Thursday, October 27, 2011
 
           
   
            When black looks white 
and white becomes almost a green.
The butterflies in my stomach 
they died. 
and are now washed away
by the acids, clogging up my gullet.
discomfort
the irony 
brought upon by the same shadow
but would you die again?
reject it.
i have been reborn, so i thought
I hope you never find your light
deceived
you and perhaps 
I too, I swear it is hidden 
beneath my flesh, caged precious with 
sanity.
goodnight.
  
       
  
   Hur Hur. 
  3:03 AM 
  
           
  Friday, October 14, 2011
 
           
   
            You know,
you were closer than family.
Goodbye for good,
I guess.
I don't need this gaping hole to suck every ounce of breath I have left.
It was as though I died for a 100 days or so
as even hell kept rejecting my soul.
  
       
  
   Hur Hur. 
  2:38 AM