Hullo!!!

Omg! im up this early...
u know why.. its most perculiar...

yesterday at 1 am plus before i slept..was talking to loggers..
asking about tml's im todays ecp trip..
and i was like.. YEAH IM GG!!

but then..

as i lay on my bed....
i was thinking...
what if i fell
what if i got hurt cos im not good at blading or cycling
but i might fall and just laugh and have a good time
or what if i fell..and dropped on my phone!!! ahhh
my new precious phone!! no no!
then i just imagined the whole senario..
of having fun and all..

then i imagined what i would do at home..
watch my taiwanese serial..
wake up late and waste my life away...

then...it became.. 2.30 am!
i still couldnt sleep..
somehow i was just really agitated..
i even punched the air a few times..
and boxed my self a few times..
and i was whining that i couldnt sleep..
my mind just kept thinking!
then to ease my suffering..

I DECIDED TO GO!!!
and i was happy..

then tried to sleep..
but soon was thinking of bits of my taiwanese serial
then..

I SHOULDNT GO!
then started thinking bout it again..
haha

then now its like 3..

so i practically lay on my bed for an hr an a half trying to sleep..
great..

then i realised...

I GOT INSOMNIA!!!!
cos i dun feel sleepy at all! i just felt like asking someone..
should i go? hahaha

well i bet this contributed to my insomnia too..
i was aching everywhere...headache..stomachache..teeth ache (braces) and confusion!!!

then...thought of blogging and finally..

I SLEPT!!!!
AHAHAHHA
FINALLY!


and woke up at 8 am.
heh.. even tho i set my alarm to 8.30 to wake up to tell whoever im not gg for ecp or to prepare..
then i realised in the morn..

I STILL DUNNO WHETHER TO GO ANOT..

so i asked my mom if i should go..
she said if it bothers u so much..
that means something is telling u not to go..
and i was like oh.
cos its the freaking loggers man!!!!
why would i not go!!!
ahaha
and maybe im just not a big fan of ecp..hhaa
scared i crash into pple maybe haha



SO IM HERE NOW BLOGGING IN THE EARLY MORNING COS I CANT SLEEP NO MORE..

AND WHAT IS MORE I HAD THE MOST VIVID DREAM EVER! WELL..THAT I CAN REMEMBER..

MY MOM SAID ITS LIKE A NOVEL! SO COOL U KNOW...

ITS SOMETHING TO DO LIKE HARRY POTTER.. HAHA

been having harry potter dreams yesterday...but the dude was never there..i was the cool dude.. ahha


yesterday i dreamt that i was fighting monsters and evil dudes and protecting my friends with a wand i found and figured that i had forgotten every single spell and could only remember a spell that casts fire and the stunning spell petrificus totalus ahha

and i sucked..

i was supposed to have studied at hogwarts b4...but forgot everything i learnt..

anyways..

PART TWO. shall tell it like a novel now ahha
its damn cool..read all the way..


so..suddenly i woke up from my bed feeling all groggy..
it was as if i never slept a wink and yet the clock indicated it was already 4.30 am..
(well the numbers were in red so i knew i was a dream cos my clock numbers are yellow! haah or was it.. ahaha)

Suddenly i found my self...
in the midst of some loggers! we were in a weird house that looked dilapidated..its walls were grey and peeling and the stench of stale air filled the place..lifeless.
then we headed into a room which had a door about as broken as the enitre place hahaa. And this was a most perculiar room indeed.

it was a dimly lit (dunno lit form what) room made of brick. However, not a tinge of red was seen in them but just a dull brown and strangely..its seemed like there was alot of dust on these walls but further investigation told me it was flour..
its seemed like a bakery of some sort. A big long table rested in the middle of the room . that was all..and what was most odd about the place.. was that..on each of the four walls, letters were strewn all about them in all sorts of sizes about 6 on each wall.. each letter..represented each of our names...and they were written in chalk in all sorts of colours...

and there on one of the walls was a huge "D"! i remember joan was there :) she examined the D (which was in pink ahha) and found out.. that by pressing it..it would open up! and so she pressed it and a small door of about half my height was formed as the bricks in the wall started to move into place. In that small opening..there was a strage orange glow..it seemed like there was a fire..

