fuck lah. today is so not my fucking day.
fucking being lashed
and lashing at other people when i was a bystander.


and i locked my door.
cos im so fucking pissed and sad
cos i think i may really be pmsing
or the turp has gotten into my system
and i feel very drunk for some reason

and know that any other day
if this happened i would be fine
and sane
just not all at once.

:'(


i even feel guilty feeling angry.
wtf is wrong with me.

Hur Hur.
9:44 PM