Friday, May 27, 2005
Go Away!
I'm a rude girl...especially to my mum...especially today...especially cos she wun shut up...she says i cant be contented with my marks...she says dun compare...she says i shuldn't be happy or my marks wun improve...FINE SO I"LL BE SAD AND MISERABLE!she juz dosen't know when to stop! Shut up! she juz goes on and on and doesn't listen to me...COS SHE"S STILL TALKING AND CANT HERE ME! aAAARRGGHHH!i wun say i hate her...i juz STRONGLY DISLIKE HER NOW...hope it doesn't last...she doesn't think i can do it...she made me decide to go to poly cos she says i wun make it in JC! arn't mothers supposed to be encouraging and let us make our own decision as to what kind of pple we are! Now the sight of her just irks me... wen i look at her..i stare in anger...when she talks to me i cant help but raise my voice cover my ears and shun her away saying Stop it lah Go away can! and everytime she walks near me i feel irked too and shrug away....then she compares me with others when she herself says dun compare! wad wrong with u...i class position improved...why cant she see i just want to be happy...just for abit! just for a second! and she juz has to say! why are u so complacent! HAVEN"T U HEARD OF CONSOLING URSELF!!!! ARGGHH! Its because of her why i have to console myself! WhY!!!!!!Now she is the reason why i'm gonna do well for my O's i wanna prove her wrong! but she'd probably think its her way of depriving me that has made my grades improve..oh how thick can she get....GET AWAY!i know i'm rude...but u dun even believe in me...just go away...leave me alone
Hur Hur.
9:45 PM