Lit was ooooooooooooooooooooook...
means i should get an E.... hahaha i hope ahhaa
and it means i could do well for great ex..but i have a feeling that i kinda went off topic cos i suddenly know so many things after studying ahhahaha

then the poetry i understood...but i know all the basics..and only uncovered one discovery! that i udn think is even hard to find..bleah...

and othello i which i thought i wouldnt even have time to finish...30 mins..
i completed! very general but i completed! ahhaha

so yeah..i completed everything..and went with instinct...cos i had no watch...wahhh damn stressful can..no watch...




i shared my sweets from aussie today! to many many! many many liked it! it ws super sweet but only a few dun really like..
wong, ling, ferlin (its psychological i tell u ahaa)
Clement and another guy who i see always but dunno the name.
5 pple didnt like it..fine.. ahhaa

pple who said shiok ah!
Denise!!!! hur hur me!
David!!!
Andrea!
beverly! (i tell u its really psychological)
Dom! He at 4 sticks haha

the rest say not bad.. ahahaha

ITS FULL OF SUGAR!!!!!! HAHAHA I LIKE!!!!

i feel im getting old..my necks starting to get a constant pain...
pain in the neck ahhahahaha
wahhhh sehhh..
maybe cos i crack too much...

I WANNA PUT A YOUTUBE ON MY FRIENDSTER TOO! HAHAHAHA
SO FUN...BUT I VERY LAZY...







I WANNA SING AGAIN...
I HAVE STOPPED SINGING FOR SOME REASON...
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO
AFTER THAT HORRENDOUS ZAO SIA INCIDENT..
I SHOULD JUST STICK TO MY VOCAL RANGE THATS BEST
AND TRY TO GO HIGHER BIT BY BIT...BUT ITS DRASTICALLY HIGHER THAN SEC SCH ALREADY AHHAHA

i just watched america IDOL! halfway! hahaa
its getting boring...
AND I REALISED ALL THEIR SONGS DAMN LOW!!!
CHEATERS! AHHAHAHAHA I OSO CAN HAHAHA
AIYA..I SAY ONLY WAN...
hahahahaa

suddenly i look in the mirror and my hair looks good.
hahahhahahahahaha

I REALISED! THAT I AM VERY EMBARRASSING COS I AM VERY LOUD AND UNGLAM!
AND I REALISED THIS VERY LONG AGO!
ITS ON MY FRIENDSTER..THATS HOW I DESCRIBE MYSELF...
SO IF YOU JUST REALISED! AND YOU KNOW ME FOR HOW LONG ALREADY....
WHATS UR PROBLEM! I FOREWARNED YOU! HAHAHAHAHA
I LIKE TO UNGLAM....
SOMETIMES I DO IT ON PURPOSE...
ITS FUN...

THATS WHY SOMETIMES YOU HEAR ME 1ST B4 YOU SEE ME HAHAHAHAHA


AN AUNTY THOUGHT I WAS INDIAN...


that reminds me...im confused...what am i? ahhaha
like..i know my race...im a chinese by blood...but im still confused...

can you tell me what am i? hahaha

my Mum's side is from indonesia...so they are indonesian chinese..
they dont speak chinese...they speak malay and teochew...

my dad's side is from God knows where...But they are chinese..but my dad says they are straits born chinese...whassat? ahahha they speak malay..like totally..and speaks a little hokkien..they eat like totally peranakan food...and my grandma looks totally malay..and my grandfather looks totally indian..hes black..like black black..or dark chocolate brown..due to fishing i suppose hahaha

but i am chinese by blood...
my chinese teacher last year says im a baba..but whats that..
am i peranakan? i dun even know whats that lah...i tot its malay marry chinese..but i have no malay blood.

all i know is im confused...since dunno how long
and all i know is that my chinese sure sucks cos no one knows how to speak chinese except me and i dunno why the hell do i have to take chinese which i am so bad at...

yes thats my excuse....
i think its rather valid ahaha


HELP ME CLASSIFY MYSELF HAHAHAHA
SO LAME...

you know i didnt know i was chinese until i was like 7...
all along i thought i was an english girl..
i spoke the lingo i had the slang
I WASNT EXPOSED TO CHINESE OR SINGLISH!
UNTIL PRIMARY SCHOOL..
ok so i was exposed to it in kindergarten..but heck i thought chinese was art lessons spoken funny hahaha
WHEN I FOUND OUT I WAS CHINESE I CRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

HUR HUR...
im noob.

Do i look chinese?
i think so...but i dun look cheena....
i should ask my parents where my grandparents come from..
i think my maternal grandad said im related to a emperor in china..
AHHHH IM CHINESE..AND IM STILL IN SELF DENIAL! HAHAHA

let me show you my self denial thought process...
hur hur othella was about self deception...
ok i shall do both.. self-deception was said to be the greatest of all evils aha but oh well!!!

1. My eyes are too big too be cheena..cheena pple have slits haha( ok i so bad i know stone me)
2. I cannot speak chinese for nuts..FOR NUTS!
3.I'm totally sian of chinese food and love peranakan food! I love chilli!
4. Many pple have been shocked that im chinese..i still dunno why..
5. one said i look philipino haha
6. one said i look malay..
7. one said i look indian..wah seh that one extreme...
8. one said i look like a boy...thats pri sch..and no link nvm
9. one said i look like pri sch when i was sec 4.. thanks ah..still no link..
10. i hate the language.........like totally...because it hates me too..
11. i cant even learn my dialects..i learn malay faster..
12. i dont like chinese teachers...except my tuition teacher!!! =) shes doenst speak in chinese..hur
13. im in clb...
14. on 12 pple in the entire j2 cohort failed chinese As and took clb..im one of them
15.im still trying to prove a useless point


ok enough...
this is getting no where......................................

i still know im chinese...LIKE MAJORITY OF ME IN CHINESE..
but dun let me be pure chinese.!!!
or i'll be a walking contradiction hahaha
so fun.

Hur Hur.
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