I have come to a conclusion that...

I dont like 2 pple haha
thats not very nice denise.
but the feelings of dislike are so strong
that i must confess to myself...that i actually do not like u both.

u both do not know each other.

one is my baby cousin.
who is super spolit
because his parents dont know how to take care of him.
his name is joash.
and i think hes 4.
he doesnt want to talk.
or listen.
or look at anyone.
or do the most common sense thing
and his parents dun scold him
so he shouts when hes not happy.

i shall no try to play with u anymore.
u are not cute at all.
like ariff! even tho ariff is naughty! he is cute!
not like u! hahaha

ok getting worked up about a baby. gosh.

2nd person.
person A.
not that A stands for anything..i could call it person alpha or beta for all i care.
you..person A..
drive me up the wall silently.
i refuse to admit it at first and try to understand your behaviour.
but i cannot. there can only be 2 reasons..one is bad..and dumb and one is if pigs can fly.
why. why are u like that.
people have said it to me before and i defended you. but now i see their pt of view.

aiya. i wish i could help you.
but to just tell you whats wrong with you would be insulting.
and hurtful. so i'd rather not tell you and let you get hurt yourself.
cos it will probably end up in denial or misunderstanding.
and benvolent forces will uphold and rocket at an exponential rate.
hur.

yes. it is the sad truth.
but i will still love you as a person.
beacause people make mistakes.
and its not meant to hurt others.
and somebody told me..
everybody is a good person..just that they make the wrong choices.
just like a robber or bandit a gambler or a murderer.


all i can say is...

And i couldn't tell her
why she felt that way she felt it everyday...
and i couldn't help her
i just watched her make the same mistakes again.

whats wrong whats wrong now
too many too many problems
don't know where she belongs
where she belongs.

thats from avril's nobodys home btw.

Hur Hur.
11:09 PM