Today was weird...
i don't know why though..
its just that feeling of weirdness that creeps up to u and says. its weird today.
haha

havent studied today yet! gahhhhhH!!!
nvm i shall go school on friday..even though theres no need to go school.
bet i'll be doing morn mass duty since no sane j1 would go back to school just for mass.
im not sane. nor am i insane.

Mass is the greatest form of worship.

and its there for me in schools on mon wed and fri. so i shall go!
now we music pple have to sing the alleluia...coolios!
hurhur so exciting.
Fr Raj is nice. and a bit weird today.

so were the people i was around today.

Cheryl-who hit me on the head for no reason. and felt like stabbing me with her pen knife wen bao. wait thats normal for her. haha

Anne - who asked me to keep staring at that red button the one that if u broke the glass the fire alarm would ring...

Minser - who said she wanted to sit with me then disappeard

Darren - would looked constipated and behaved odd hahaa

the people in class - who were weirdly nicer to me today...

Jon chan - who i thought just looked weird..hahaha

Alex - who sent me a sms during legion..saying "boring..." when he was sitting one person away from me hahahahahahahha

ms yeow - who suddenly stopped in the midst of her allocutio when she suspected/knew i was wispering...oops

and

Me!

who just felt really really weird and i think i behaved weird...wasnt so joyful today...
partly because of my econs.

i feel so stupid.

GAHHHHHHH! GO MUG NISE!


legion was weird today as well...
so lil people..then suddenly so many joined...
the photos of the old legion was weird tooo ahhaha all the cjc old pics so orh biang

what was good for me though..
was the thanksgiving part..
"thank you lord for making me such a joyful person and for always being present in my life." -Nise.

"Lord may this joy never leave me...no matter what...keep me smiling..never let me frown...there may come a time that i may need you most, i feel it coming..."



what got me thinking...

upon hearing that i had to do afternoon prayer before my physics exam.
i freaked out..i needed to study...to revise..
"Theres no use studying last minute might as well go pray"- Darren (at least thats what i think he said)
"but i need to revise mah.."
"(frown)"-Darren
"But remember..God helps those who help themselves..Wait that doesnt link..hur hur" - dough
"hur hur (ponders)" Nise


God helps those who help themselves...haha dough ur confusing me...ahhaha
doesnt that mean i should study...
then God will help me all the more ahhaa

well ive been thinking....
i will go do the prayer thingy hahaah
i will go to school for morning prayer..then study all the way till the next afternoon prayer haha
how cool is that...before and after studying...theres God infront and behind me...
i feel so much better....

Its so confusing...what should be priority right now at this point in my life...?

Studies or God
God or studies?

someone help me....
i know he should be 1st..
but im afraid...
i might my faith if whatever choi choi happens...touch wood...

gahhhhhh

i so emo now
haha emo emo..
rock star supernova on now...they also so emo..

one more weird thing today...
anne you asked me a really weird question today...
its weird...cos i dont know the answer...
how weird...
the thing itself is already weird
u asking me is also very very weird..


How......










STRANGE hahaha



just realised something...
unty nancies can be considered the most polluted place in cj..
air pollution from photocopying machines....ozone...
wont their eyes hurt from all that...or cause breathing problems?
hahahahahhaha



I dont know where im going
what im doing
all i know is im mugging
im not scoring
dont know whats happening...
dont know your plans for me
but i know what i want.
i hope you support me.
me and my cross.
i dont want to fall
not once nor twice nor thrice
how selfish.


i just ate fish.


boooooooo

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annoyed!
irritated!
cant study!!
cant sleep!
cant eat!
cant do nothing but ramble on...
how dumb...
so unproductive...
wasting my time like this...

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save me. emo emo emo..i dont want to loose my faith...

Hur Hur.
8:38 PM