not in the blogging mood...

all i can remember today is

Joan of arc the movie...woah..makes me reflect alot

being really distracted during mass

Daniel's Pet worksheet penmanship shirt

Jes's gay guy

My chrysanthamum tea

attempting to flood someones blog and threats with penguins

a cool penguin animation

pictionary of stupid stuff online

peguins...

more penguins...

a goldfish..

oh and i though my goldfish jumped out of the tank...totally freaked me out...imagine if i had to touch it...gross

Oh..suddenly i feel like blogging! hahaha..maybe cos online pictionary with jn yilin cher n pj has stopped hahaa

i was really distracted during mass lah...wanted to not take communion..but thats just weird if i don;t ...i feel that ive kinda lost a maybe i need to refuel my spiritulittle of that zeal for God...i don't know what to do..i've been talking to alot of people online...tell them..go pray..try to pray...how to pray...and how they should think bout this and that...its that what u want to do or what God wants u to do or even trying to bring people back to church...its kinda like draining me...its not easy to care or love so much...or even to try to... maybe i need....a break i guess..sometimes even when i talk to God or pray...i feel there's nothing much to say except the intercessions for the people who ive been talking to..it just seems so monotonous...maybe....

what should i do...i don't know...this feeling sux...i hate this...stupid stupid...why....i don't even feel like finishing the prayer book anymore...maybe if i stop coming online... haha...noooo...maybe i just need someone to talk to like how i talk to those pple online...how am i supposed to rest....or maybe thats not the word...this is the 1st time i cant explain what im feeling....it sux...i cant describe it...darn and i thought my english was good..haha


I just need my God...where did you go?
Where did I go? I'm lost...help me find you again....



Empower me oh Lord...
Nobody knows how weak i am
better than you

Jesus be strong in my weakness...
Empower me.


emo emo...elmo! now doesn't that break the tension...

Hur Hur.
10:05 PM