im so tired.
of everything.

painting all day.
all night.
no rest.
nothing tolook forward to

you know what i wanna do
i just wanna chill with my old friends
but its so difficult cos everyone is busy
and everyone has new friends
and everyone has their own life

and i don't wanna be the enthu kia who is always wanting everybody to meet up.
cos im bad at it lah ok.
and im oso so busy
so lames.





im finding it already tough to like clique with new people
because im having those kinda feelings where
you know a certain grp of friends can never be replaced
so lames.
but ya.



ok bye.

and im so tired.
of going for band
when we are not moving
and its also my fault.
cos im so busy


and im so tired of log sessions
because it clashes with band
and i feel like i fell out with them
even before i did physically
its like a natural siphoning process (is that the right word)
and i now need to make time to get closer to them



most direct blog post ever.





all i know is that now
i feel like i only have 3 friends.
=(




aiya im just being emo.
im so demanding huh.
expect so much.
aiya.

but tml i will be happy again.
im so lame.

Hur Hur.
1:30 AM