Indeed when joan when in.. she saw a fire place.. right infront of the door..and to the left there was empty space and behind the fire place as well.. theres nothing or no one she cried. then as looked in, i saw something most perculiar about the fireplace.

on the right side of the wall in the fire place.. was an opening and in it were stairs leading up to somewhere. immidiately i notified joan and asked her to go up haha. but she merely poked her head in and said...theres no one haha. (by the way..the fire wasnt hot at all for some reason..no physics laws in my dream! ahha)

suddenly..we all saw it. a shadow. of someone walking down the stairs. so we all immediately got out of the way out of the hole and grabbed anything that resembeled a weapon and hid. hahaha
i grabbed some pole thingy with a sharp end..

and out of the hole jumped a... WOLF! as big as lion..i was terrified and was about to poke it as it snarled at me showing what ghastly and grizzly teeth it had.. saliva was dripping everywhere from that mouth of his.. a great black wolf. looked like a wear wolf if u asked me. and so. I poked at it with my pole! hahaha for i thought it was about to pounce on me! and it went "ouch" "hey!" and spoke to me in the most refined manner and in english. hahaa it dusted itself and started reprimanding me immediately.

"Ms Denise. why what do you think you are doing! poking that thing about and disturbing me from my sleep! it dangerous! now keep that away girl! you could kill me! ( yeah that was what i was gonna do) Anyway. Schools about to start! have you been revising! and oh my how terrible next year is going to be! so many changes! and oh my! your have a tournament this very night!"

"what tournament! what competition? what school! and who are you and why do u know so much that I myself dont even know!"

haha

then it all came to me...yesterday's dream. maybe it wasnt a dream. that in some other life..or i totally for got.. i was in some sorta school for wizardry like hogwarts! but at that time i couldnt figure out what the name of the school was uptil i woke up haha.

so i was panicking! I have a tournament thsi evening and i cant remember nuts! yesterday i was a wlaking disaster who almost fainted while dueling someone! some unknown person who wanted to hurt me.

and here i was. i felt like i had jumped into a parallel universe of somesort where chemistry was just as important and potions nad physics in casting spells. but what a cool life this was.

then i seemed to notice that the great wolf was getting quite near to me. and i said "hey excuse me could u back away.. your scary you know and please your still huge wolf and i'd like it if you stayed quite a distance." hahaha i laughed at myself.

Then i went home and asked my mum. "mummy, do u know i have a competition later on?" "nope..dunno..good luck." i was thinking.. great. i dun even think she cares or does she even know that im in such a school.

then i saw my dad. who did not look like my dad but was better looking and was supposedly supposed to be my dad so it was weird and he was pakcing boxes.
"good luck for your competition" he said.

then i was somehow back at hogwarts with the grat wolf and it was dark already. and found out that he was in fact something like a caretaker there. i found myself on a huge balcony in hogwarts some 12 floors from the ground. as i looked out. the place was just breath-taking! it looked so english like haha . and what is more.. below me was a great balck lake..which the school surrounded and this lake..there was no ground surrounding it but the school walls and so it seemed like we were floating on it. and it was vast. black and still. just relflecting the sky above.

and the school. about a hundred windows were lit all with a warm light ahich shown out of the identical curtains in each window. the school walls were also made of brick but not pale brown ones but of a dark grey that was most grand. as i turned to my left and right i noticed no balconies except my own. the only other balcony was below me..it was bigger in size and was on the 1st floor resting on the surface of the lake.

there was a party. a praty for the teachers. there was all sorts or pple i remember in the harrypotter books but non of them wore hoods or capes. infact they all looked like they were wearing business wear and looked very impressive. their party was not very cheerful.. but more of classy. as they sat there and drank tea.

then from behind the great wolf told me.. "next year will be very different. i dont like it. look down below.. do u notice any changes? (i saw that a herbology teacher was absent) yup. shes gone. disappeared. and guess who is taking over her."

