Sunday, May 06, 2007
Blogger is whack. I see the new post icons all vertically..so theres like an uber big grey box ontop of what im typing.
I went jamming today! in a studio! my 1st time! im a noob! with the randy and ben and hocklu and eugene..
but hey jamming feels the same whether it be in the council room in church in the lt or in the audi! haha
hey! i dun feel so noob afterall!
even if i dont have a gig i have performed before! but all guitars and for pnw! ahhaha
im not a noob noob noob..
im partial noob. hah
i went to olando's! which was surprisingly next to the place where my family and i chose to eat dinner... no and this time my parents weren't purposely stalking me haha.yes they do that.
only child. what to do!
we jammed way back into love! and i zao sia-ed once! haha
once! dun stone me!
and we saw aloy!!!! yay!
haha i like to bump into pple.
made new friends too.
i have another friend spotting comp.
wont lose.
i won the 1st time i wont lose the 2nd.
actually scared i might lose! freak!
the rate hes making friends! ahha
bleah!
we ego. we know. we accept it.
hah
i quote bredan: "only childs' always seek attention."
Hell yeah.
wonder why since we have too much attention from parents.
strange.
maybe attention has become like norm in our lives that we expect the same from everyone else.
oh sad sad life.
but hey.
so dont blame the kids. blame the parents hah.
i wanna change my blog skin! to MORE CUTE! IN A WEIRD RANDOM TOTALLY AWESOME SENSE! AHHA
AND CHANGE MY PICS!
CUTE IS WHAT I AM FOR.
the plural is a band name.
audrey says they look cute too ahhaha
i like their songs i should go see if i like how they look too. haha
DENISE IF FORCING HERSELF TO BE A MUGGER!
somehow its harder this year that last year.
promos vs As
somehows As seem to be losing...WHY DONT I FEEEL IT!
SOMEONE HELP ME!
OR BETTER YET STUDY WITH ME!
i say thank u to Ling in advance haha
and i shall learn to put more pics.
NAH haa
Bimbo friend...you've changed...
i love audrey and her wild ZOMG expressions haha
im starting to like my hair.
its getting easier and more tame.
im missing 1t08.
im loving my guitar.
im in need of grades!
HEY I GOT D FOR LIT MOCK! HAHA
quite not bad wad!!!
im in need of brains!
brains that store and dont lose info!
it looks like im saying im stupid.
im starting ot think i am.
help me.....
im in need of faith.
im in need of prayer.
im in need for the desire to actually wanna pray.
im in need of a TOTALLY INFLUENTIAL FRIEND THAT I TOTALLY LOOK UP TO AND LIKE AND WILL NOT GET ON MY NERVES DID I SAY INFLUENTIAL AND COOL! TO GET ME PRAYING AGAIN AND STUDYING! (seriously, all those factors are impt)
if i cant find someone like that...means im too proud and think i qualify instead and just make me even worse.
which means im whack already.
shit.
gahhsdhasdhosajfJdfjsaf
i need to feel the pressure
i need to not feel busy everytime people ask me to do God's work
i need to stop rejecting them
i need a miracle.
i need to knock some sense into me.
i need new tops.
i need to be less materialistic.
i need to emo.
it helps.
i need to blog more.
it helps me emo.
so it helps me reflect.
then i need to ffing care and do something about it.
why do all my posts end up like this.
someday save me.
Hur Hur.
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