i just realised something...


Sufferings are the greatest proof of the love of God and if we offer them well, they can win many souls...as in purgatory..

And i learnt form legion allocutio too that.. suffering is healing in nature. like in purgatory where souls suffer to heal and cleanse their souls before they can enter heaven. when we suffer, we can grow in love.

But how can we welcome suffering as a gift, and not as a punishment?



Often, the suffering in our lives leads us to rebellion, and we have great difficulty in accepting and living it. How can we live suffering so that it bears fruit?

so i guess... rebellion is some cases manifests (is that the correct word?) as apathy...and so i repeat what father said..

"its not that there is much evil in the world..its just that there are people who just dont care."

dont care = apathy = hardness of heart = sin.

and thus this suffering..when not welcomed..and not understood leads to rebellion then to apathy then a terrible world to live in. whilst we are all sining. oh great.





so Denise is here to save the world! hahaha ..
do not see suffering as bad..
haha
EMBRACE IT!
because after that u will come out a much better person..a healed person!
stronger than yesterday..
and not only that! u save souls in purgatory too!..
cool huh.

so easy to say huh..



uh i just realised something again.


(Friday- June 30..Denise posted..)

Sometimes..

life just is so unfair...

this busyness..

i guess

is a cross i have to carry..

and i hope

i wont loose hope

and always remember..

Its things times like these

where i feel the weakest

when perservered and without giving up

with God by my side. (impt!)

i come out a stronger person

then i once was.



time to remind myself again.
funny how i realised this before..
then forgot and did the opp of that..
and then realised it again..
DENISE CAN U JUST FREAKING REMEMBER AND DUN FORGET IMPT INFO THAT WILL AFFECT U TREMENDOUSLY! heh.

and because of my forgetfulness..
i become emo..
and rite emo poems and songs..
someone asked me recently..
start with T ahha

T:why u so emo?
D: i dunno. emo period.

well i knew..just din wanna tell u..wad good could u do..that was what i thought..
well now u know abit more..if u read my blog that is..
but still..only i can solve my own prob..and God too! i dun think anyone else can.


but Nise is happy.
happier.

and is gonna sleep very late. its gonna be 3..

Hur Hur.
2:14 AM