u know..... like there is a big big band competition thats prestigious...and
i like dont have a band...
like wehhhh
so sad.

and like ive been studying everyday alot...compared to the rest of my life...but i still feel like i'm gonna fail prelims...

its the same feeling as midyears..its like the harder i study the worst marks i get.. :(


i have this feeling when i study..that feeling is...stoooopidnes...
and then forgetfulness...
and then...(gah? goo gah bahhh?)
brain mush..
and then...im hungry!
im sleepy!
im annoyed!
urge to disturb pple around me
kenah annoyed..
go back to study..
become more anoyed..
repeat.
then go eat. happy!
then study...dun feel like studying...

and then i feel like playing maple story..
i feel like drawing..
then i should study!
sudden guilt makes nise study not bad...
then repeats itself...

Hur Hur.
12:03 AM