hello blogger.
imnot sad.

im simply annoyed that im such a fickle person.
i decide on things too easily.
maybe today i want this.
but tml i think...maybe i dont.
but next day i think maybe i do.

such that. i just leave things alone as it is.
afraid to change anything.
because i myself am going back and forth about the same decision all the time.
and i guess not doing anything balances everything.

stupid reasons huh.


sometimes i wish people could help me make my decision.
or more like...act upon my decision for me.
do it for me.

so i dont have to do anything.



except say yes.






but i don't ask anyone for help.
not the people who can anyways.



because there are too many judging eyes ahahaha
and yet i blog everywhere.
secret blog, open blog, locked posts.


thus i am vague. hohohoh



and all i can do is blog
and help me think
help me make a decision.
for today at least.

Hur Hur.
12:48 AM