you know it's so hard to be a friend.
when you create so many opportunities
but they just dont show up.
sometimes w/o warning.
pangseh last min.


getting sick and tired.

happened before.
gone for goood that one.
she didn't need/want us.
well. it was thus reciprocated.


show face doesn't count.
esp if you don't enjoy.
why go.



oh i think im like that to best friend and group. =(
but i dont pang seh. im just busy.



maybe i just dont understand how a_______ works.
sorry.

Hur Hur.
3:04 AM