I hate people telling me things again and again that i already know...its my own problem..not urs.. so leave it to me..

i hate it esp when my mum comes to tell me something like this in the middle of the night after i slept fro just 3 hrs just to tell me 1 sentence...

wth..

sleep is impt to me hhaa

Hur Hur.
6:05 PM

If thats the case then everyone shoud just go and die.
we all hate our lives anyway.
that would leave 1% of the earths population remaining.

then like why wait for something to happen when we can just cut out wrists of jump off a building. The faster the better right. Since we just don't like our lives right now might as well end it. When something happens that makes life seem crap just end it already. Solves everything for the individual right.

but then it creates problems for others who now feels the lost of a loved one has made their life crap. so i guess they should just go die too. then at this rate everyone in the world will die eventually even the 1%.

Saying I want to die is the same as saying I don't mind dying.
The only thing is. When.

I dont think that the korean hostages had that thought in their mind. "i dont mind dying right now..since my life is like shit. might as well end it" they'd be thinking of their future or others. Not about themsleves. I believe so. In fact they'd be too scared to think. or even think which way is least painful to die. A stab in the back? a shot through the head? pounding your head on the wall until is smashes?
If they dont mind dying there..then what for save them. they dont want help.

what for keep a friend safe from crossing a road or from falling down the stairs or helping ur drunk friends home safely if they think that way.

what for waste oxygen on them if they dont treasure their lives.


Ok so cathechism has told me that if you commit suicide you go to hell cos ur killing urself the one and most precious thing God has given you..your life.

go kill urself if u think ur a demerit good that causes alot of negative externalities destroying stuff and hurting people.. then you should be banned from us ..yes then go die.

like the evil vilian when he gets killed people rejoice..if someone kills themself because the feel their life is like shit when actually more people out there are having shittier lives people say.. dumbass..wth..who cares. or feel pity on them.

well unless ur parents died you have no home you do drugs drink killed your friend backs stabbed many owed people alot of money hit an old lady flashed people set a building on fire. then yes please go kill yourself.

now say i dont mind dying now.
are u sure.
unless u are damn ugly then maybe u are.
or the above eg.

sure say i dont mind ending the special gift of life that i have that awaits countless potential and possibilities cos its not going perfectly like i imagined it to be. so you dont mind not knowing what could have happened in the future of if u made a million bucks.

why dont we just go and think of dying after our 1st boo boo as a baby cos im sure we didnt want that to happen. we should have just crawled outta the cot into the window and jump or crawl from the pram onto the road or something right. makes alot of sense.


what about those who care. you want them to go die too?

Hur Hur.
12:59 AM

ok so like i told jes i blog at least every alternate day now...i guess it doesnt show on this blog ahhaha

but ive been blogging! haha really! alot! but on my pimp my shoe blog hahah
i didnt wanna put the link here cos its not really ready and its super super ugly with no links..yes i hate lj..

well no harm..see how...simple it is... http://pimpmyshoe.livejournal.com

uhuh..
well it hasnt really started yet ...but ive got orders! wooots thanks joce! ahhaa
and nana you take so long to buy ur shoe ahhahaha


anyway ive found really cheap shoes.. wanna know more just click on my pimpmyshoe blog...well i think im gonna change it to blogger soon.. ahah made the web address aready =)

but i dont think i'll be taking any more orders in the meantime...except perhaps cj pple..cos its easier to pass to.. or maybe church people.


so ive got 2 shoe orders..and 2 new shoes that i want pimped for my self ahhaa

=)

lifes good. its a study break..

Hur Hur.
10:13 PM

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
MY BLOG IS DYING! HAHAHHAHAHAA

TML IS CLB THEN PHYSICS AGAIN SO NO NEED STUDY
SAY HELLO TO LING! WE ARE AT MACS! USING THE INTERNET! WHAHAAHAA


LING SAY SOMETHING!


nise should start studying and stop singing/hurhuring/maplestorying/huskying/twitching
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeee

HARLOW! you type soooo FAST! and i never sing so much and i never even maplestory nor huskying? but i got twitch alot and study ALOT!

UHM YES...

YES

YES
STOP LYING.
EVERYONE KNOWS THE TRUTH, STOP TRYING TO COVER IT UP. WHO SLEPT AT MACS FOR FOUR HOURS YTD!

technically it was only 2 cos i woke up every 5 secs after my head plop\ down..
and she keep erasing my words! i cannot tell the truth! hahahhahahahahahahhaa

Hur Hur.
4:44 PM

another awesome band...

BEDLIGHT FOR BLUE EYES!
THEY CHANGED LEAD THO =( BUT THE NEW LEAD IS GOOOD!!



ITS SUCH A DENISE WILL GO CRAZY OVER BAND. LIKE MAYDAY PARADE!!! NOT THE STUPID CHINESE ONE. DO NOT INSULT ME HAHA

BUT BEDLIGHT'S OLD VOCALIST THE VOICE DAMN SMOOTH DAMN NICE ALSO...


and look its mayday parade with three cheers for five years!



and hes wearing bedlight's tee! ahhaha they are friends!
i like them. =) ALOT! HAHA

Hur Hur.
12:55 AM

hahaha friendster said

"Today, just pick the path of least resistance and wait for everyone to join you."

path of least resistance... hmmm SLACKING INSTEAD OF MUGGING...

wait for everyone to join u...sounds quite plausible...really hahaha

Hur Hur.
12:18 AM

omg can u say its freaking cool ahahaa
guitar..with rnb...with awesome vocals
wth.
im jealous...
i dont even have time to TRY it.
and know that i'd suck.
hahaha

Hur Hur.
11:55 PM

my dad just got a personal invitation from God to go to this st vincent de paul event ahhaha i think its a rally.

damn cute lah.

one feather on the windscreen that was stuck and appeared suddenly.
one feather on the whole back page of the newspaper in the toilet. same feather. same position. same angle.
hahaha

makes me feel God is there..but im not the one of importance at this moment. cos i have been neglecting him alot. like alot.

