Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

Bob Marley




















isnt that just so swell.












this is here because no one should know that im actually cheesy on the inside...
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
despite the outward happiness and the inner emoness
or comtemplative skepticism of the world...
and about how humans are stupid.and annoying.

i am like all other girls i dispise.
but maybe the most 10% alike.
those girly girls who care about fashion and looking cute looking pretty to attract the opp sex to look their best so people will like them.
those in cloud 9 who think that they are princessess
and that love is the only thing that can save them from their sadness.
but i try to look decent. ahah cos people have eyes. i must not look horrid. but i must not look like im trying to hard. cos im not.
and i dont like people who do. that is just grosssss.
i dress how i feel. just with eyeliner ahha.
actually i think my dressing is based on my music. ahah


actually i am the cheesiest person alive perhaps.
because i dont ever believe in looking for someone like that
i believe it just happens! HAHAHA
so annoying right. that is like the most in my own fluffy cloud world.
thats why i dont like people who keep going gaga over people they dont know just because of looks.
because. i cannot understand.


and i really agree with the above passage HAHAH (LIKE comprehension)
when did u see them stating that that person was so good looking haha.
so many reasons to love but never that particular one mentioned.
because it is not needed.=)

but of course dear lord,
do not give me a person that fits all that but looks like kenah bang down by truck can.
HHAHAHAA. WAH FAIL.hahahahahaa


they say pisces are hardcore romantics.
yet they are super idealistic.
i am a true pisces. ahaha
so true that i
dont believe in dating.
ahhaa
dont believe in trying to find something perfect in someone interesting to fit the criteria.
believe that eye candies can only be good for looking at.
and that with this attitude and trust issue.
i will be alone forever.

but it is ok. =)
because i wouldnt wanna waste my time or feelings on infatuation.

that doesnt mean i believe in fate.
because, with this attitude, id sure wouldn't know if fate was slapping me in my face.
ahaha.ok maybe i do. if think this way.
but i guess im just super blind.

so if i believe or not. it makes no difference.




you do not love with your eyes.
nor ears
nor cock or cb HAHAH
but with your heart. ahah





dont let your eyes or ears or down there ahha direct your heart. never.
but let the heart direct the way you see, hear and feel.



so cheesy huh.
that is me.
i hate this part of me. ahaha because then i'd be ordinary?
but i love cheese. literally.
maybe i ate too much.



but in this world.
i really believe anything is possible.
i believe that someone somewhere will
go against all that i believe in.
with love at 1st sight. ahha
in the cheesiest most perfect way.
ahhaa


ewww gross. ahah
eh i wanna watch 500 days of summer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=(

Hur Hur.
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