people say my blog very funny and not emo at all haha

0k lor...i happy cannot ah

anyway i just wanna say one thing

NO MORE PE! haha FOREVER!
it was the most sudden thing that happened to me recently.
kinda thought it would be like this for some time..just didn't bother to find out..

anyway...

i WORE A DRESS TODAY! hhaa
AND BOUGHT NEW PUMPS!
shiny ones haha black and sparkly!

and i went for cheryl's birthday dinner and newyork newyork! nice place!
with CHERYL! ling germ wendy ziyan and julius!

and i didnt wear a dress for that..i wore a dress for

LENTEN VIGIL!!!

OHHHH I AM GG TO HELL!
I WAS SUPPOSED TO LEAVE EARLY AND CAB DOWN BUT!
MY FOOD HAVENT EVEN COME!

im a horrible horrible girl!!!
gahhhh!
i told myself i'll say 1 rosary...
to make up for it..
see! i didnt even tell God..i told myself! not God! cant even talk to him now!
ahhhhhhhhhh

im a worthless person...
some legionary
some logger
i dont even say rosaries! and last time i promised God one!
so that makes 2!
im a waste of freaking space and oxygen!
i can't even get myself to study for 20 mins!
how bad is that!
so distracted!
keep thinking of playing guitar! and friends!
and friendster!!!
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
24 more hrs...
shit

I GAVE UP FRIENDSTER FOR LENT!!!!!
SINCE WEDNESDAY!
IM DYING!!
STUPID LIFE IS REVOLVING AROUND FRIENDSTER MAN! TRYNG TO FIND ALL MY FRIENDS ON THE STUPID GLOBE AND FILE THEM ON A COMPUTER SYSTEM!
WAHHHHHHHH
WEHHHHH
MY EMAIL KEEPS TELLING ME I HAVE NEW TESTIMONIALS AND FRIEND REQUEST AND I KNOW SOME PPLE PURPOSELY PUT NEW TESTI SO I WANT TO GO SEE SUMMORE! WEHHH!!!

IM A WHINY HORRENDOUS GIRL!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AND I DONT EVEN FEEL LIKE GG TO CHURCH TML FOR EUNICE BAPTISM!
BUT AHAH! IM GG!
I WANTED TO SLEEP THRU TILL TML AND JUST STUDY!
WHEN I KNOW I WONT STUDY!

IM GONNA END UP PLAYING GUITAR AND CHATTING AGAIN!
AND THEN! I'LL DIE FOR ECONS TEST!!!
WHICH I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT!
AHHHHHHH
AND THEN EACH MIN I FEEL SO GUILTY THAT IC ANNOT STUDY OR JUST CANNOT MAKE MYSELF STUDY! THAT I GET ALL EMO AND FEEEL ALL USELESS AND STUPID
AND WONDER WHY THE TEST TOLD ME MY IQ WAS 140 AND I CANT STUDY OR DO ANYTHING RIGHT!

AND THEN I END UP EMOING AGAIN! AND BLOGGING WHICH MAKES ME DAMN EMO BUT I DUNNO HOW TO EXPRESS MY EMONESS IN WORDS THAT IT JUST ALL COMES OUT IT CAP!

AND GAHAHDIAHFDOIAHSFDHSAOPFPOSJFAJSFJAOSPDJFOSDJF]SAF
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SAFSHBADFHSAOFH
SAFSAUFOAFHB
AFIHJSABOF

BLEAH BLEAH

and so.

We rode into town the other day
Just me and my daddy
He said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide

We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that man that my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said daddy why are they screaming
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is he dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts him more then he shows
Daddy please can't you do something?
He looks as though he's gonna cry
You said he was stronger then all of those guys
Daddy please tell me why?
Why does everyone want him to die?

Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide
So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds
To a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from the cross

And it said father why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my clothes?
This crown of thorns hurts me more then it shows
Father please can't you do something?
I know that you must hear my cry's
I thought I could handle a cross of this size
Father remind me why?
Why does everyone want me to die?
When will I understand why?

My precious son
I hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothe you in robes of my own
Jesus this hurts me much more then you know
But this dark hourI must do nothing
Though I've heard your unbearable cries
The power in your blood
Destroys all of the lies
Soon you'll see past their unmerciful lies
Look there below See the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell you why
She is why you must die


she is why you must die...

gahhhhhhh
im a guilty loser! bleah bleah bleah...

I WANNA BE A ROCKSTAR!
THEN I CAN JUST WRITE EMO SONGS
WHICH IS WHAT I JUST HAVE TO DO
ROCKSTARS NEED NO As!
HECK THEY DONT EVEN NEED TO STUDY！

WEHHHHH
WHHHW
WHOIASHDISADSA'DSA]DSAJFBCOSDHJSA

SADIAHSD

BLEAH
STUPID

DUMB

Im tired...

someone please....
study with me.........................
you need not be smart haha
just be there
to make sure i stay put and study..
and dont zone out
and dont talk so much
and sleep so much
just study!

i think i have a.d.d
attention deficit disorder..

PAHHTOOOEY!

WHY MY SEC SCH I SO SMART WAN!
THEN NOW I IN JC SO STUPID!
THEN MAYBE MY SEC SCH IS STUPID...
STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID NISE.

WEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Hur Hur.
12:40 AM