hello lets talk about something random..

today i made ice cream...din really know how to make tho..
i mixed milk and caramel..then froze it in ice with salt! yeah...
tasted good even though it turned out icy instead of creamy...
i saw ice crystals in it...they were sharp and pokey...because the particles are in a orderly fixed position! cool


today...
at night...when i went hm frm tuition in my neighborhood..
i was listening to my mp3....there was this song that like when u hear the end of a movie with a ending like u accomlished something..and the person jumps for joy in the sunlight on a hill and the screen freezes and then the credits go on...well
it was the ending of the song and for some reason...for fun...I JUMPED ! just like the ending...tho is anyone saw me do that they would think i'm wack! well hope no one did...but it was stupid actually.. i was nothing close to like jumping and freezing in the air and no credits started to roll behind me so yar it was stupid...my jump was like 1sec...dumb..there wasnt even a sun behind me...it was night...hahaa...

random random...
boing..
had conference on msn with LOgers..there was like 20 pple haha maybe 15... cool..


i think i have the gift of exhortation...! hehe...i now i think i know too much...too much...but i'm not saying i dun like knowing too much haha

Hur Hur.
12:05 AM

harlow everybody! i learnt MahJong today! from Peijin and Yilin...but mostly Peijin hahaha....ahhhhhhhhhhhh i din even win ...always give PJ the winning tile! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh i think i'm addicted.....must play mahjong...shuld convince my dad to buy a set.....my whole family can play ya noe...and no one bothered to teach me...oh wow...



ahhhhh i dun like hm work..havent done anything but 1 qs of ss...bahhh....anyone wanna lend me copy haha....lazyness overwhelming me....

be having weird dreams lately....i dreamt there was an earthquake...but i think it was real it was actually just a tremor...i was on my bad and opened my eyes as i felt my whole bed shaking and i thought! Cool! S'pore can feel tremor and i went back to sleep...but so far no news of earth quake..but in swear it was soo real..well then theres only one other reason for it...there was a poltergeist hahhahaa....interesting

i realised...i never have happy dreams....most or all involve ghosts...possesed people and strangely i exorcise them...hhhmmmm...freaky....or else i just dream of people i know dying.my mom and dad says if u dream sumone die they will have long life haha..hahha am i scaring you...and i'm always the one trying to save them. and alos many people or ghosts like chasing me following in the dark corners..... well there was only one time where i dreamt of sumthing non demonic...joey tribianni was in it hhaha....and strangely i remember all my dreams...and thery're all in color..i've never had a black and white dream...


and strangely enough...these dreams all take place in like ...ermm...my own country..which has my hse my shoping center my neigbourhood...my swimming complex something like holland and stangely enough...again...i can take a bus or walk about in my dream to either place and the routes never like change...its like theres a serangoon way home or bedok way...and its always same...strangley..again...i've never dreamt of my church...but manytimes on my way to church...

i like my dreams though...i like my wild imagination....haha...but it could mean something...a nice sweet dream would be nice but i robably would'nt remember it...heh...but is this normal...hmnnn...well...i dunno...i'm asking u....

u know wad i'm lazy to blog...byee

Hur Hur.
6:44 PM

hello...yesterdays Legion farewell chalet was alright haha..but so little sec 4 n 5 came...bahh...
haha so we locked urselves in a room and started playing card games like tai tee..hahaha then we found out that dawn and mel wee were afraid of Dogs so funny...so when the dog came in they were all frantic and scereaming...hahaha then they all hopped on the bed..anfd the dog thought it was funny and followed them! hahaha and mel was screaming like crazy hahaa....

i ate so much...arrrrggghhh! but i like marsh mellows! the helted ones! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i wanna go out...i wanna go to the beach...i'm not allowed to go to beaches...hahaa my parents afraid i'll get hit by a tsunami haha...I WANNA GO OUT WITH MY FRENZ!!!!! but i'm kinda broke...

i left 10 bucks in my pants...which i think is currently in the wash....ooopss....i wonder where all my money goes...hmmnn


MY MUMMY DADDY IS COMING HOME TODAY! YAY after 3 days in KL...hehehe i've got new PCgame and PS@ game yay!!!!!wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

havent done any homework...anyone wanna share hahaa...i think i lost the hmwrk list....oh well..no worries haha

Hur Hur.
1:07 PM

hello!!!! i'm back from camp! yay!
Did u guys miss me!

yay hooray for all the pple who went for camp!

haha so fun! so wonderful!
miss it already!

I got stung by a bee or hornet or wasp...either one hahah! for the 1st time! So painful man! i was swearing! was like : F*** ! sorry! shit lah! sorry! F*** sorry! hahaa cannot swear in camp! muz say god bless! haha then my hand swell then summore nxt nxt day have to play guitar! i was like oh man...but i din care lah few mins later i went to lay guitar still..yay! still can play! haha

then so funny! after i was swearing i heard someone say..hey denise ur parents are here! and i was like huh! so conincidental! hahaha..the onli facil hus parents came hahaha wad for? hmmmnn dunno i guess they missed me! haha the everyday they oso came! *faints*...haha but they brought snacks each time!

yay i love my group! St GERARD! yeah! at 1st no one open up..but on the last day can see like all of them smiling and they really more open lah...even all the hard core dun like to speak wan oso..yay was so happy i could help!

played guitar! wheeee

i supported behind the pple during praying over session! shawn rested in the spirit...at 1st i felt why no nothing happen when we pray but then came shawn!...but now i realise...its not how hard u pray over them..its wheter they are willing to open fully to God! so happy for all of them seriously...

on the 2nd day i Din sleeep!
on the 1st day at night facils had a meeting uptill 2am~! wah pianh wanted to faint
2nd day was shorter but most logers din sleep..we had to write warm fuzzies! wrote till around 4 am....but then thought...why sleep when we had to wake up in 2 hrs time? haha so we stayed awake...none of us was quite sane actually...hahaha too tired..and there was also mass diarrehoea ...food poisoning..mine very mild though...

