ALAMAK!

tml is my lit exam! and i just read finish the book..just today...and what i finished was...the summary!!!

help me!!

ahhh at least theres unseen...but i havent done an unseen b4!! and i havent done an othello b4!!
oh no i need all the luck i can get!

JUST NOW! I GOT BAD LUCK!!

a freako guy added me online...from dehli 25...eee weirdo.. the display pic oso ah...er....
he was like...u sure u dun remember me?...
no..not at all
u sure? u pulling my leg ah!
no. i pulling my hair..cos i really dunno u
awww dun pull ur hair..u have such lovely hair...

eeeeeek! go away u bozo!
ok well now hes blocked and deleted!! yay!

must delete my stupid hi5 account...which i have not been to in 4 years!!! he got my freaking email there! ahhhhhh

i still remember there was one guy even more freaky..wanted to meet me gimme birthday present.. diao...go to hell haha




anyway..besides that

TODAY I CHAIRED LEGION MEETING!!

and im rusty....gahhhhhhhhh!!!!
forgot the rosary parts and the frank duff part..and who knows what else!
but i was still fun!!
and im glad theres no more legion voting! happy happy me!! i really dun like to decide...cos im indecisive..duh! hahahha..

then we took several minutes to decide just to eat lunch! and where! haha...then hid Darren's shoes..he took forever to find it..and never even ask us haha..saw him checking in the dustbin!! hahha cos he thought his classmates did it! so william and i ..the masterminds! said we help him find them..and tada we found them! aha..one was behind the school model and one behind the piano ahha

then we went toapayoh and ate pastamania!!! we= Joan!! William! Darren! Aloy!! then Anne came!! yay! haha

then went to church to study! hahahah
was asked to sing for mass..eee no haha...i pang seh-ed anne haha

i love church ahaha

i forgot to go adoration room! so sad! ok tml go longer hahaha if can ahah
tml is curia!
then maybe novena!
adn stupid lit!

yeah...

then at night guess who i saw at macs!

MR YEO!!! AHHHHHHHH

hes from sfx too!! hahaha

he ask me where ive been today
i said..

went to school for legion! true!
went to study in church! true!
went for mass! true!
spend time with churchyouth group! true!

i am ur model student! hahahahahaha

MUST TELL ANNE LIM! WINK WINK! HAHA





ahhh cant wait for these days...

wednesday 28 june: end of exams!!

friday and sat 30th and 1st july: council bonding outing!!!

and 3RD JULY!!!: LEGION BONDING FELLOWSHIP FUN FUN DAY! AT EAST COAST GONNA POOL GONNA BOWL GONNA PLAY IN THE WATER AND ON THE BEACH! YEAH! FUN FUN! WITH MY BELOVED LEGIONARIES! YAY! I LOVE LEGION!

unknown day: pri 4/2 outing!! cos cherie's back!! I CANT REMEMBER ANYBODY ELSE AHHAHA

unknown day: prob end of the year..: LOG RETREAT!!! YEAH!!

let me rate my love haahah...er i know that sounds weird!
as in love for the fellow groups ahha in my life!

THE RED HOT BILLBOARD!

GOD IS ALWAYS 1ST! HEHE

1.LEAVEN OF GOD!!
2.LEGION OF MARY! aint that cool! u all went up 1 on the billboard! haha
3.32ND COUNCIL PEOPLE!
4.SFX PEOPLE!
5.THE SEVEN! ok this is sad..i hope they dont see this..this went down alot on the billboard..
6.1T26..this is also sad...better do something..
7.er the acts? i dont know much pple!! where is everybody!!!


hmmm i see many changes in my life yeah..

i dunno how to body with my fellow music department pple!! ohh noo!! we have 4 pple!! i dun think they will ever reach number 6...or 5 lah... sad...but hod cannot like that...booo ..well i can and with ameilia!!! yay!


and so i pray...

hah~ i always pray..its what keeps me sane ahha

no prayer is like no..water! no air! no GOD! that just cannot do!!


im confused...very confused...well not very..its quite clear..wait now ist kinda misty..i dont know!!! only one person in the entire world knows! besides me! beside my dear God! only 1! and its funny...i dont know her that well but i told her! haha

i just cant open up to the people i know...

sad..

the closer people get

or i get

i close up even more

im sorry log...

ur at the top of the billboard...

then theres my best friend..

i cant tell

dont want to

but maybe i'll tell one in log

i know who

but the time is not yet

and dont think

that i commited a grave sin

i smack u!

im trying out a sinless life

its hard

haha

but!

yeah where was i

oh yar the closer pple are the more i close up

just like how

i cant even tell my parents

how much i love God

how much he has touched me

i cant even lift up my hands to praise him

when theyre there

not even during mass

why

and so i pray

again

its hard

i think i need

a stranger

thats just weird

someone

who knows exactly

who

and what

im talking about

but does not

spill my secrets

to them

haha

wait..

THATS

MY GOD!

I love him!

but hes no stranger.

I like this blog

it listens to me

i listen to me

i realise

.

I guess i will never know

when i'll open up

my feelings

deep down haha

ok that haha was anti climax

the year is almost

over.



its the freaking midyears and i havent study finish! why does time fly so fast! arrggh!

ALOYSIUS! NOT LEGION ALOY CHURCH ALOY! SEE I MENTIONED U!! HAHA AND UR STUPID SONG IS GETTING ME ALL EMO!

I love emo! haha

this is the kinda songs..i want to write
but cant..
cos its freakin hard to open up my freakin self!

oh my oh my...aint this a long long post.



theres a freakin exam tml..
why
why
why
why torment me so
with the embarrassment of bad grades
and the incapability to answer well
why
why
why...

gah



and again i pray...

Hur Hur.
11:24 PM