The beauty of Apathy.
A deceit most intricate in design.




Apathy. To be devoid of all emotion.
some do it because they love themselves too much
but some do it because they love others too much
so they stop their heart from beating for others
to protect themselves from hurt.
To protect others from themselves.
therefore they push people away wanting only whats best.

how beautiful this act of self sacrifice perceived by oneself.
whilst portraying oneself as horrid and heart as black as soot.
deceiving others to protect them in more ways than ever imagined.

but the more they practice apathy, the harder it gets.
to block out every possible emotion from entering.
the more they think about how they must be strong.
the more they confuse themselves, stirring emotions unconsciously within them.
eating up the person inside out.

they end up deceiving themselves
the belief that apathy can protect not just one heart but many
decays the lot with deceit's intricate design.
one made of a powerful driving force for emotions disguised as apathy
one devoid of any at all.

do you see the beauty of it all.
this dark and evil pattern of growing confusion.

I see its beauty.
the beauty of it eating someone alive giving him or her
a peace and sense of righteousness to only he and those who try
as they live ignorant to their pain.





you sneaky little thing.


UHM!








apathy,
you came,
you left
and you visit me often.
but i can never tell when you're present.
you scare me.
but you are beautiful in an evil genius omg crazy i never knew kinda way.



those you do apathy because they love themselves and just themselves.
cant be affected by this warped phenomenon.
cos they themselves are wack shitheads.

Apathy only attacks the strong.






and tortures those whos heart holds the capacity to love until it hurts.

Hur Hur.
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