i know this might be / is getting quite irritating...but...arrrrggggghhhh! what the hell is wrong with my reading!!! i don't get it! i did not read any wrong words or slur or anything...the most i did was read a little too fast...and why did i get a 7! a big fat ugly 7 for reading! everyone got higher than me for that! ahhh the before lady gave me an 11! how did that become a 7! did the teacher not like me or something! wahhh! and worst of all they did not give me any comments! nothing! zip zilch zero! so how am i suppose to know! even ms pilo doesnt know! no body knows why! except mr ng! ahhh " Whats your problem!"ok denise calm down...well the picture and conversation was not bad.... But i don't want 7! the last time i got a 33 overall and i already had a bad dream..,let me recap for those who don;t know about it...


it started after i had my trial orals...a week b4 the prelim one...

ok so there was me and the invigilator mr Ng again...sitting there... i started to read...perfect...then suddenly..my classmates came and started to talk really loudly and some even sat on the table i was using... the teacher couldn't hear me, neither could i. i panicked.. why...i shouted, shut up! i couldnt even hear...no one could..the noise became so bad that the teacher gave up and walked away in frustration and disappointment...in me...why? he didn;t even seem to see my classmates... i saw a girl walk pass crying..and suddenly there was ms pilo! (my english teacher) she shook her head sadly in disappointment as she looked at me...then i saw my clique of friends..and suddleny i broke down and cried..because how disappointed i was in myself... i just kept on crying and crying...and guess what! i woke up crying....quite bad actually...i was awakened by my wails haha...dumb...

well i guess the dream was really a little like today... i just hope..and pray.. that it wont repeat again for olevels...its on fri..

Hur Hur.
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