MY SHAMPOO BURST and spilled all over inside my bag! ahhhh....

i miss camp! i miss my group! i miss my church peeps! ahhhhh!
dun worry i missed my sch frens too!

was such a great experience...so so wonderful! yeah...


oh yeah how could i forget! the last mass! so damn funny sia!i sat 2nd row ...in front of me some loggers we all din sleep so guess wad...al ready during the 1st reading...Tim swee head plopped! ahaha...then me too a few time sbut he evey 3 sec can sleep after u wake him..haha then got one part....1st tim swee head plop...then 1 sec late tim soo..then i saw oliver oso..then saw miguel oso then behind melvin oso....and infront next to the band...adam oso! ahhaa i couldn't sleep already laugh so much hahaaha....alll never sleep...hhaha

Hur Hur.
3:54 PM

been reading pples blogs about how sunday went...then i asked myself...about my faith..

To me this week has been such a wonderful experience...and yet so fulfilling at the same time...being with the pple i love playing my guitar for God...Praising and worshiping God..praying...reflecting...listening to others...praying for others...pple at school would wonder..is this really denise?

Well i guess....but i seriously don't know how long this side of me will last...i want it to..but...
i question myself..am i ready for this camp..at 1st i wanted to go cos everyone was going..now i want to go cos..i feel so much closer to God..and thats where i always want to be...

But i'm also scared...am i worthy enough?...i sin all the time...heh...but i try not to..but its been so hard these few days...must be the devil..serious..no joke.

these 2 week...once i almost wanted to beat the crap outta someone..luckily i stopped..halfway....cos i saw security guard..heh.. but its not me to be violent..it was just that instant..i did not know what had gotten over me..i just wanted to make the person feel real sorry... but by violence? u guys should know me..

then theres this tention at home..suddenly my parents feel that they have to use new methods on me..like studying more and more everyday for at least 2 hrs..then today it became 6 hrs..omg.. somebody help me..somebody tell me im not the only one with parents who suddenly became like that..i feel all caged up..then when i complian...they threaten me...they already said they'd confiscate my guitar after the camp..MY GUITAR!...sobs..cos i din study much for 2 days...arggghhhh!..i had a headache..and i wasn;t even on the comp..i was sleeping cos my head was whirling!..

then they said me Comp and my mp3 would be nxt..and most recently if i did not study for 6 hrs today i would be barred from the camp...no matter who cares..and i cant let that happen...shes done this many times b4..threatening me about the camp..why can;t they understand that it means so much to me...after not allowing then suddenly allowing last min..then not letting me go for workshops cos they wanted me to saty and home and do what? nothing~!

my family may be christ centered..but sometimes i think its just for show..

I ask God..why can't they understand me..and how i need to go for this camp..i really want to do hi will..i want to help others..it makes me feel er..fulfilled and worth living for..

i need to pray more and search myself more...must be the devil overworking on me... heh. i'm scared that i would be taking all this burden with me to the camp..how can i help others if i can't help myself 1st..sometimes....
nah....

i don't sound like myself...but i guess it is..behind all the bubblyness and smiles...

Hur Hur.
11:01 AM

HELLO!!!!!! Ni hao mah!

wo hao!

haha today had facilitators workshop! SOOOOOOOO LONG...from 10.30 to 4.30!
yar at some pt needed to pee badly haha.... we ordered 50 packets of chicken rice for lunch! they though us how to do touch time and healing and stuff hahah so exciting...yet scary.....

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i like my new group!! hahaa grp 1! hope the sec 3s will be kind haha...hafta do touch time instead of ICs cos both are guys...haha now we don't want anything to happen now do we.....hhaha

YiPEEeeeee! haha eh i realised...i never use the word Yipeeee! haha ok

today we taught them the put ur hand in the hand of the man...song hahaha sooo funny! yesterday during musicians and animators practice we were trying to make up actions for it ! HAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAH SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUN!!! And weird hahaha...most of the times we broke down half way cos we felt so dumb ahahhahaah ! FUN! haha

i wanna learn this" (chinese accent) You look like good man! I give u 34.50! 50 cents is alot! if u go somewhere else and get 50 cents off u can go to 1 dollar shop and buy something! .....be a man! do the right thing!..." haha something like that....the guys did that together in the same accent hahah so Hilarious! ....YAY I WANNA LEARN HAHAA.....its from the stand up comedian...i heard its 40 mins long...eh...hhaha too long..haha ok..


YAY I CAN"T WAIT FOT THE CAMP! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! i need to go confession b4 the camp...hmmnn shall grab jeslynn...hehe


BUAI BUAI!!!! WHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHQAHAHAHAHAH......

Hur Hur.
9:29 PM