delete delete delete.
now.
google cannot find me.

only one link.
will lead here.



i don't like what i say here.
it may be true.
but i don't like it.

don't worry.
things are much much better.


but now i am feeling sad
for someone else.
something similar.
but its not my business.
but i dont even dare ask if you're ok.
because its not my place
and you're not really that close a friend.
i don't even think i understand half of it.



is it so weird that i don't wanna post such happy stuff
on my nisegoeshurhur.
such that people may feel sadder...if they see people happier.

so i am posting here.



i confuse myself.
so much
so much.



but today i :)
don't worry.


because as much as i don't like my relatives..
the distant ones are..nicerr..because i don't know them well.
and i like it that way.

Hur Hur.
11:25 PM