I can say that today sucked real real real bad

i was super confused i just wanted to cry

i just did not know what to do.

but i want to say...

Thank you Anne.
My LJS^2 partner
You really helped me ALOT!
ALOT ALOT ALOT!
im glad im not alone on this
its a big cross i have to carry
and your really helping me

I thank God..for bringing u into my life!
Love u anne!
(william dun jealous ah!) hahaa




i know u all have no idea what im talking about..
maybe i'll share it during session tml
maybe not
freak ive not finished planning session!


well today...
i really felt that God was watching over me.
His prescence was just so strong you know.
It brought me to tears.

Anne, Bel and I
were meant to do tml session.
we all have one thing in common
and i hope the session will not only help the loggers
but us as well.
Like Anne said in allocutio
We are all chosen.
and there is no such thing as coincidences
thats where God wants us to be at that very moment.
For us three..God wanted us to do this session.
I know that now.
i love you guys hahaa
im glad we stayed back when everybody went off.
and i glad we talked and prayed together.
i'm glad

and i thank the lord for suddenly providing us with the keyboard and guitar that was previously used so we could go practice for awhile cos we were feeling damn worried bout it not being able to practice.



I love God.
so so so much.

I feel ready to plan for session now..
haha

yes at 12.45 am

when i just ate my dinner

today was horrid..the syf thingy..
but im glad it happened.
im glad i had to go.

im glad i came late for the bbq
and im glad i was so confused
because of some things i just cant say
so that now
i can really understand
what he wants to say.
so now
i understand
why
why things are like that
although nothing is solved
i dont think it can be
its a cross i'll have to carry
always


only anne knows what im saying ahhahahahahaha
u go girl! LJS^2 partner! haha


ok time to plan session haha

Hur Hur.
12:31 AM