Denise is sad...

because she is really tired but wants to blog..
to blog something meaning and long ahahha and less superficial

i dont wanna blog what i did today.. but what i felt...thats something much worth blogging about..

but she is too tired..
and must sleep
cos eye bags are getting really bad..

Denise..is...
Sad
Confused
excited
tired
and
too busy

Denise misses
her legion j2s...
morning prayers and masses are like halved
and she misses
the 7...already...
even though she just went out with them

Denise will miss..
her class mates..

Denise realises...
she is only capable of showing
happiness excitement amusement craziness
Pissed stressed worried
But denise constantly feels
sadness, confusion, hurt
and sometimes
anger.
But she doesnt know how to show
care concern love

so even though nise may seem like she is dao and she doesnt care..
know that she does care..and she loves u! haha
cos denise just doesnt know how to show it..
she doesnt know how to go..
"are you ok?"
she will just look at u and go..
"oi..why u so weird today?"
if she says "are u ok.." u are lucky! or she is deeply concerned haha
this is like self analysis..
and in fact...nise will probably dao u later on and not ask on and go back to being all bubbly..
because..
theres one thing i constantly practice.

Apathy.

not that i want to..
its just that...its so much easier when...



(i only think anne knows...)

please bear with me..
cos infact..
Nise loves you!
(gives hug to each person who reads this)

do u understand what i just said?
cos im not quite sure...

so anyway...Denise what denise said just now...about missing the j2s and her friends and all..she will deny it if u ask her up front! why? because she is like that! ahhaha

deal with it.

Hur Hur.
12:51 AM