Been doing quite a lot of thinking...

im too easily influenced..
and in my situation..thats bad..

i realised...i just lied to myself and i believed it for quite some time..
but i know its not..
so i was living in denial..great..


confused..

well, I let time figure things out for me..
perhaps i let time slip away too fast and now its too late
or maybe its just not meant to be.. :(

all i have now is God with me by my side..
even if i ignore him at times..hes still there..
hate it that i take him for granted these few times..
Sorry.


i had a sad sad dream..
i cried..in my dream that is..
guess i was thinking too much that it became a dream and its so happen to decide to haunt me.
oh great..


why!!!
ahh

hahaha

i had this fear before..
i thought it was but it wasnt
but it was worse..

now it is..
and its just as bad..
well i think its less bad haha thats good

but if u add the really bad + less bad...= very bad haha
but the good minuses off as well

its ok..ur not supposed to understand..
i sometimes have to type things down to understand ahah

but then..
very bad - the good = quite bad
even if there was one ultra good period
but when minusing it out
it doesnt = to good
it more like = to CONFUSED
haha
probably cos of time
this equation's too long and hard..


i feel..
i live in a H3 math problem sum...
where the answer is still unknown..
gahhh! i only subpass H2 maths :(
and i will only know the answer..
unless the creator of the question helps me
heh..


i feel like i need to talk to someone..
i know just the person.. hur hur
:)
or persons..
thats one reason why i love log ahaah

but i wanna talk to someone else...
but cannot.
cannot hahaa
hur hur..


SORRY! NISE IS BEING EMO!!!
i like emo! cannot ah! haha


and i think my skin is too thick..haha
ive been thinking about that too..
its on purpose hahaa


anti climatic statement:
I WORE MY POLKADOTED DRESS TODAY FOR MR AND MRS LEONG'S WEDDING! :D CONGRATULATIONS TO BOTH OF THEM! HAHAHA

and no..do not expect my dress to be white with red polkadots.. -___-"
like someone did..hahaha and whats with the "chey".. haha

Hur Hur.
8:23 PM