:(

Not black not white nor grey
but flickering between the three.
Not sure where to stay. Where is safe.
where has least guilt.
where has least disappointment.

Because you don't know what you want anymore.

Hur Hur.
4:14 AM

FARKING CB!

I TYPE SO MUCH THEN DISAPPEAR!
SO BLOODY ANGRY


TO SUM IT UP.

I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE WHO I DETEST
TO THE MAX. TO THE MAX THAT WINS EVERY ANNOYING PERSON ON EARTH.


I FARKING HATE YOU.
YOU HAVE NO BRAIN
YOU MAKE ME SO ANGRY
THE WAY YOU TALK AND SOUND WILL MAKE MY EAR DRUMS BURST AND I FEEL LIKE FOAMING AT MOUTH AND LIKE GO INTO FITS OR SOMETHING


IF YOU KNOW ME
I ALWAYS GIVE THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT TO
EVERYONE!!! SERIOUSLY!

EVERYONE.
BUT YOU ARE NOT HUMAN.
YOU ARE FUCKING DUMB. SHIT.
NO BRAIN.
WASTE THE AIR.
CB.



GOD!!!
WHY DID U MAKE SUCH A PERSON!.



IF YOU ARE READING THIS AND KNOW WHO DON'T LAUGH.
IM REALLY UNHAPPY.



UGH.
WILL THAT PERSON SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!
AND THINK.
THINK
THINK.


JUST BLOODY THINK!!!
JUST ABIT OSO CAN!.
SAY SOMETHING HUMAN







calm down.

ok you know...how i like to observe people.
figure out how they think... their behaviour...
why do they behave like that.

well you know. I think ive done enough observing.
my eyes are burning now. thankew.. cos observe too much lah.
sore eye only.

and its the little things..that make you realise.
that person is really sick.


pride being no.1
to the max. max max. max. theres an issue.





and im tried of being the good catholic.
being nice to forgive and forget.
cos i keep doingit over and over again
and
i fucking dont care.
mayve i should just say
i fucking hate you to the idiot.

and you can say all you want about me.
or my judgement is not fair.
or i myself am not a good person.



i am being the ultimate angel trying to be the good person so many times
that what ever the idiot says will only prove to everyone else that what i say is true.





i think you
should ..

ok you know what.
can't fix you.
dont want to go near even.

hopeless case.


be honoured.
one whole post for you. eugh.
because i only dislike 3 people in the entire world.
and it takes alot.

and you win the other 2 hands down.
great success...even i never thought it possible.






dislike you so much
if you died tml
from a murder or a car crash or something.
i wouldnt shed a tear. i'd think...karma.

if suicide...
i'd think.
wah...you mean now only then wake up?!













ugly side of denise.
very anger driven.
people forgive me.
but know that


i want to break your head.
so it will fucking shut up.

Hur Hur.
11:39 PM

there are a few types of people I am afraid of.

1. very big sized guys...(intentionally buff or just height and mass)
they just frighten me ok...and normally they smell..

2. the very determined. they are young(but look mature) they are cool they are successful and they look dao and everyone wants to know them (thus they are cool)
(because im not HAHAA. failure. they win)

3. People who look at me disappointedly...

4. people who i cannot read. who i cannot understand.



why must people change? =(


but i know i have. Not in a good way.

Hur Hur.
8:49 PM

sigh.

some people just really seem to be able to disappoint me in every and maybe even any single possible way.


=(

Hope someone's lucky then.

Hur Hur.
7:46 PM

omg im so emo suddenly.
ha ha ha laugh at me.
cos i don't know why.

its like. i lost my drive in life.
nothing excites me.

bye

Hur Hur.
1:56 AM