Freak lah.

Screwed up mid years BAD!

dont know how to tell my parents

dont know how to tell my council teahcers

dont know how to tell bro paul

yes i have to meet him

this will be interesting

u can all guess what i got already



but i must say i didnt study hard...
its my fault

im not sad
ok i am
but im angry as well
at myself
at mr foo
yup
yes please tell all of us to go to poly
yes we are all stupid and should quit school
yes we are not cut out for jc
yes you just took away any trace of hope left in me


why am i even in cj
how did i even make it here
olevels are a fluke lah
pple same points as me the As as many as my Fs.
but something brought me to cj
so i must stay in cj!
must must must
must buck up
must mug mug mug!
must not slack



i feel stupid.



im off to study now...




psalm 33: 10-11

The Lord shatters the plans of the nations
and thwarts all their schemes
But the Lord's plans stand firm forever
his intentions can never be shaken


This is what i remembered in morning prayer
sometimes things just dont go our way
and it feels like shit when that happens
but God has his own plan for us
and he loves us and means well
so we have to just trust in him no matter what


maybe he planned this all along
so that it'd be like him grabbing me by my shoulders and shaking me back and forth saying..."DENISE U NEED TO STUDY TOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"


i dont wanna leave cj
without touching a single life.


lord give me strength.....


PLEASE PRAY FOR ME EVERYDAY THAT I PASS MY PROMOS!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
IMPT IMPT!

Hur Hur.
7:57 PM