Friday, April 29, 2005
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went to study today...well juz abit..realised my amaths totally sux i felt stupid. been sleeping..needed help. now i understand!!! yay i feel smarter...thak you
made new frenz haha...i think im a shy person actually hahha..
funny pple
Jn and peijin ate choco that i dropped on the floor accidentally..yiwen got blamed..i flet bad. sorry.. shouldn't have put it there.
found another girl thats crazy over orange! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
yiwen is actually nice...hung out with her...like the old times...fun..
then we saw something that upset us...but not really me...i was blur...then i realised....i was like oh..oh how? did she read it? they were pissed...oh well she was pissed...tried to talk to her...i think i made it worse but got they poin't across..tried to sound neutral...i think i failed... i just don;t like pple to say its not their fault...now i know how the sec 5s felt i siad it wasn't mine..
to me sure it wasn;t my fault...but i still could have like realised i shuld have like noticed...we all are on our own side..but just think, think hard..i dunno haha not thinking hard enough.,..well u know what i mean...
pple assume...all we can do is not show a hint to let them..well i guess thats what went wrong..nvm i say...pple make mistakes learn form them...Nvm? u say...how can...sorry...i guess its not that easy...but its not that easy to what? prove that ur right? or prove them wrong? i think we shuld prove that everones wrong...or is it nobody's wrong or everyone has a share in the blame...i don;t know how but nobody said it was easy...coldplay...hhaa so random..sorry for what ever i've done today..though im not clear what...or am i just trying to decieve myself...all i can do is say sry..and dun say sry dun cure...its not to cure u...but i guess our guilt..hmmnn...or i shuld juz say...ok lar i buy u drink..but it hurts when pple say sry no cure..why dun u say sry and i say its no cure..how would that feel..stupid..cos..sorry seems to be the hardest word...elton john...haha ok im getting lame..
let me tell u some not serious random redundant stuff to lighten the mood.. i wrote a letter for yiwen becos she asked me to and she was sitting right infront of me..so lame rite ok so this is what i wrote...
heloooooooo..how r u..im writing this 2 u becos u asked me to but u are just sitting opp of me.so lame rite..so i shall just play along...suddenly...poof! oh! yiwen disappered and is not sitting opp of me anymore! wow! ok so here goes i shall tell u some random redundant stuff. i like to sleeo in class, so does my partenr.eh u never teach me social studies...i hope i dun sleep...redundant,,,,...yesterday i ate half a pineapple for dinner....yummy but redundant,,,....soon my tongue got sore becos of its acidic content...so i drank milk(alkaline) and u are like giving me so little space to write and u are kicking my leg now. bye.
hha yar im lame...and actually later i found out it waas jn that was kicking my leg. haha
nitez....its 12 midnite..
Hur Hur.
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