Everything little thing is starting to annoy me these few days.
Even myself.

Thank God that this morning's advertistment was well responded to. murmur is good. some felt it was damn freaky some did not. oh well. and i couldnt believe that i would actually dare do something like that. i felt like backing out but hey. i tell myself i have no shame. so i guess that actually means that i do.

but one thing i remembered was that i prayer a lil 5 sec prayer to God just before we went out there...
and he heard it. :)
I guess now i can say my spiritual level is at least 2% now.
sad. but good its getting better.


I think tml's exorcism talk will have ALOT of people.
The most random people have come up to me to ask me the details. Cool.

I think im tired.
and i hate it.
ic ant study.
today i fell asleep while studying at least 8 times.
unknowingly....thats the worst part.
i space out then i fall asleep.
why cant i just concentrate.
i think i have brain damage that prevents me from concentrating on the more impt things in life.
wth.
I dont know what to do.


I need to take more emo pics.
i only have 1...the guitar one..




Its 173 days to A's. i wanna put a countdown on my blog to scare me.








i wanna emo all day.
because i cant bear to study then fall asleep while trying.
They say a real loser is one who gives up and does not try.
If you at least tried you are a winner.
but what if i wanna try.
but then i fall asleep.
my trying will go to waste.
i might as well dun do it..
i dont see the diff.
the outcome is the same.


I know what im saying is wrong.
but sometimes i just feel that way.

my mom just saw the above and went OMG...
i didnt bother to cover.
just leave me alone...

Hur Hur.
7:15 PM