i looked below..
suddenly the grand door below opened and 3 men in black came out surround some sort of oink person. as they cleared of..i realised who she was.. MS DAISY TAN FROM MY SECONDARY SCHOOL. (well its supposed to be like the toad like lady in harrypotters 6 book who has a very strange resemblance to how the rowling described her.) i hated her. from the way she looked and behaved and more. she was dressed in a baby pink with grey suit that had a grainy texture to it with matching skirt and shoes. her hair it seemed to be to be like a curry puff. like how 5 yr olds drew shoulder length hair on stickfigures. a jet black and with bangs that cut straight across her face so suddenly at her eyebrows that. it was scary. ahah and her pale complexion. not of a pocelain pale but of a sickly unnatural paleness at her hands feet and esp face that had sudden large pink circles on her cheeks. and red lips that looked old and dry. her face indeed had a toad like expression as her mouth was too big and lips to flat and wide. and her jewelry. it seemed as tho she had no drawer to keep them in but around her neck. rings necklaces bangles. and what is worst. her scent or perfume..that was disgustingly sweet and distasteful at the same time it seemed almost fake or like an old ladies that was so strong and horrid that i smelt it from where i was standing 12 stories up. im glad she didnt se me. but i saw her. i saw that eveil galre in her eyes once again. back to haunt me. from my normal life and into my parallel universe. (heh it sounds funny)the funny thing is ..i kept throwing pebbles down into the lake hoping that the scary lady wouldnt notice for some reason..and thinking that the giant octopus in the lake would get annoyed ahah.

"it is time" said the great wolf.
so i went out. into who knows where. but where that place was..it was even more beautiful.

it seemed to be like 12 midnight.the sky was dark and was only lit my old fashioned street gas lamps.. just 4.. it was a town square. surrounded by 2 old english shophouses. the space in between the road was vast however. the floor was of brick with wonderful patterns scattered with people and in the middle was a fountain..a most beautiful one also made of er...cement? haha or stone? ahah.. and along the fountain people about my age sat and miggled too. all of them themselves dressed up formally. and what was most strange was that above the fountain.. was a huge bridge made of brcik too! a grey one that was majestic in it own way but had no real purpose if u ask me..it was like just there by magic! the place was just wonderful and gave a most homey and comfy feeling. then i found myslef dressed in the best blouse and pants that i think made me look super smart and slick but it was all balck and my hair was down. then as i walked through the crowd, i heard a boy say. "shes sure to pick me" then i realised.i knew. him. (but he really looked and behaved like ron stoppable and i kim possible so i believed we were best friends) but pick him for what i thought.

then..there was music! trumpets sounded and who knows what and there was an emcee! i dunno where but his voice was booming!" the 7 lovely men and women top woman at hogwarts who are to compete tonight..welcome!" then suddenly a spotlight that was super bright shown down onto me almost blinded me but i could see. 6 other spot lights shining down on other people. and the crowd cheered.

suddenly i was on top on the bridge. and so were the other 6 and the crowed was just cheering and cheering and looking at us all. i did not know what was going on. the other 6 looked so...pro!!!! omg! i felt like just melting on the spot! how was i to compete agaisnt them when...i knew nuts!! then suddenly the emcee said " quieten down now...its time for..the seven to pick a partner...for the dance!!!!" they all cheered again..." omg..what did i get myself into...this is all a mistake..!" emcee: " alright Denise. you 1st.. choose your pick!" i dont even know how to dance!! and as i looked into the crowed people waere waving their arms wildly hoping id spot them and in the midst of them i saw the ronstopable lookalike looking back at me.

I WOKE UP.!

haha

quite interesting right!!
i bet u all din even read it all lah ahha
took so long to write..
this is why i cant have a dream diary. it'll just take up my entire day ahha

anyway..i think i'll draw screen shots of my dream.. maybe the one in the town square or the school upon the lake or the weird room. but i think i'll prob draw one only..if i wanna do it nicely..
then i'l post it up! yay!
haha

anyway go for mass later! cos im gg! haha
bye
this was a long post.

Hur Hur.
8:54 AM