Monday, April 20, 2009
no
you are the ugly one!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
i hate you!
how can you say that.
selfish.
you say i am
but what are u
i just want to rest after my days of hell
of no sleep and all work and no play.
IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK
i say i'll help and you say i dont mean it
WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT!!!
IT SEEMS THAT ALL YOU WANT TO DO
IS TO MAKE ME CRY.
and then u go follow my in my room
to shoot at me hurtful words
just because i said i dont want to move stuff
id find people for you instead.
and i dont want to paint your wall just because you know i can.
!!!!!
and when i say i will
you're not happy!
WTH
I THINK THE POINT OF THE CONVO IS JUST TO HURT ME ISSIT!!!
FUCK!
and the convo started with...
so how was the interview...
HAVEN'T YOU HEARED OF BEING TACTFUL AND UNDERSTANDING AND WORKING OUT AN AGREEMENT!
Funnily.
im feeling not as bad
this is one of the worst she's called me.
its like she herself needs more harsh words to get that feeling going for her.
ive really become more numb each day.
really.
i cry.
but its like a bodily fuction.
but i dont really feel anything
but disgust for the type of person my mum is.
i dont even care what she calls me.
cos i know.
im not doing anything bad
i do my best to be a good girl
i dont get piercings
i dont get tattoos
i dont go out late
i just stay home and do work
i dont smoke.
what.
not fair.
really
people say..people all around the world feel like you at some point
so im not gg to say no one understand me.
but i must say
no one has had a mother like mine.
she can be comapred to those psycho moms.
really.
well that. i guess ome people have
but my mothers behaviour is out of choice.
no one ever taught her how to be nice i guess.
Hur Hur.
8:15 PM