im so freaking bored. its not good to have suck a long break til the next paper.
facebook is getting boring too.
so is friendster.
and ive finished watching all the new eps for bleach shakugan no shana and zombie loan.

(i wonder how ive come to like anime)

now all i can do is blog!.

even playing the guitar is getting boring! omg!
no wayyyyy

and singing that same old song again and again and aain just for
is super boring.
i can fall asleep halfway!

i wanna learn something new. get hooked onto something.
but i cant.
i can only get hooked on to studying ..which i cant. and getting hooked onto anything else will just make me feel guilty.

that reminds me. i want a tatoo. hahaa
i know i said i'd never get one but haha.
to me its art. aha

u know. right now. thinking plainly and simply.
id be real content.
as a future job.
or jobs.
pimping shoes.
doing gigs.
teaching guitar.
and tatooing people.
ahhahahahahaha

yup the last one is true.

sounds like im a rebel or something lah hahah.

but besides that. i wanna hang out with my friends. haha

i just dun wanna be a waitress. im too spoilt i dont wanna wash plates and get dirty. haha
but i might like work at stores.
but u know me..i wont mind working anywhere that has friends.
or people my age so i can make friends. ahha

im crazy. making friends makes me really happy.
like really.






i wanna learn the piano.
i wanna sing like juliet simms.
i wanna draw.
and get a tatoo.
and tatoo people.
and cut my hair so its stylable.
and streak one part of it green.
and learn the electric guitar.
learn to scream properly.
and make friends.
and write songs.
and for my tongue to grow longer so i can try beat boxing and not eat up my words when i sing. ahhahahaha
and i wanna go thailand and look after the babies. aha

babies make me happy!



wow i want so many many things!
but i have. none!

I AM A LOSER!'

RUHHHHHHH!

i want to be all those. OR. and damn freaking rockstar. haha
OR! A music producer!
or a fmous artist!
or an actress! haah

wahh im living in the world of mtv

OH YEAH OR A DJ!
AHHAA


mtv is influential.
but hey..there a reason i watch that and no other channel.
i love music.

heck.

i hate studying for As and its making me feel guilty!

u know..
i get bored so eaily.
if i were a sim as in the game...not like justin sim...(i can so imagine him saying..like me? ahha)
i'd be those poularity driven sims..
who social meter decreases at a super exponetial rate.

and so.
im bored!
so bored that im talking to myself!

like thats why im on msn all the time!
so pple will talk to me! hey! i dont really talk to pple! but i like it when pple talk to me ! hahaha im crazy!

heck! im an only child. i have no siblings to talk to..and my parents! u want me to talk to them? huh..crazy.. i'll just get annoyed.. ahaha
and then they'll just ask me bout As and stuff and my future and bleah.

so here i am talking to myself on my blog.
unless u are reading this..then hey! im talking to u
ahha

and that makes me happy!

talk talk talk.. ruhh..
i like to talk to people.
thats why i like to make friends!


and soooo.
im a loser!
haa


ruh ruh ruh.


do i really behave like a small kid!?
i think i do. but heck i dont think that way hahhaa
i may trust that way but not think that way.
thats why it seems i have the words "suan me" on my forehead.
if i think. i think emo.
and heck thats not a child. thats like 50/60 something depression. haha

no lah.

blogging makes me emo.

Hur Hur.
8:56 PM