the feeling is..

ooooooooooooooooooooof

of air being squeezed outta ur lungs for one moment.

that word made me do it.
didnt know it would
didnt see it coming.
but then ....it didnt affect me afterwards..
just that how my sudden silence due to surprise may have been suspicious.
even though i knew before.


u know that feeling..that ur surprised even tho u know bout it but u just didnt expect it to come out so suddenly then u were startled?




i like to talk to jn.
like i can tell her stuff honestly and she wont judge me ..I LOVE U! HAHA
not unrequitted ok! hahaha

so i conclude..
im super blind or easily satisfied or incapable to love hahahaa
i think the 2nd.

Hur Hur.
12:17 AM