I don't like your view on God at times...
Its hard to see God as angry...or mean...
but most of all...i see God as someone who has boundless unconditional love.
and the most he can be..is sad.. if he does it...he's sad to do it..but he does it because he love us.

=(

I would have never said such a thing...


But the convo did make me flash back to all the bad times...
where i fought with ling over God knows what..
but it was so bad we couldnt even look at each other.

and about another friend.
who was in the wrong..not to me but to someonelse...
and how i tried to help her but she wouldnt listen. and wouldnt change.
and so she hurts herself in the end.
i just gave up.
but luckily we are still friends.

and i feel like something's not right.......
like really...i don't understand why the person is behaving this way..
like huh?
i didnt do anything did i?
maybe its just me hehe

=(

and age does not say anything about experience.
God knows how much ive been thru... unless you've been thru more than me..
then ok lah... i would like to know how much sadness ive experienced in the world...
i would like to know how i rank.
but im happy with myself...i dont feel sad for myself..but for others...sometimes..
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ahahhaa i dunno




i wonder who reads this anyway.
like really. read it. but just don't tell me that you do. HAHAHHA
and dont spread.
and i type rather vaguely so just dont missinterpret. ahaha

im not very emo in this post.




ok i just wanna say i love God alot alot..he is a loving God..nothing else...all actions are based on love.
God is Love.
God does not give up! OKOKOKOK! hah!


Alot to pray about.
ive got a headache

Hur Hur.
12:32 AM