Hur Hur.
8:29 PM

u know..... like there is a big big band competition thats prestigious...and
i like dont have a band...
like wehhhh
so sad.

and like ive been studying everyday alot...compared to the rest of my life...but i still feel like i'm gonna fail prelims...

its the same feeling as midyears..its like the harder i study the worst marks i get.. :(


i have this feeling when i study..that feeling is...stoooopidnes...
and then forgetfulness...
and then...(gah? goo gah bahhh?)
brain mush..
and then...im hungry!
im sleepy!
im annoyed!
urge to disturb pple around me
kenah annoyed..
go back to study..
become more anoyed..
repeat.
then go eat. happy!
then study...dun feel like studying...

and then i feel like playing maple story..
i feel like drawing..
then i should study!
sudden guilt makes nise study not bad...
then repeats itself...

Hur Hur.
12:03 AM

Hello Ling! :)

so i CAN draw faces at last! hahahaha this is my first 2 proper humans! ahhaha yay!

haha and i learnt how to draw faces from....A TATOOO SHOW!
I DONT MIND TO BE A TATOOO ARTIST!!!! COS ITS SO FUN! HAHAHA
AND U DUN LIKE TOO BAD! ITS PERMANENT! HAHAHA
BUT I UDN LIKE TO HURT PEOPLE!!!! =( HAHA OH WELL SHOULD LEARN TO ADD COLOUR!!! YAY!

Hur Hur.
11:59 PM

look what i found on youtube!
deborah and atee singing arms of an angel by sarah mclauchlan
=)




she sing very nice...damn unexpected.
its those kind of clean and clear voice thats sweet too with that american slang ahhaha plus harmonised with atee. wahh damn nice..

her friends said they discoved she could sing only 2 weeks ago ahha

to think we made friends over a stick of fishballs..
haha
i was talking to her friend eating fishballs.. she looked at it and said..i feel like eating fishballs ahha and i told her it was the last stick. hahaha

Hur Hur.
10:54 PM

i think this is seriously one of cj's best vids hahaha
i couldnt stop laughing...like seriously..just as much as hairspray! hahaha




AND HAIRSPRAY IS LOVE!!! AHHAHHAHAHHAHA



LIKE SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY GO WATCH IT! DAMN WORTH IT..I WANNA WATCH AGAIN!! AHHAHAHHAA
I LOVE IT~ HAHAHAHA THE TRACY DAMN CUTE AND THE MOM IS JOHN TRAVOLTA AND ZAC EFRON! HAHAHA



omg look at this i think he damn poorthing


its like the game where ur blindfolded but everybody keeps telling u to turn this way and that ahhahaha and he cant even look down!!! hahahahahah
but he still does look good! hahha
aiya...why i watch high school musical...make me brainwashed ahhaa

and i think zac efron looks abit like jeremy sumpter..the peter pan boy who all the girls became crazy after haha









wahhhh that reminds me teachers day highschool musical performance was disgusting..(shivers) haha










im having a bimbo day haha

Hur Hur.
9:47 PM

ok so my old friend like went off to honkong for dunno a few years came back went to poly and was crowed nyp's mr gorgeous. hah.

Hur Hur.
9:19 PM

Light but Deep


You lie there alone in your misery
The world around you seems to not care
That someone is waiting to be discovered
By the ones who never knew the hurt she shared

A whisper is heard it calls out your name
But then it disappears into the night
You reach out your hand to search for the man
And the darkness around you seemed slight

Chorus:
Hold on to that feeling
Close your eyes and let it lead
Bringing you to a place to sleep
Sleep from that harshness
And to wake up elsewhere
Where your feelings seem to flow
Light but deep.

It gets so tiresome sometimes
The pressures of life seem to strangle
The air is getting thinner
On a fine piece of thread we dangle

It forces you down to your knees
Your hands you place together and plead
For a love that will save you from the truth
That for so long has caused you to bleed

Hur Hur.
11:27 AM

I so feel like writing a song today.
After hearing deb sing and talking to gareth. haha i wanna write a song. so i shall.

i slept at 5 plus..shit dead tired. man after catching hair spray which was an awesome highly entertaining movie i must say.
seriously. go watch it.

"GOOD MORNING BALTIMORE" AHHA THE GIRL IS TOO CUTE! HAHAH

so i slept at 5 plus and woke at 11 thinking i was late for school and it was monday ahha.
the house was lal dark. no one was home ahha



so since im fully charged now i shall write a song ahha
dunno about what
see how it flows.

sarah mclaclhan's angel is love.
deb sang it so sweetly.





went to learn the song haha
learnt face downt oo ahha

i should like make a denise playlist man..then u wanna hear what song let u choose haha
;)

Hur Hur.
1:13 AM