im feeling quite erm...how to say...er..introverted these few days in school..yeah...never really bothered to laugh or smile much..or rather i just smile less and talk less..hmmn...feeling sad? dunno. but in church will laugh wan..very nice pple they all..played trickes on them ..so many victims...

i save my friends life yesterday...she wanted to play tarot cards. she was curious. i said no. she wouldnt promise me. i said who knows what could happen to u after ward. u might juz die or something. later she almost got hit by a car. i pulled her back. but we were crossing with a crowd when the man was not green. she was blur. the car came sppeding. i looked left. stopped. pulled her back. i horned and sped past infront of us. i wasnt scared. not one bit. she became paranoid. talking about what i said b4. about dying. its a sign i said. she kept mumbling about so close or something. i felt. indifferent? is that the word?. she was still shocked. dont think shes gonna try tarot cards now. thank goodness. it took a near death experience to wake her up.. terrible girl.lucky denise was there. hehe.

yesterday
was wondering if i'd sacrifice my life for god..hmmnn..a martyr. i don't mind. its scary. i'm getting scared.why am i thinking of this. hmmn...but really i dont mind..
was thinking about sister faustina and how God called her to be a nun. i was wondering whether i would follow what she did if i was put in that situation. told my parents. dad got worried. mom said fine. today is vocation sunday summore. weird. but one things for sure. im not gonna be a nun. FULLSTOP. eugh.

Hur Hur.
5:18 PM