I found you my cute emo pic...
I like cute emo pics....
:)

somehow i just feel like i dont really care about anything anymore other than myself.
so i am a selfish girl.

who just feels like playing guitar learning new songs siging having fun watching anime going out with friends and SHOPPING!

sad sad life.
and i should pity myself on how ive been behaving.
but strangely i dont.


anyway today i dreamt of food!
1st i cracked humongous eggs for god know hwat reason
then i dreamt cj had sac's thai stall but better.
and i ordered tom yam soup and glassnoodles..
but i had to wait so...i waited very long..
and i was super hungry..
and then i was like it should be done now!!!
and then i took my noodles
and had no hands for my soup and i was ANGRY!
BECAUSE I WAS SO HUNGY I COULD NOT EAT IT YET!
SO DUMB RIGHT...

but that was how i felt a little yesterday...did not eat the day befores dinner nor breakfast nor lunch..then dinner...

and yes i ponned legion. i admit.
wahh 1st time? with no proper excuse?
i just didnt feel like gg..felt like if i went it would just be a waste of time..
aiya whats become of me..even milli encouragement didnt work..
couldnt even plan session properly..kept thinking of gg home...
aiya aiya.
and i haven really studied.
die lah..
i quote mrs lim.
"denise you ought to be shot!"
hur.

the whole class laughed at me then.

no ones laughing now..
maybe except the devil..
because it just likes to laugh at me when im a horrid kid spoiling my life away......
bleah bleah bleah..

i miss nobody now. hahaa
im happy being alone today.
seeen most of them already.
so yay.

why cant i be A SUPERSTAR! AHHA
ok im lame.
bye

Hur Hur.
6:26 PM