at home i just feeel horriblee..or the journey home..cos nobodytalk to me..i have no siblings and my parents arent home..and a scary show is on but i dont really care or feel frightened..

and im starting to eat icecream after i reach home cos im hungry and sad..and this makes me more sad..means..im gg to grow fatter haha

and i dun think my superviser likes me much..
and i think im under paid..ok we all are..

and considering this is my 1st actual sales job it sucks cos i already feel like quitting..
cos its taking me away from my friends and pimpmyshoe and churchwork and i need to draw portfolios oso omg..

i really feel like quitting...
but then i wanna work somewhere else..is the same problem gg to arise again.


i think im spoilt...omg..say it isnt so!
dieeeeeeee




i should be my own boss..

what saddens me..is im too tired to read my bible at night..
and i so dont care which size fits them best of what not.

i think im so selfish and so immature and a horrible horrible stupid girl that does not know how to ..



u see i don't know..




what i do know..i just love to hang out with friends..
im just glad my new friends are..really nice..



God..please help me to grow up...
i used to be able to smile at anything and even when im feeling horrible..
maybe its cos i grew up..

maybe i should just go to neverland.....
aahahaahahaha


so dumb denise..

Hur Hur.
12:27 AM