dear blogger.

i keep dreaming of sad things
that make me cry at night =(

why? they are not even relevant.
its like...im making myself sad.
i keep dreaming of things that will never every happen.
things that put me in the spot.

this whole week...i cried every night except for 2 days. =(
even if i cant remember my dreams. i know i cried.


and today my eyes look like they have botox.
heng ah my double eyelids are there.




why?
is it cos im hungry?
is it cos im painting too much
turpentine?
cos i saw naked girl? worried that i might see naked guy?
cos i have nothing to look forward to everyday?
besides wanting to finish my work?
stress?


before i go to sleep i always feel sad too. =(
i don't know why.




seriously.
why am i so emo.









is there some pschological reason behind this?
the dreams i mean.

Hur Hur.
12:13 PM