Yesterday was damn funny..

MIDSUMMER NIGHTS DREAM!
damn funny.
dont regret going.
soooooo good.
i like the fat fairy and the fat man dressed in the cheong sam haha

You know the feeling when you make a friend and intro urself.
me-hello whats ur name
person-___________
me-im denise :)
person- i know.

:X

hahhahaa
it feels gooooood hahaa

but still i feel that a proper intro is only polite.
even if ur friends of friends and know the names already...
like for example ketsu last time.
-Hello whats ur name-
Ketsu-pauline.hur hur

hahahahhaa
wth..maybe i insulted him ahha

anyway today log was good.
like not bad good.
sharing with brandon was good. maybe cos our spiritual level was about the same..You seee your name here! hahaha
and yes brandon went jamming with randy hocklu eugene and benjamin too that day with me hahaa i just forgot to put it down.

wahh i shouldnt have went to cartel. now im broke and dead full..im already using my savings.

thanks guys for all your comforting and encouragement i really appreciate it :)
(hug)


and i just wanna say... i admire avril lavigne..her song are actually quite high u know..that means her voice actually got alot of power wan..and she very pretty ahaha
and kelly clarksons voice is damn good..but i think she grew fatter ahhaha
NEVER AGAIN!
nice song..
i tried singing it..wahhh cannot make it...damn high damn power can...
i dun have that oomph ahaha
shit lah..
im damn noob
singing damn noob can zao sia and become scared infront of the sch and embarrass myself and my range so lousy cannot control my falsetto only can sing low low like man like that wth lah..then my guitar damn noob oso dunno any theory. cannot do improvisation only know how to copy pple wah....like who dunno.

common...dun say no lah u not noob can...if i wanted to learn guitar or sing properly id put in all the effort and be a pro by now and stuff.

im my biggest crtic.

and my studies suck.
i think bro paul hates me
because of my grades
and i seem to always get in trouble with him..
ahhhhhhh
i really wanna be a model student you know!!!
i wanna be smart and clever! and excel in everything!!!!!
but noooooo im just a noooooooob.
whos lazy ahhahahaa
ok so its my fault.
whyyyyyyy do u hate me....
i love cj...
ahhahahahahaaaaa
is that why u never reply my class bout the use of aircon cosi wrote the letter...
cos nobody really cared or was too busy to write it..
so they just push it to the councillor in class...
wahhhh
but nevermind.whats done is done

all i can do is study.
study.
study.
get enough sleep. so i dun sleep in class.

i dunno how i feel i have so little time to study...
i never watch tv..i never really play guitar...
i dont draw anymore..except sat morn from 1 to 5 am..i couldnt sleep
i dont sing as much..
i havent shopped in a while...
i havent had proper sleep.

i just think i socialise too much.
but heck i love to socialise..
thats why i must study in grps...
or i will resort to msn...
hahahaa
thats worse...



JUST KNOW THAT IM TRYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND IM HELL STRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT I HAVE LOW SELF ESTEEM IN STUDIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT SUCKS!!!!!
this sounds as tho i want the big guy to see this and im giving all my excuses..
ahhhhh pls dun let that be true hahaa
u wun see it right.. ahhahaa
that would be so embarrassing ahahaa


and when i mean the big guy...i dun mean God ahhahahahaha

wth.








and so...
i punctuate my sentences once again with..
Hur hur.

Hur Hur.
4:42 PM